Re: your thoughts and advice are appreciated

[okhuyah Darlington]

Praying to Satan every one! Please what magic can I do now to make me secure a job from too many vacancies where I've posted my CV. ....please I need reply soon, thanks guys

 

[shantikami]

Yikes! It sounds like the enemy brainwashed and hypnotized you into doing something against your will. I am sure that Father Satan understands that this "going back" was not what you really wanted.

Doing the severing the enemy link exercise (I copy/pasted the web addy below), as well as cleaning your aura & chakras, will definitely help. They'll get rid of any ties the enemy may have, and clean their energy from you.


http://web.archive.org/web/201204020312 ... -emotions/

with eternal love & devotion to Satan
with eternal honor & respect to the god/desses of Duat
with friendship to my fellow Spiritual Satanists

 

[High Priestess Lydia]

In addition to Shantikami's advice, you may want to start a daily aura of protection for your wife and children if you haven't already. This way, you will know they are always protected, and it will protect them from your wife's family's xian prayers (negative energy). You can do it individually for each person, or to save time, lump them together, visualize them in your mind all surrounded by white gold energy and make a general affirmation such as "my family is always safe, secure, fine, and protected in every way and at all times".


Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "satanico2411" <satanico2411@... wrote:

What's up everybody? I have been a Satanist for almost 1 year. I know Satan is our creator, and appreciate him and his wisdom immensely. . i Know Satan has been with me since. But, I fucked up three days ago. I have an amazing wife and kids. I'd do anything for them. I got really discouraged and depressed when I thought of not being with them forever. Out of this out of nowhere panic and fear of losing them, I went against everything I believe and know, and prayed to the enemy, thinking I may miss out on the chance to be with them in "heaven". I denied Satan out of fear and desperation to be with my family. The really weird thing is that I haven't and still don't believe in "heaven".. I know of xianities lies, and sickness. I felt extremely strange at the time this happened. .almost as if I wasnt myself, and I forgot everything I learned. During this, I felt as if I was floating off the ground, to the point that it actually scared me.I don't understand what happened and how I could possibly relapse into the bullshit I was taught as a kid, that I never believed. I snapped out of it after two days and it was like I just came back to reality. What I'm asking is, is there anyway I can get Satan to forgive me? If he knows that in my heart I know him as our creator and truly worship and admire him and that I am dedicated to Him, could he forgive me and not leave me? I know I fucked up bad. I feel horrible and fear I may have ruined the rest of my life. I would never intentionally hurt or offend Satan. Any help or thoughts would be greatly appreciated. I also wanted to ask, is it possible to be "brainwashed" or anything like that by the enemy? The reason I ask, is because right before this happened., when I started to "feel weird" I was sort of forced into a circle of " prayer " by my wife's Xian family at dinner. Of course they didn't physically force me, but refusing would have gotten me kicked out of family events and would have ruined alot of things for my wife, kids, and I. Days after that I felt really strange. .and then I fucked up, doing something I still don't understand. I was fine with my understanding of what afterlife would be like and that I wouldn't be with them. Then I had this crazy panic and thought differently than I have in a long long time. Thanks guys.