Reprogramming the brain? Anger issues.

[Light Yagami]

Hello.I'm finally clearly seeing that I have issues with my anger since I can't express it.No matter how many million reasons I have to be angry (for example towards the jews...) although I *do* feel angry, I just can't express it! And it pisses me off! I want to participate in the Working against the jews but it's just soooooo hard.... The irony is that the more I progress spiritually the harder it gets! D:< What the heck, it wasn't supposed to go that way?

I have realized that ever since I was a child I was taught not to express my anger. So if I've understood correctly, my brain has been "programmed" to not let my anger manifest in any form or way.
Consciously I can understand why anger is essential and relieving and how it is also very useful (such as in black magick). I know not to beat others while in anger but I'm even having difficulty expressing it out loud. Although I may shout (some times), even then the words will choke me; I won't manage to either get my message accross to the other person or to even properly let it all out. There's always more anger inside of me. It'll be like the emotions will choke me. Like there's a knot in my throat chakra. (but, there isn't? I mean everything's opened -chakras- and working properly as far as I know)

The thing is, I remember when we had done a 90 Days Working against the jews (a long time ago) and although it was still difficult for me, it was actually EASIER than it is now! Why is that? :/
Can anyone suggest me anything on dealing with this incredible inconvenience?
I can recall numerous things in my life that had pissed me off sooooo much, but I didn't react to them because I was     either not allowed to or because even if I did shout, I would still have so much anger inside of me and it would still annoy me and strangle me. I was never able to let enough anger out.

 

[nick_vabzircnila]

Check out this technique, I found it really helpful:
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Adv ... opics/8307 

 

[Necromancing Nine]

I had the same issue and here is how I dealt with it after a brief history:
I used to be extremely angry.
Then I got extremely peaceful after moving to England for some time. I literally could no longer do harm to anybody and the anger began to harm me instead. It was kind of like what happened to the main character in A Clockwork Orange.
Then I moved country again and found myself in a rough environment, surrounded by yobs. So I had to teach myself to express anger again in order to survive and thrive.
Basically I began by consciously breaking little rules, written and unwritten.Little by little I became able to release my anger whenever I wanted.
Now this can be extremely detrimental if you don't know Power Meditation and similar, and it was. The reason is that anger begets anger from others, and also, everytime you raise that angry energy and you don't direct it somewhere, it tends to work on you instead.
So as long as you are doing daily aura cleansing and power meditation, I would recommend you start breaking little rules that you have set up. Nothing too big, but for example, occasionally lashing out at people that really piss you off, so long as it is absolutely justified, even though you'd normally consider it absolutely unacceptable.
Again, make sure though that it does not harm your social status in any way, as the majority of people naturally hate anger. I know what I'm talking about as you are talking to a very angry guy.
Hail Satan and good luck





"Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] schrieb am 19:34 Sonntag, 5.April 2015:


  Hello.I'm finally clearly seeing that I have issues with my anger since I can't express it.No matter how many million reasons I have to be angry (for example towards the jews...) although I *do* feel angry, I just can't express it! And it pisses me off! I want to participate in the Working against the jews but it's just soooooo hard.... The irony is that the more I progress spiritually the harder it gets! D:< What the heck, it wasn't supposed to go that way?

I have realized that ever since I was a child I was taught not to express my anger. So if I've understood correctly, my brain has been "programmed" to not let my anger manifest in any form or way.
Consciously I can understand why anger is essential and relieving and how it is also very useful (such as in black magick). I know not to beat others while in anger but I'm even having difficulty expressing it out loud. Although I may shout (some times), even then the words will choke me; I won't manage to either get my message accross to the other person or to even properly let it all out. There's always more anger inside of me. It'll be like the emotions will choke me. Like there's a knot in my throat chakra. (but, there isn't? I mean everything's opened -chakras- and working properly as far as I know)

The thing is, I remember when we had done a 90 Days Working against the jews (a long time ago) and although it was still difficult for me, it was actually EASIER than it is now! Why is that? :/
Can anyone suggest me anything on dealing with this incredible inconvenience?
I can recall numerous things in my life that had pissed me off sooooo much, but I didn't react to them because I was     either not allowed to or because even if I did shout, I would still have so much anger inside of me and it would still annoy me and strangle me. I was never able to let enough anger out.

 

[dalightskin]

Usually when I get REALLY mad, which fortunately never happens anymore, I just choose something to punch the shit out of to release my anger, the brain cannot stop you from hitting inanimate objects that won't break. Just try a pillow or something.

 

[sanj930]

Hello,   I read your issue and I know how you feel about the situation. I would personally just let the anger subside or concentrate on obtaining more knowledge on various different subjects so that anger can be concentrated in a positive fashion. In the process, you will enlighten yourself further and the throat chakra that you speak of will channel itself to the pineal gland-associated chakra (sahasrara chakra). The anger will then become a positive force of light in my humble opinion.

 

[devilsAdvocate Nic]

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On Apr 5, 2015 9:37 PM, "nick_vabzircnila@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Check out this technique, I found it really helpful:
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Adv ... opics/8307 

 

[fake name]

Are you saying you're angry and cannot express it or that you feel less angry and so focus more on positive energies?My advice either way is to lift some weights, practice a martial art, study anatomy and learn to use weapons in addition to your daily meditations.This will give you an outlet for your pent up anger and you will feel much better. It also gives you a working theory on how to direct destructive energies.I would think that as long as you can control destructive energies and not be affected by them then it's a good thing.But if it's all pent up and you can't vent it then that's a serious problem. Find someone you really hate and channel that energy at the enemy.
If that doesnt work then common sense dictates you should focus on building up positive energy and cleaning your aura.
HAIL SATAN!



On Sunday, April 5, 2015 1:34 PM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hello.I'm finally clearly seeing that I have issues with my anger since I can't express it.No matter how many million reasons I have to be angry (for example towards the jews...) although I *do* feel angry, I just can't express it! And it pisses me off! I want to participate in the Working against the jews but it's just soooooo hard.... The irony is that the more I progress spiritually the harder it gets! D:< What the heck, it wasn't supposed to go that way?

I have realized that ever since I was a child I was taught not to express my anger. So if I've understood correctly, my brain has been "programmed" to not let my anger manifest in any form or way.
Consciously I can understand why anger is essential and relieving and how it is also very useful (such as in black magick). I know not to beat others while in anger but I'm even having difficulty expressing it out loud. Although I may shout (some times), even then the words will choke me; I won't manage to either get my message accross to the other person or to even properly let it all out. There's always more anger inside of me. It'll be like the emotions will choke me. Like there's a knot in my throat chakra. (but, there isn't? I mean everything's opened -chakras- and working properly as far as I know)

The thing is, I remember when we had done a 90 Days Working against the jews (a long time ago) and although it was still difficult for me, it was actually EASIER than it is now! Why is that? :/
Can anyone suggest me anything on dealing with this incredible inconvenience?
I can recall numerous things in my life that had pissed me off sooooo much, but I didn't react to them because I was     either not allowed to or because even if I did shout, I would still have so much anger inside of me and it would still annoy me and strangle me. I was never able to let enough anger out.

 

[fake name]

-_- I can't read it. captcha box keeps blocking me from joining this group



On Sunday, April 5, 2015 2:37 PM, "nick_vabzircnila@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Check out this technique, I found it really helpful:
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Adv ... opics/8307 

 

[devilsAdvocate Nic]

Speaking of anger.
I think am much like @"Light Yagami The only diffrence is that...well..idk.
I can feel reallllllly angry. So bad that in that moment i feel its chocking me to death..but its all inwards. Its hard to let it out. The best i can really do is..(embarrassing) like really.
Well i hide in the bathroom and cry.
But that's the worst part of it all..when i go with it to the bathroom i live it there.
This is not abt the jews..am talking abt the anger In my daily life.
I can't get angry with a person for an entire day atleast. I let go easily and compleatly. There's atime when some college guy pissed me off..so bad. I couldn't do any thing but smile...but at the back of my mind i was thinking __<wait i get back home you idiot!! Ama give you a full dosage of Hagalaz Well i got home alright..but i hadnt even the slightest bit of anger that could enhance the spell. That's it i guess. I dnt get angry much with people..mayb situations. You know..those bad situations that won't just go away. The really have me depressed and angry. Which really messes my mood. And err..my workings for cursing jews are a good mess. That's the only black magick i ever do and its because am obliged. So its not that i dnt get angry..oh ido!!
The problem is expression and preservation!! Any help with that?

On Apr 5, 2015 8:34 PM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Hello.I'm finally clearly seeing that I have issues with my anger since I can't express it.No matter how many million reasons I have to be angry (for example towards the jews...) although I *do* feel angry, I just can't express it! And it pisses me off! I want to participate in the Working against the jews but it's just soooooo hard.... The irony is that the more I progress spiritually the harder it gets! D:< What the heck, it wasn't supposed to go that way?

I have realized that ever since I was a child I was taught not to express my anger. So if I've understood correctly, my brain has been "programmed" to not let my anger manifest in any form or way.
Consciously I can understand why anger is essential and relieving and how it is also very useful (such as in black magick). I know not to beat others while in anger but I'm even having difficulty expressing it out loud. Although I may shout (some times), even then the words will choke me; I won't manage to either get my message accross to the other person or to even properly let it all out. There's always more anger inside of me. It'll be like the emotions will choke me. Like there's a knot in my throat chakra. (but, there isn't? I mean everything's opened -chakras- and working properly as far as I know)

The thing is, I remember when we had done a 90 Days Working against the jews (a long time ago) and although it was still difficult for me, it was actually EASIER than it is now! Why is that? :/
Can anyone suggest me anything on dealing with this incredible inconvenience?
I can recall numerous things in my life that had pissed me off sooooo much, but I didn't react to them because I was     either not allowed to or because even if I did shout, I would still have so much anger inside of me and it would still annoy me and strangle me. I was never able to let enough anger out.

 

[devilsAdvocate Nic]

HP Maxine sed in a sermon that not expressing anger is a sign of weakness.
That we are living in violent world, so we must stand and express ourselves. Your right abt one thing...if anger is an energy and if its not directed it instead mess oneself.
That explains every thing.
I get so angry and depressed. Shit messes up my aura...and any energy work i try to do feels negative!!! I must surely do something abt that.. On Apr 5, 2015 10:18 PM, "devilsAdvocate Nic" <nic.dn6@... wrote:

Speaking of anger.
I think am much like @"Light Yagami The only diffrence is that...well..idk.
I can feel reallllllly angry. So bad that in that moment i feel its chocking me to death..but its all inwards. Its hard to let it out. The best i can really do is..(embarrassing) like really.
Well i hide in the bathroom and cry.
But that's the worst part of it all..when i go with it to the bathroom i live it there.
This is not abt the jews..am talking abt the anger In my daily life.
I can't get angry with a person for an entire day atleast. I let go easily and compleatly. There's atime when some college guy pissed me off..so bad. I couldn't do any thing but smile...but at the back of my mind i was thinking __<wait i get back home you idiot!! Ama give you a full dosage of Hagalaz Well i got home alright..but i hadnt even the slightest bit of anger that could enhance the spell. That's it i guess. I dnt get angry much with people..mayb situations. You know..those bad situations that won't just go away. The really have me depressed and angry. Which really messes my mood. And err..my workings for cursing jews are a good mess. That's the only black magick i ever do and its because am obliged. So its not that i dnt get angry..oh ido!!
The problem is expression and preservation!! Any help with that? On Apr 5, 2015 8:34 PM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Hello.I'm finally clearly seeing that I have issues with my anger since I can't express it.No matter how many million reasons I have to be angry (for example towards the jews...) although I *do* feel angry, I just can't express it! And it pisses me off! I want to participate in the Working against the jews but it's just soooooo hard.... The irony is that the more I progress spiritually the harder it gets! D:< What the heck, it wasn't supposed to go that way?

I have realized that ever since I was a child I was taught not to express my anger. So if I've understood correctly, my brain has been "programmed" to not let my anger manifest in any form or way.
Consciously I can understand why anger is essential and relieving and how it is also very useful (such as in black magick). I know not to beat others while in anger but I'm even having difficulty expressing it out loud. Although I may shout (some times), even then the words will choke me; I won't manage to either get my message accross to the other person or to even properly let it all out. There's always more anger inside of me. It'll be like the emotions will choke me. Like there's a knot in my throat chakra. (but, there isn't? I mean everything's opened -chakras- and working properly as far as I know)

The thing is, I remember when we had done a 90 Days Working against the jews (a long time ago) and although it was still difficult for me, it was actually EASIER than it is now! Why is that? :/
Can anyone suggest me anything on dealing with this incredible inconvenience?
I can recall numerous things in my life that had pissed me off sooooo much, but I didn't react to them because I was     either not allowed to or because even if I did shout, I would still have so much anger inside of me and it would still annoy me and strangle me. I was never able to let enough anger out.

 

[eu caseu]

being raised a xian and around xians it were never them that were crossing or abusing me, it was always me that was ´´angry´´. some blameshift nonsense that leave scars in the soul




Em Domingo, 5 de Abril de 2015 16:18, "devilsAdvocate Nic nic.dn6@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] escreveu:


  Speaking of anger.
I think am much like @"Light Yagami The only diffrence is that...well..idk.
I can feel reallllllly angry. So bad that in that moment i feel its chocking me to death..but its all inwards. Its hard to let it out. The best i can really do is..(embarrassing) like really.
Well i hide in the bathroom and cry.
But that's the worst part of it all..when i go with it to the bathroom i live it there.
This is not abt the jews..am talking abt the anger In my daily life.
I can't get angry with a person for an entire day atleast. I let go easily and compleatly. There's atime when some college guy pissed me off..so bad. I couldn't do any thing but smile...but at the back of my mind i was thinking __<wait i get back home you idiot!! Ama give you a full dosage of Hagalaz Well i got home alright..but i hadnt even the slightest bit of anger that could enhance the spell. That's it i guess. I dnt get angry much with people..mayb situations. You know..those bad situations that won't just go away. The really have me depressed and angry. Which really messes my mood. And err..my workings for cursing jews are a good mess. That's the only black magick i ever do and its because am obliged. So its not that i dnt get angry..oh ido!!
The problem is expression and preservation!! Any help with that?

On Apr 5, 2015 8:34 PM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Hello.I'm finally clearly seeing that I have issues with my anger since I can't express it.No matter how many million reasons I have to be angry (for example towards the jews...) although I *do* feel angry, I just can't express it! And it pisses me off! I want to participate in the Working against the jews but it's just soooooo hard.... The irony is that the more I progress spiritually the harder it gets! D:< What the heck, it wasn't supposed to go that way?

I have realized that ever since I was a child I was taught not to express my anger. So if I've understood correctly, my brain has been "programmed" to not let my anger manifest in any form or way.
Consciously I can understand why anger is essential and relieving and how it is also very useful (such as in black magick). I know not to beat others while in anger but I'm even having difficulty expressing it out loud. Although I may shout (some times), even then the words will choke me; I won't manage to either get my message accross to the other person or to even properly let it all out. There's always more anger inside of me. It'll be like the emotions will choke me. Like there's a knot in my throat chakra. (but, there isn't? I mean everything's opened -chakras- and working properly as far as I know)

The thing is, I remember when we had done a 90 Days Working against the jews (a long time ago) and although it was still difficult for me, it was actually EASIER than it is now! Why is that? :/
Can anyone suggest me anything on dealing with this incredible inconvenience?
I can recall numerous things in my life that had pissed me off sooooo much, but I didn't react to them because I was     either not allowed to or because even if I did shout, I would still have so much anger inside of me and it would still annoy me and strangle me. I was never able to let enough anger out.

 

[james marshall]

Im am not someone who does moderation very well so i may not be the best for this but my advise lash out all at once. Go camping and chop of wood. May sound dumb but it is a great stress reviler. I love it. With each swing act like your attacking what makes you angry. Then once your gotten that outta they way, try doing it all day along with meditations and focusing your energy and hate at the one who pisses you off, get rid of the people in your life. The world is one big cock sucker. It considered wrong to tell your parents to go fuck off when they are bad or that blood is thicker the water BS. You are number 1 in your life. The only people allowed to compete for your time and energy are your lover kids and our war. Other then that everyone else, excluding out gods of course because if they come to you they most likely are bringing knowledge to help you, can FUCK OFF BIG TIME. Just keep in mind never to worship the gods. I don't mean not giving thanks or the like but worship to me is what xains do which is wrong. Never be a slave. The reason you give respect is because they have earned it. They are strong powerful loving and are doing their best to help you. I hope this isn't to bad a rant. I am a bad chatter box.


On Monday, April 6, 2015 11:54 AM, "devilsAdvocate Nic nic.dn6@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  HP Maxine sed in a sermon that not expressing anger is a sign of weakness.
That we are living in violent world, so we must stand and express ourselves. Your right abt one thing...if anger is an energy and if its not directed it instead mess oneself.
That explains every thing.
I get so angry and depressed. Shit messes up my aura...and any energy work i try to do feels negative!!! I must surely do something abt that.. On Apr 5, 2015 10:18 PM, "devilsAdvocate Nic" <nic.dn6@... wrote:

Speaking of anger.
I think am much like @"Light Yagami The only diffrence is that...well..idk.
I can feel reallllllly angry. So bad that in that moment i feel its chocking me to death..but its all inwards. Its hard to let it out. The best i can really do is..(embarrassing) like really.
Well i hide in the bathroom and cry.
But that's the worst part of it all..when i go with it to the bathroom i live it there.
This is not abt the jews..am talking abt the anger In my daily life.
I can't get angry with a person for an entire day atleast. I let go easily and compleatly. There's atime when some college guy pissed me off..so bad. I couldn't do any thing but smile...but at the back of my mind i was thinking __<wait i get back home you idiot!! Ama give you a full dosage of Hagalaz Well i got home alright..but i hadnt even the slightest bit of anger that could enhance the spell. That's it i guess. I dnt get angry much with people..mayb situations. You know..those bad situations that won't just go away. The really have me depressed and angry. Which really messes my mood. And err..my workings for cursing jews are a good mess. That's the only black magick i ever do and its because am obliged. So its not that i dnt get angry..oh ido!!
The problem is expression and preservation!! Any help with that? On Apr 5, 2015 8:34 PM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Hello.I'm finally clearly seeing that I have issues with my anger since I can't express it.No matter how many million reasons I have to be angry (for example towards the jews...) although I *do* feel angry, I just can't express it! And it pisses me off! I want to participate in the Working against the jews but it's just soooooo hard.... The irony is that the more I progress spiritually the harder it gets! D:< What the heck, it wasn't supposed to go that way?

I have realized that ever since I was a child I was taught not to express my anger. So if I've understood correctly, my brain has been "programmed" to not let my anger manifest in any form or way.
Consciously I can understand why anger is essential and relieving and how it is also very useful (such as in black magick). I know not to beat others while in anger but I'm even having difficulty expressing it out loud. Although I may shout (some times), even then the words will choke me; I won't manage to either get my message accross to the other person or to even properly let it all out. There's always more anger inside of me. It'll be like the emotions will choke me. Like there's a knot in my throat chakra. (but, there isn't? I mean everything's opened -chakras- and working properly as far as I know)

The thing is, I remember when we had done a 90 Days Working against the jews (a long time ago) and although it was still difficult for me, it was actually EASIER than it is now! Why is that? :/
Can anyone suggest me anything on dealing with this incredible inconvenience?
I can recall numerous things in my life that had pissed me off sooooo much, but I didn't react to them because I was     either not allowed to or because even if I did shout, I would still have so much anger inside of me and it would still annoy me and strangle me. I was never able to let enough anger out.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

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[descipleofthegods13]

I seem to have somewhat of the same problem, with a variation. I know how to get utterly fucking livid, but I have so much pent up, that it isn't cycling properly causes me to feel ill sometimes when I do get mad. It's a lot of pent up anger against jews, these jewhovanites who have harassed me for 10+ years(gonna banish them soon finally, they do shit to piss me off daily almost constantly knowing I have a lot of pent up anger steming from way back), my current life situation, probably about repressed childhood issues, and most likely a lot of other things.

Like I said, I can get angry enough to break a piece of reality(so to speak) but, it doesn't do it the proper way.
I'm a beginner to meditation so I can't do any intermediate, or advanced workings.. :/

Sigh, it's a bitch that I can't seem to find a proper outlet..

 

[dalightskin]

When I opened all my chakras and started my own personal meditation program for the first time, I was always getting angry at the smallest things, I wondered why until I saw what Maxine said on the site about how you will feel repressed emotions come back in your face until you can release them all. My childhood was not exactly the best, full of harassment and frustration, for some reason I always thought it said in the ten commandments that "thou shall not hate". This was because my subconscious mind always knew that the bible was just a tool to restrict ones real self. Whenever someone I hated came into my life I would never say I hated them or think about it at all, I realize now that this kept the hate energy in my body and damaged my soul. When one keeps their emotions bottled up inside it gets out in different parts of their lives, this is why we must release it all to finally achieve inner peace and free the soul. This is often why some become spirits when they die, because they have kept in too much negative energy and their souls and minds can't let it go. It's like what they all say,
"you can't take anything with you when you leave"

 

[Light Yagami]

Heeey, thank you everyone for the responses.
First of all @nick_vabzircnila... wow! :O I already tried it 2-3 times when I was angry and my anger... disappeared right away when I released it from my Crown. :O And it also felt blissful... :O It was very weird haha I will continue doing that, but I do wonder how it will help me in expessing my anger, for example for black magick workings? I guess it will come naturally? I will see as soon as I try it. Thanks.
@Necromancing I don't know about breaking rules. I mean, there aren't many rules that keep me "restricted" if you will... I don't believe this issue comes from external sources but from within me.

@fake name I do work out (without weights, but by using my own body weight as a.. weight haha) but I HAVE thought of learning martial arts. I believe it will make me feel more confident about myself and my own power as well. However, I do not have the time to do this now (work etc). :/I have found someone whom I hate. All the jews. And even specific jews I've met in my life. But when I try to express my anger (by thinking for example that I stab them to death... or you know, other pretty thoughts for black magick workings) it will be like I'm trying to sqeeze some toothpaste out of an almost empty bottle of toothpaste. It's a weird comparison but yeah. A bit of toothpaste will come out (a bit of anger and power) and then I will be trying again to squeeze more toothpaste out (I won't be feeling angry, but trying to feel angry again and express it). It's like my anger, when I need to release it lasts for one millisecond or something. -_-
And as I said, even when I shout and all that, it will not be enough. If I argue with someone and shout to them, it will not be enough to express all my anger within me. I will still be angry afterwards and thinking of ways, of things I could have said to them and make them shut up. Or I'll be thinking of other things that make me angry, other irrelevant situations and how I would be able to react to those...? If at all?? It's... weird. :[ And not helpful at all in my life.
I have no doubt that I AM more inclined to positive energies. For example when we were doing magick/workings for humanity to open their eyes to the Truth about Satan and the Gods... ooooh man. I was feeling ecstatic, almost falling asleep by the tranquility and the intensity of those beautiful Satanic energies.
But this is no good! I mean, not being able to express my anger is no good! Even if I am best with positive energies than negative, it is still recommended for one to be able to defend themselves through black magick. I don't want to be weak in this part.

@james haha dude. I actually like your idea (although impossible, I've sort of figured what I may need to do) but I entirely disagree with "The world is one big cock sucker".    I mean sure, there are many maaany people who are just ..... but they do not make up the entire humanity, you know? We are part of the world as well! So it's up to us to make our lives consist of the reality we know and the values that we treasure. The truth is that my parents weren't abusive for me to tell them to go fuck off, but they've done and said numerous stuuuupid things that I really want to call them idiots. But I can't. It's a matter of respect and... I don't know, I can't really say that I support this, nor that I am against it. Sometimes I feel one way, some other times the other way.

@discipleoftheGods you don't have to be advanced to try the meditation here:     https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Adv ... opics/8307 although the group is for "advanced" well, just try it once, it most certainly won't hurt you.
Well in the end, I guess I'll just have to start by expressing my... self in general? Try doing it physically and then try to do it spiritually/with energies etc. For example go outside for a run and try to release my anger like that. Try to imagine all the reasons that make me angry and try to speed up or keep my strength and not stop running by having my anger as a fuel. Maybe it'll help, maybe not. I can't think of any other way. I'll also be doing the meditation above (imagine my anger going up my chakras and exiting from my Crown).
There's something fucking blocking me, I know that much. And it's not "shyness" or whatever (because, thank you Virgo) but it's something else. Something I'll need to find one way or another. I guess... I'm still not sure either haha

Thanks again for the responses. When I overcome whatever this issue is, I will most certainly make a post about it, in order to help people who may be having the same problem.



Στις 4:51 π.μ. Τετάρτη, 8 Απριλίου 2015, ο/η "dalightskin@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  When I opened all my chakras and started my own personal meditation program for the first time, I was always getting angry at the smallest things, I wondered why until I saw what Maxine said on the site about how you will feel repressed emotions come back in your face until you can release them all. My childhood was not exactly the best, full of harassment and frustration, for some reason I always thought it said in the ten commandments that "thou shall not hate". This was because my subconscious mind always knew that the bible was just a tool to restrict ones real self. Whenever someone I hated came into my life I would never say I hated them or think about it at all, I realize now that this kept the hate energy in my body and damaged my soul. When one keeps their emotions bottled up inside it gets out in different parts of their lives, this is why we must release it all to finally achieve inner peace and free the soul. This is often why some become spirits when they die, because they have kept in too much negative energy and their souls and minds can't let it go. It's like what they all say,
"you can't take anything with you when you leave"

 

[devilsAdvocate Nic]

My advice either way is to lift some weights, practice a martial art, study anatomy and learn to use weapons in addition to your daily meditations. @"fake name angryshaman666@... Lol Seriously?
Isn't there a more feminine way i can deal with it. Martial arts?you mean like korate and kungfu?? your wicked Learn to use weapons??
You mean like a fryingpan??
Idk..
Even though i learned how to use it...
I really dnt think i would have the guts to hit smone with it

On Apr 6, 2015 5:51 AM, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Are you saying you're angry and cannot express it or that you feel less angry and so focus more on positive energies?My advice either way is to lift some weights, practice a martial art, study anatomy and learn to use weapons in addition to your daily meditations.This will give you an outlet for your pent up anger and you will feel much better. It also gives you a working theory on how to direct destructive energies.I would think that as long as you can control destructive energies and not be affected by them then it's a good thing.But if it's all pent up and you can't vent it then that's a serious problem. Find someone you really hate and channel that energy at the enemy.
If that doesnt work then common sense dictates you should focus on building up positive energy and cleaning your aura.
HAIL SATAN!



On Sunday, April 5, 2015 1:34 PM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  Hello.I'm finally clearly seeing that I have issues with my anger since I can't express it.No matter how many million reasons I have to be angry (for example towards the jews...) although I *do* feel angry, I just can't express it! And it pisses me off! I want to participate in the Working against the jews but it's just soooooo hard.... The irony is that the more I progress spiritually the harder it gets! D:< What the heck, it wasn't supposed to go that way?

I have realized that ever since I was a child I was taught not to express my anger. So if I've understood correctly, my brain has been "programmed" to not let my anger manifest in any form or way.
Consciously I can understand why anger is essential and relieving and how it is also very useful (such as in black magick). I know not to beat others while in anger but I'm even having difficulty expressing it out loud. Although I may shout (some times), even then the words will choke me; I won't manage to either get my message accross to the other person or to even properly let it all out. There's always more anger inside of me. It'll be like the emotions will choke me. Like there's a knot in my throat chakra. (but, there isn't? I mean everything's opened -chakras- and working properly as far as I know)

The thing is, I remember when we had done a 90 Days Working against the jews (a long time ago) and although it was still difficult for me, it was actually EASIER than it is now! Why is that? :/
Can anyone suggest me anything on dealing with this incredible inconvenience?
I can recall numerous things in my life that had pissed me off sooooo much, but I didn't react to them because I was     either not allowed to or because even if I did shout, I would still have so much anger inside of me and it would still annoy me and strangle me. I was never able to let enough anger out.

 

[fake name]

Any other things you can tell me about when you opened all the chakras?I'm not sure if all mine are open and it's just my aura that needs empowering but my astral senses are not yet attuned. I can see a little with my eyes closed and hear all kinds of buzzing sounds but cannot see or hear spirits or the voices of the gods yet.
I could always sense energy however. I'm just not sure how to measure my progress up to this point.My aura visibly expands daily when I test its reactivity to a plasma globe and is roughly 10 inches to a foot around me now.However I can scarcely see more than traces of my aura though I feel like im floating all the time now.
About how far along does this sound?



On Tuesday, April 7, 2015 9:51 PM, "dalightskin@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  When I opened all my chakras and started my own personal meditation program for the first time, I was always getting angry at the smallest things, I wondered why until I saw what Maxine said on the site about how you will feel repressed emotions come back in your face until you can release them all. My childhood was not exactly the best, full of harassment and frustration, for some reason I always thought it said in the ten commandments that "thou shall not hate". This was because my subconscious mind always knew that the bible was just a tool to restrict ones real self. Whenever someone I hated came into my life I would never say I hated them or think about it at all, I realize now that this kept the hate energy in my body and damaged my soul. When one keeps their emotions bottled up inside it gets out in different parts of their lives, this is why we must release it all to finally achieve inner peace and free the soul. This is often why some become spirits when they die, because they have kept in too much negative energy and their souls and minds can't let it go. It's like what they all say,
"you can't take anything with you when you leave"

 

[dark_pagan_666]

Okay, here are many advises already and not sure if you got what you were looking for, but heres my tip:

Visualize yourself engulfed in an intense red light or energy.

While you are doing this focus on the hatred or anger you have and feel.

And affirm "I want to express this or my anger!"

Also meditating on the solar and base chakra should help. My case it was solar and heart.

I've had issues with my anger myself, it was so annoying, even how angry I was I was completely unable to express it, and it really made an impact on my psychological well being. I even have a Mars aspect where anger will be difficult for me to express.

And the funny thing is, the more I progressed in meditation and spiritual advncement, it just got more difficult to express my anger or sadness. I knew it was there, but I couldn't grasp it. It was very hard.

I felt like an empty shell that only felt happiness and boredom. Not that was a negative thing, but I truly felt something that was missing. Until one day, my solar plexus and heart chakra got an intense freakishly feeling! I felt I was about to explode, the feeling that came from the chakras was immense and horrible, extremely intense!

I focused on it and just let the energies out, as this happened my entire body was shaking my aura expanded and got really hot, I suddenly could feel the atmosphere more stronger, and I just screamed and directed the energies to give them to my guardian. Afterwards I felt so relieved, I finally expressed my anger!

I still am angry though, but in a healthy and good way. Later I dreamt several times I killed this guy I hate, and it felt so good! Not that I would do it for real, haha.

Okay....now I am just babbling, hope my tip helps you Light Yagami!

Hail Satan!

 

[fake name]

@devilsadvocate er, whoever said women can't learn martial arts or lift weights? When I was in the army and we had to share the fort with all other branches there were marine girls who were doing handstand pushups with no brace whatsoever 0_0As for weapons I'd say something easily carried and concealed like a combat switchblade. I carry 2 every time I go anywhere.I train in fencing/kendo and study anatomy as well. The nose, eyes, and throat are always brutal targets and the groin in men is also a powerful vital point to target. Tendons, joints, ligaments and nerve centers also make good targets.




On Wednesday, April 8, 2015 3:28 AM, "devilsAdvocate Nic nic.dn6@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  My advice either way is to lift some weights, practice a martial art, study anatomy and learn to use weapons in addition to your daily meditations. @"fake name angryshaman666@... Lol Seriously?
Isn't there a more feminine way i can deal with it. Martial arts?you mean like korate and kungfu?? your wicked Learn to use weapons??
You mean like a fryingpan??
Idk..
Even though i learned how to use it...
I really dnt think i would have the guts to hit smone with it

On Apr 6, 2015 5:51 AM, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Are you saying you're angry and cannot express it or that you feel less angry and so focus more on positive energies?My advice either way is to lift some weights, practice a martial art, study anatomy and learn to use weapons in addition to your daily meditations.This will give you an outlet for your pent up anger and you will feel much better. It also gives you a working theory on how to direct destructive energies.I would think that as long as you can control destructive energies and not be affected by them then it's a good thing.But if it's all pent up and you can't vent it then that's a serious problem. Find someone you really hate and channel that energy at the enemy.
If that doesnt work then common sense dictates you should focus on building up positive energy and cleaning your aura.
HAIL SATAN!



On Sunday, April 5, 2015 1:34 PM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  Hello.I'm finally clearly seeing that I have issues with my anger since I can't express it.No matter how many million reasons I have to be angry (for example towards the jews...) although I *do* feel angry, I just can't express it! And it pisses me off! I want to participate in the Working against the jews but it's just soooooo hard.... The irony is that the more I progress spiritually the harder it gets! D:< What the heck, it wasn't supposed to go that way?

I have realized that ever since I was a child I was taught not to express my anger. So if I've understood correctly, my brain has been "programmed" to not let my anger manifest in any form or way.
Consciously I can understand why anger is essential and relieving and how it is also very useful (such as in black magick). I know not to beat others while in anger but I'm even having difficulty expressing it out loud. Although I may shout (some times), even then the words will choke me; I won't manage to either get my message accross to the other person or to even properly let it all out. There's always more anger inside of me. It'll be like the emotions will choke me. Like there's a knot in my throat chakra. (but, there isn't? I mean everything's opened -chakras- and working properly as far as I know)

The thing is, I remember when we had done a 90 Days Working against the jews (a long time ago) and although it was still difficult for me, it was actually EASIER than it is now! Why is that? :/
Can anyone suggest me anything on dealing with this incredible inconvenience?
I can recall numerous things in my life that had pissed me off sooooo much, but I didn't react to them because I was     either not allowed to or because even if I did shout, I would still have so much anger inside of me and it would still annoy me and strangle me. I was never able to let enough anger out.

 

[devilsAdvocate Nic]

Idk...
Lifting weights. Very often when i lift heavy loads i get nose bleeds. Marine girl?...As in the marine! I cnt do that shit.
Just not me.
I mean i can't find it in me. Am not very much of a physical person. Am more of er...sit sit sit and read.
I only get a little physical on happenings. So theres got to be another way for me to learn how to deal with my anger.

On Apr 9, 2015 2:08 PM, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  @devilsadvocate er, whoever said women can't learn martial arts or lift weights? When I was in the army and we had to share the fort with all other branches there were marine girls who were doing handstand pushups with no brace whatsoever 0_0As for weapons I'd say something easily carried and concealed like a combat switchblade. I carry 2 every time I go anywhere.I train in fencing/kendo and study anatomy as well. The nose, eyes, and throat are always brutal targets and the groin in men is also a powerful vital point to target. Tendons, joints, ligaments and nerve centers also make good targets.




On Wednesday, April 8, 2015 3:28 AM, "devilsAdvocate Nic nic.dn6@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  My advice either way is to lift some weights, practice a martial art, study anatomy and learn to use weapons in addition to your daily meditations. @"fake name angryshaman666@... Lol Seriously?
Isn't there a more feminine way i can deal with it. Martial arts?you mean like korate and kungfu?? your wicked Learn to use weapons??
You mean like a fryingpan??
Idk..
Even though i learned how to use it...
I really dnt think i would have the guts to hit smone with it
On Apr 6, 2015 5:51 AM, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Are you saying you're angry and cannot express it or that you feel less angry and so focus more on positive energies?My advice either way is to lift some weights, practice a martial art, study anatomy and learn to use weapons in addition to your daily meditations.This will give you an outlet for your pent up anger and you will feel much better. It also gives you a working theory on how to direct destructive energies.I would think that as long as you can control destructive energies and not be affected by them then it's a good thing.But if it's all pent up and you can't vent it then that's a serious problem. Find someone you really hate and channel that energy at the enemy.
If that doesnt work then common sense dictates you should focus on building up positive energy and cleaning your aura.
HAIL SATAN!



On Sunday, April 5, 2015 1:34 PM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  Hello.I'm finally clearly seeing that I have issues with my anger since I can't express it.No matter how many million reasons I have to be angry (for example towards the jews...) although I *do* feel angry, I just can't express it! And it pisses me off! I want to participate in the Working against the jews but it's just soooooo hard.... The irony is that the more I progress spiritually the harder it gets! D:< What the heck, it wasn't supposed to go that way?

I have realized that ever since I was a child I was taught not to express my anger. So if I've understood correctly, my brain has been "programmed" to not let my anger manifest in any form or way.
Consciously I can understand why anger is essential and relieving and how it is also very useful (such as in black magick). I know not to beat others while in anger but I'm even having difficulty expressing it out loud. Although I may shout (some times), even then the words will choke me; I won't manage to either get my message accross to the other person or to even properly let it all out. There's always more anger inside of me. It'll be like the emotions will choke me. Like there's a knot in my throat chakra. (but, there isn't? I mean everything's opened -chakras- and working properly as far as I know)

The thing is, I remember when we had done a 90 Days Working against the jews (a long time ago) and although it was still difficult for me, it was actually EASIER than it is now! Why is that? :/
Can anyone suggest me anything on dealing with this incredible inconvenience?
I can recall numerous things in my life that had pissed me off sooooo much, but I didn't react to them because I was     either not allowed to or because even if I did shout, I would still have so much anger inside of me and it would still annoy me and strangle me. I was never able to let enough anger out.

 

[fake name]

well you can do core twists at least. all you need to do is stand up, flex your core muscles and twist your waist.
Far easier than situps or crunches and you feel more of a difference.

But for dealing with anger. hmmm you can always do voice meditations really loud and hard.I hate it when I have to restrain my voice while meditating to avoid unwanted attention.
furthermore louder vibrations have a better effect and make you progress faster. I sound like an alien on my best sessions xD
Life is in the breath but power is in the voice.
It is great stress relief too.


On Thursday, April 9, 2015 5:22 PM, "devilsAdvocate Nic nic.dn6@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Idk...
Lifting weights. Very often when i lift heavy loads i get nose bleeds. Marine girl?...As in the marine! I cnt do that shit.
Just not me.
I mean i can't find it in me. Am not very much of a physical person. Am more of er...sit sit sit and read.
I only get a little physical on happenings. So theres got to be another way for me to learn how to deal with my anger.

On Apr 9, 2015 2:08 PM, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  @devilsadvocate er, whoever said women can't learn martial arts or lift weights? When I was in the army and we had to share the fort with all other branches there were marine girls who were doing handstand pushups with no brace whatsoever 0_0As for weapons I'd say something easily carried and concealed like a combat switchblade. I carry 2 every time I go anywhere.I train in fencing/kendo and study anatomy as well. The nose, eyes, and throat are always brutal targets and the groin in men is also a powerful vital point to target. Tendons, joints, ligaments and nerve centers also make good targets.




On Wednesday, April 8, 2015 3:28 AM, "devilsAdvocate Nic nic.dn6@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  My advice either way is to lift some weights, practice a martial art, study anatomy and learn to use weapons in addition to your daily meditations. @"fake name angryshaman666@... Lol Seriously?
Isn't there a more feminine way i can deal with it. Martial arts?you mean like korate and kungfu?? your wicked Learn to use weapons??
You mean like a fryingpan??
Idk..
Even though i learned how to use it...
I really dnt think i would have the guts to hit smone with it
On Apr 6, 2015 5:51 AM, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Are you saying you're angry and cannot express it or that you feel less angry and so focus more on positive energies?My advice either way is to lift some weights, practice a martial art, study anatomy and learn to use weapons in addition to your daily meditations.This will give you an outlet for your pent up anger and you will feel much better. It also gives you a working theory on how to direct destructive energies.I would think that as long as you can control destructive energies and not be affected by them then it's a good thing.But if it's all pent up and you can't vent it then that's a serious problem. Find someone you really hate and channel that energy at the enemy.
If that doesnt work then common sense dictates you should focus on building up positive energy and cleaning your aura.
HAIL SATAN!



On Sunday, April 5, 2015 1:34 PM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  Hello.I'm finally clearly seeing that I have issues with my anger since I can't express it.No matter how many million reasons I have to be angry (for example towards the jews...) although I *do* feel angry, I just can't express it! And it pisses me off! I want to participate in the Working against the jews but it's just soooooo hard.... The irony is that the more I progress spiritually the harder it gets! D:< What the heck, it wasn't supposed to go that way?

I have realized that ever since I was a child I was taught not to express my anger. So if I've understood correctly, my brain has been "programmed" to not let my anger manifest in any form or way.
Consciously I can understand why anger is essential and relieving and how it is also very useful (such as in black magick). I know not to beat others while in anger but I'm even having difficulty expressing it out loud. Although I may shout (some times), even then the words will choke me; I won't manage to either get my message accross to the other person or to even properly let it all out. There's always more anger inside of me. It'll be like the emotions will choke me. Like there's a knot in my throat chakra. (but, there isn't? I mean everything's opened -chakras- and working properly as far as I know)

The thing is, I remember when we had done a 90 Days Working against the jews (a long time ago) and although it was still difficult for me, it was actually EASIER than it is now! Why is that? :/
Can anyone suggest me anything on dealing with this incredible inconvenience?
I can recall numerous things in my life that had pissed me off sooooo much, but I didn't react to them because I was     either not allowed to or because even if I did shout, I would still have so much anger inside of me and it would still annoy me and strangle me. I was never able to let enough anger out.

 

[devilsAdvocate Nic]

I do hatha yoga.
Only the simple moves.
I do flex my core muscles in the morning...huh..though not very often. So should i do this when  am angry. Will it help to vent out my anger? Then for the voice meditation...that's a new one. Other than mantras..idk abt the voice meditation. But i would definitely love know more abt that. I mean how it works.
I have a  soft small voice..soft but sharp. Yeah..you can wonder how the two work out. Now am not a talker much..but am a screamer!!! Really.. i can scream like a freak!! Am often left home alone..so yeah..i would have plenty of safe space for "loud hard" meditation
So please tell me how it works. I think i will be like a mutated alien in my sessions. XD

On Apr 10, 2015 4:54 PM, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  well you can do core twists at least. all you need to do is stand up, flex your core muscles and twist your waist.
Far easier than situps or crunches and you feel more of a difference.

But for dealing with anger. hmmm you can always do voice meditations really loud and hard.I hate it when I have to restrain my voice while meditating to avoid unwanted attention.
furthermore louder vibrations have a better effect and make you progress faster. I sound like an alien on my best sessions xD
Life is in the breath but power is in the voice.
It is great stress relief too.


On Thursday, April 9, 2015 5:22 PM, "devilsAdvocate Nic nic.dn6@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  Idk...
Lifting weights. Very often when i lift heavy loads i get nose bleeds. Marine girl?...As in the marine! I cnt do that shit.
Just not me.
I mean i can't find it in me. Am not very much of a physical person. Am more of er...sit sit sit and read.
I only get a little physical on happenings. So theres got to be another way for me to learn how to deal with my anger. On Apr 9, 2015 2:08 PM, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  @devilsadvocate er, whoever said women can't learn martial arts or lift weights? When I was in the army and we had to share the fort with all other branches there were marine girls who were doing handstand pushups with no brace whatsoever 0_0As for weapons I'd say something easily carried and concealed like a combat switchblade. I carry 2 every time I go anywhere.I train in fencing/kendo and study anatomy as well. The nose, eyes, and throat are always brutal targets and the groin in men is also a powerful vital point to target. Tendons, joints, ligaments and nerve centers also make good targets.




On Wednesday, April 8, 2015 3:28 AM, "devilsAdvocate Nic nic.dn6@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  My advice either way is to lift some weights, practice a martial art, study anatomy and learn to use weapons in addition to your daily meditations. @"fake name angryshaman666@... Lol Seriously?
Isn't there a more feminine way i can deal with it. Martial arts?you mean like korate and kungfu?? your wicked Learn to use weapons??
You mean like a fryingpan??
Idk..
Even though i learned how to use it...
I really dnt think i would have the guts to hit smone with it
On Apr 6, 2015 5:51 AM, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Are you saying you're angry and cannot express it or that you feel less angry and so focus more on positive energies?My advice either way is to lift some weights, practice a martial art, study anatomy and learn to use weapons in addition to your daily meditations.This will give you an outlet for your pent up anger and you will feel much better. It also gives you a working theory on how to direct destructive energies.I would think that as long as you can control destructive energies and not be affected by them then it's a good thing.But if it's all pent up and you can't vent it then that's a serious problem. Find someone you really hate and channel that energy at the enemy.
If that doesnt work then common sense dictates you should focus on building up positive energy and cleaning your aura.
HAIL SATAN!



On Sunday, April 5, 2015 1:34 PM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  Hello.I'm finally clearly seeing that I have issues with my anger since I can't express it.No matter how many million reasons I have to be angry (for example towards the jews...) although I *do* feel angry, I just can't express it! And it pisses me off! I want to participate in the Working against the jews but it's just soooooo hard.... The irony is that the more I progress spiritually the harder it gets! D:< What the heck, it wasn't supposed to go that way?

I have realized that ever since I was a child I was taught not to express my anger. So if I've understood correctly, my brain has been "programmed" to not let my anger manifest in any form or way.
Consciously I can understand why anger is essential and relieving and how it is also very useful (such as in black magick). I know not to beat others while in anger but I'm even having difficulty expressing it out loud. Although I may shout (some times), even then the words will choke me; I won't manage to either get my message accross to the other person or to even properly let it all out. There's always more anger inside of me. It'll be like the emotions will choke me. Like there's a knot in my throat chakra. (but, there isn't? I mean everything's opened -chakras- and working properly as far as I know)

The thing is, I remember when we had done a 90 Days Working against the jews (a long time ago) and although it was still difficult for me, it was actually EASIER than it is now! Why is that? :/
Can anyone suggest me anything on dealing with this incredible inconvenience?
I can recall numerous things in my life that had pissed me off sooooo much, but I didn't react to them because I was     either not allowed to or because even if I did shout, I would still have so much anger inside of me and it would still annoy me and strangle me. I was never able to let enough anger out.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

What exactly is voice meditation?

 

[fake name]

Yeah I sound like a manly hulking version of palpatine when I'm angry lol.
I vibrate my voice in that yogic breath naturally unless I'm trying NOT to draw attention.Few things freak xians out more than a guy who's voice echoes into their very molecules xD


On Friday, April 10, 2015 2:33 PM, "devilsAdvocate Nic nic.dn6@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I do hatha yoga.
Only the simple moves.
I do flex my core muscles in the morning...huh..though not very often. So should i do this when  am angry. Will it help to vent out my anger? Then for the voice meditation...that's a new one. Other than mantras..idk abt the voice meditation. But i would definitely love know more abt that. I mean how it works.
I have a  soft small voice..soft but sharp. Yeah..you can wonder how the two work out. Now am not a talker much..but am a screamer!!! Really.. i can scream like a freak!! Am often left home alone..so yeah..i would have plenty of safe space for "loud hard" meditation
So please tell me how it works. I think i will be like a mutated alien in my sessions. XD

On Apr 10, 2015 4:54 PM, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  well you can do core twists at least. all you need to do is stand up, flex your core muscles and twist your waist.
Far easier than situps or crunches and you feel more of a difference.

But for dealing with anger. hmmm you can always do voice meditations really loud and hard.I hate it when I have to restrain my voice while meditating to avoid unwanted attention.
furthermore louder vibrations have a better effect and make you progress faster. I sound like an alien on my best sessions xD
Life is in the breath but power is in the voice.
It is great stress relief too.


On Thursday, April 9, 2015 5:22 PM, "devilsAdvocate Nic nic.dn6@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  Idk...
Lifting weights. Very often when i lift heavy loads i get nose bleeds. Marine girl?...As in the marine! I cnt do that shit.
Just not me.
I mean i can't find it in me. Am not very much of a physical person. Am more of er...sit sit sit and read.
I only get a little physical on happenings. So theres got to be another way for me to learn how to deal with my anger. On Apr 9, 2015 2:08 PM, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  @devilsadvocate er, whoever said women can't learn martial arts or lift weights? When I was in the army and we had to share the fort with all other branches there were marine girls who were doing handstand pushups with no brace whatsoever 0_0As for weapons I'd say something easily carried and concealed like a combat switchblade. I carry 2 every time I go anywhere.I train in fencing/kendo and study anatomy as well. The nose, eyes, and throat are always brutal targets and the groin in men is also a powerful vital point to target. Tendons, joints, ligaments and nerve centers also make good targets.




On Wednesday, April 8, 2015 3:28 AM, "devilsAdvocate Nic nic.dn6@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  My advice either way is to lift some weights, practice a martial art, study anatomy and learn to use weapons in addition to your daily meditations. @"fake name angryshaman666@... Lol Seriously?
Isn't there a more feminine way i can deal with it. Martial arts?you mean like korate and kungfu?? your wicked Learn to use weapons??
You mean like a fryingpan??
Idk..
Even though i learned how to use it...
I really dnt think i would have the guts to hit smone with it
On Apr 6, 2015 5:51 AM, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Are you saying you're angry and cannot express it or that you feel less angry and so focus more on positive energies?My advice either way is to lift some weights, practice a martial art, study anatomy and learn to use weapons in addition to your daily meditations.This will give you an outlet for your pent up anger and you will feel much better. It also gives you a working theory on how to direct destructive energies.I would think that as long as you can control destructive energies and not be affected by them then it's a good thing.But if it's all pent up and you can't vent it then that's a serious problem. Find someone you really hate and channel that energy at the enemy.
If that doesnt work then common sense dictates you should focus on building up positive energy and cleaning your aura.
HAIL SATAN!



On Sunday, April 5, 2015 1:34 PM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  Hello.I'm finally clearly seeing that I have issues with my anger since I can't express it.No matter how many million reasons I have to be angry (for example towards the jews...) although I *do* feel angry, I just can't express it! And it pisses me off! I want to participate in the Working against the jews but it's just soooooo hard.... The irony is that the more I progress spiritually the harder it gets! D:< What the heck, it wasn't supposed to go that way?

I have realized that ever since I was a child I was taught not to express my anger. So if I've understood correctly, my brain has been "programmed" to not let my anger manifest in any form or way.
Consciously I can understand why anger is essential and relieving and how it is also very useful (such as in black magick). I know not to beat others while in anger but I'm even having difficulty expressing it out loud. Although I may shout (some times), even then the words will choke me; I won't manage to either get my message accross to the other person or to even properly let it all out. There's always more anger inside of me. It'll be like the emotions will choke me. Like there's a knot in my throat chakra. (but, there isn't? I mean everything's opened -chakras- and working properly as far as I know)

The thing is, I remember when we had done a 90 Days Working against the jews (a long time ago) and although it was still difficult for me, it was actually EASIER than it is now! Why is that? :/
Can anyone suggest me anything on dealing with this incredible inconvenience?
I can recall numerous things in my life that had pissed me off sooooo much, but I didn't react to them because I was     either not allowed to or because even if I did shout, I would still have so much anger inside of me and it would still annoy me and strangle me. I was never able to let enough anger out.

 

[call_me_something_else]

I've also found it helpful, when overcome by anger, to visualize Father Satan's sigil and simply ask Him to take the energy(ies) away and use them for Himself.

Oftentimes, the anger is just another attack.

Remember patience when calling on the Gods.

 

[centralforce6661]

https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Adv ... opics/8307

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Do you mean the Yogic Humming Breath?

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Well shit, I wish I had thought of that. Thanks. I mean, the more I learn about how fucked up things are, but mainly about the kikes, I get enraged with little to no outlet :/

I read the post High Priest MageSon6666 posted about pissreal's "great speech" and was boiling with wrath.
I was so enraged I could barely see straight, and I got a headache from it. As I've recently learned the energy for anger, and probably other types of energy travel upwards in the body/chakras, so it must've had the intent of vehement murder in it I believe.

Although, I don't really consider it murder in the typical sense, as I consider it justice.