On Wed, Sep 23, 2015 12:30 AM PDT
descipleofthegods13@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote:
See, this is why I don't use just logic alone I look psychically as well. You all just accused me of being the troll, which I am not and one who slanders Father Satan, and the other Gods/Goddesses which I do not. I personally said that the reptilian who was harassing me is dead, and I DO NOT believe that Satan is a reptilian they are his enemy, and ours because we all fight in this war. You guys really did jump to quick conclusions there. I don't follow such insane beings and then claim to be a Satanist, I am NOT masquerading. I am a True Follower of Satan.
I hate our enemy, and will fight to annihilate it. There's always one way to tell when an infiltrator/troll is in our midst, they ALWAYS do something to give themselves away, and are liars. Liars by nature give themselves away by posting nonsensical bullshit that amounts to trying to cause the bullshit.
All three of you. You really didn't TRULY read through my words carefully enough, I was sure someone was going to have the misunderstanding about my story when I typed it out eventually, which is why I held back. Yes, the story is odd, and ridiculous and basically absurd, but It's not like I ever followed a reptilian, nor did I even know the bastard was there the enemy tried for the distraction because I was trying to return to Satan over 10 years ago looking for information online I just didn't happen to find the JoS even though it existed back then because of the distraction, and those who have power are targeted by the enemy first, which is why all of the bullshit happened. It's because of Satan(who I know to be a Nordic/Pagan God) that I have a life to enjoy.
That was kind of inconsiderate towards someone who intentionally held back the past until I thought I was ready to post the story. I even gave a very clear comparison between the enemy, and Father Satan, by saying the enemy almost ruined my life beyond repair, and then I said that Father Satan has restored my life like I might never have had the belief about.
If there's a legitimate reason to call someone the troll or the infiltrator then yes, go ahead, but all three of you just went straight for the troll word. I will say this, that the enemy caused the very same scenario as this right after I Dedicated, and at the time I had the hopelessness about ever being able to escape the prison the enemy had put me in, and the accusations reminded me of that, which didn't feel very good.
The enemy caused it in order to trigger the things like this in my life later. Before accusing someone of such things it is best(as I have learned) to deliberate it fully, and not just jump straight to the infiltrator word. I've NEVER made mention of Father Satan, and the other Gods/Goddesses being reptilian before, and I have never spoken about such things as my past for the very specific reaction I KNEW was going to happen. I know Father Satan, and the other Gods/Goddesses are Nordics who are our Superiors, Family, and Friends.
Especially you Fake Name, the others don't really know anything about me, but you have learned a couple of things in the past few months. Are you that quick to accuse a Brother in Satan of being the infiltrator, or the troll. This is the kind of thing that needs to be fixed. We Satanist CANNOT be at each other's throats at the drop of the hat.
Do you really think that's the RIGHT attitude?
I will let you in on the pain and reminder of the trauma that you brought back. My life was basically empty, and worthless when I came to Satan, and I had the extreme despair that it would never make the change. Do you understand what it's like to be locked in the cellar under the threat of death quite literally even though you are able to do things normal people do but being limited by the life rendering OCD and be starting out of the window metaphorically speaking? It was like the jail cell.
Our enemy attacked and threatened me multiple times before I even Dedicated and I was just reading the JoS and practicing certain Meditation(which I should not have) some psychic attacks even felt physical as weapons were jabbed into I could not make much of the sense of everything and was decieved into believing I was Dedicated even though I did the wrong Ritual. The confusion was extreme and I came to that conclusion. It felt like I had removed myself out of the black hole through sheer effort these past 9 months, and help from Father Satan, Lady Agares, and the other Pagan Gods/Goddesses. A lot of what the enemy has done to me, they personally had to deprogram, because the psychological problems were too extreme for me to have the ability to know how to fix. The brain was barely able to work because the enemy attacked every working function to the point of where am extremely intelligent person such as myself was relegated to the ESE in my school life
because of the lack of the ability to have the functions of most normal people. I will give it that you didn't know, or understand, but that was not very nice. The enemy basically attacked every facet of my being from the time I was born until I rededicated to Satan, and started fighting to reclaim my life.
Trying to understand why people write certain things is an essential way of understanding one another online, unless it's entirely nonsensical, such as the person who decided that reptilians draconians, and Winged Serpents have something in common as the original poster. Now that makes little if any sense, although it is a general question, that studying will clear up, showing that the enemy hates the Winged Serpent symbol, and seek to bastardize anything Satanic.
It was NOT the easiest thing to get out, and I did it fully expecting this kind of response. The extreme trauma of that level needs to be gotten past if I am to have a life, and advance Spiritually. That fucking hurt. Try to remember how YOUR life was before you came to Satan, and compare them to being almost equal except my life prior to returning to Satan was worse, just very little physical violence in comparison but the mental, and the psychological end were FAR worse as to what I remember your story being. I don't usually get bothered by such things, but that was very insensitive. I'm not trying to say it's the betrayal of trust thing, or that we know each other like old buddies, anyone could have said it, and the result would have been the same. It just happened to be you.
