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Welcome to the forum. Look around. Study. Ask. Any Gentile is welcome.
You said you're a devout Satanist. I hope that means you've dedicated your soul to Satan. Link is on the JoS site. If not than please do so as soon as you can. Just saying devout is different than giving your blood and vowing it. [Don't get upset. I've got a reason for saying this.]
Satan is very protective of His Children. There are lesser Gods, but still Gods, such as you described. Only some of them are under Satan's rule.
Since you were harmed, blood was drawn and a mark was made [physically and psychologically], I'd say this was an attack of the enemy. And the creature was under the enemy's control.
The enemy has a way of seeing the Gentile soul. Of looking into the future of that soul. Of influencing and changing that future so that Satan will be screwed. So that the Gentile soul will be screwed. So that the destiny designed for that soul at birth will be screwed.
I'd say life has pretty well screwed you. That this is a last ditch effort before you cash it in and start becoming an atheist, or something close to it. Thank you for this one more chance.
Read, even though you're a Satanist now, this will be enlightening Www.exposingchristianity.com
Then read Joy of Satan [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE] [/TD] [/TR] [TR] [TD] [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE] [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE] This is a website designed by Satan for Satanists. Total Truth. No pressure. No intimidation. Over 500 pages!
Without knowing you, only by what you described, I'd say the enemy is very scared of you. Good!
Learn. Advance. Make sure you're soul is dedicated first. Satan protects His own!
Hail SatanHail Lilith
Dehna
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Welcome to the forum. Look around. Study. Ask. Any Gentile is welcome.
You said you're a devout Satanist. I hope that means you've dedicated your soul to Satan. Link is on the JoS site. If not than please do so as soon as you can. Just saying devout is different than giving your blood and vowing it. [Don't get upset. I've got a reason for saying this.]
Satan is very protective of His Children. There are lesser Gods, but still Gods, such as you described. Only some of them are under Satan's rule.
Since you were harmed, blood was drawn and a mark was made [physically and psychologically], I'd say this was an attack of the enemy. And the creature was under the enemy's control.
The enemy has a way of seeing the Gentile soul. Of looking into the future of that soul. Of influencing and changing that future so that Satan will be screwed. So that the Gentile soul will be screwed. So that the destiny designed for that soul at birth will be screwed.
I'd say life has pretty well screwed you. That this is a last ditch effort before you cash it in and start becoming an atheist, or something close to it. Thank you for this one more chance.
Read, even though you're a Satanist now, this will be enlightening Www.exposingchristianity.com
Then read Joy of Satan [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE] [/TD] [/TR] [TR] [TD] [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE] [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE] This is a website designed by Satan for Satanists. Total Truth. No pressure. No intimidation. Over 500 pages!
Without knowing you, only by what you described, I'd say the enemy is very scared of you. Good!
Learn. Advance. Make sure you're soul is dedicated first. Satan protects His own!
Hail SatanHail Lilith
Dehna
Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android
On Wed, May 3, 2017 at 12:08 PM, j.powdrill089@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote: So this is going to be a long post, but here it goes.Hello, my name is Jenna. I've been a devout satanist since I was 15, thanks to a lot of history, which I'm going to actually bring up in this post. It's going to sound crazy to anyone who doesn't have an open mind but here it goes.
When I was 5 or 6, I was attacked in the middle of the night. (I noticed a post on sleep paralysis but this was not the case) Let me go ahead and break down the complete details of the home I was in. 2 bedroom, one bath single floor home. The living room was turned into a third bedroom and the home was owned by my grandmother whom shared the same room with me. My parents had their own room and my aunt had the living room. It was a cool spring night with a full moon. My cot was directly in front of the open window which had a 6 inch hole in the screen. I was rebellious, I did it probably when I was 4, my oldest cousin helped cause the house is semi elevated so I needed a boost from the outside. So, middle of the night I'm dead asleep until I feel this sharp pain on the back of my neck. Looking back at it now the pain would feel as if you were stabbed with a knife. Rather than screaming like obviously any child of that age would do, I reached back and felt something wet looking back at my hand, I noticed there was blood on my hand, more than I would expect from a simple cut but rather than hollering for my grams who was dead asleep.I started to lay back down, feeling tired more-so all of a sudden, when I shifted onto my side I came face to face with a creature I still to this day would consider an Imp. It was about 5 inches tall, wings, horns tail, hoofed looking feet. I was scared out of my wits for a split second and tossed it. It flew right back and ran down beside me before jumping to the windowsil and flying off. It had to be jet black because I saw no color pigmentation in the moonlight, looked like a shadow. No shiny eyes or anything, just black.From then on, when I was 6, not long after my birthday actually, I started having dreams. Reoccuring. Dreams of Lucifer. Some were interesting, some were where he was speaking directly to me about many different things, teaching me how to be independent even as a child. When my father died, (I was 11) I saw death as something not to mourn, but to celebrate. Lucifer had taught me that. He gave me tips and pointers throughout my life and has most likely built me to be the woman I am today. I am not as successful as I'd like to be, but I am happy where I'm at. Right, I'm rambling... back to this. He's also given me strange dreams I'm still afraid to have interpreted because I dont want to be called crazy, but I have them written down, not that I really need to since they're reoccuring.
So, I'm here to find likeminded people. My spirit twin keeps telling me this is a bad idea, that I'll be ridiculed, but in truth I'm not afraid of that anymore. I'm simply curious if anyone else has felt something like this, or if anyone has had this happen to them. Also, I have a mark on my neck, when I have a lot of energy I can feel it but by the time I consider taking a photo, it's gone. It makes no sense to me. My spirit twin has felt it, but has never seen it. Again, I know how crazy this sounds so when someone does reply, let's not give me the bs. Ask questions if you'd like, I have no issue explaining what I can.