What I meant is that I did all three preliminary steps, and from what I thought, doing so counted as the first of the thirteen steps of the work. Also, I already know you have to get the "real" steps from Satan. To elaborate, after a week or two of doing the preliminaries to the great work, I remember casually asking Satan if I could go further, but it was obvious in the answer that I was simply not ready yet. I doubt it would even be possible for me right now because my frontal lobe is not developed. Because Satan will obviously need one to make the absolute soundest of choices when one takes the plunge, so to speak, its not like he would allow you to learn these secrets until you can neurologically organize this responsibility into a folder of what to do and what not to do when you step foot on the real-time path to immortality. Regardless, the effect of doing the preliminary work was certainly noticeable, and I have also now received the answer to this question via Satan and our "Antichrist". Others, unprovoked except in that I talk about this person out of general interest and reverence, have suggested outright I was probably this person in my past life. One moron who told me that, thought he was the literal fucking reincarnation of Osiris but another person who told what he thought of my past life hates that guy's guts because he thinks he's an egomaniac. Just to experiment I actually told exactly three very trustworthy people (one high level occultist who is not with JoyOfSatan but hates jews and is clearly gentile and legitimate) about who I thought I might be and not only did they not doubt it for a second, but even the two atheists were absolutely boggled by the apparent reality of my experiences. One girl who I've known for six years said as soon as she looked this person up, she saw it in me, and all of these people are intelligent skeptic types. Thus, my answer lies in that I mustn't worry about this or bother others with it anymore for confidence, I should just personally accept it for now and move on until the shape of my destiny and my might, may give me a most blatant answer to this conundrum of my solar identity.
