question regarding depression and the aura

[sherilynishott]

I have been dealing with depression ever since i can remember.
i have been diagnosed with major depression and ptsd; tested negative on psych evals for things like bipolar and schizophrenia if this helps..
anyways, it is my understanding that depression is a result of a weak aura.
I have been feeling down (ha ha) about this because it makes me feel as though i am weak since my aura must be weak because i am depressed.
is depression always something of the aura alone? or does this just correspond to the aura? also, can one be depressed yet still be powerful to a degree, and not have a weak aura?
i always thought my aura was strong. lets say one has a powerful gift, right from birth before discovering true Satanism. i would assume that person would not be weak...
i have had major life events that f*cked with my head alot, that would make anyone sad.
is it set in stone that i am a weakling, with low power? do i have hopes of fulfilling my dream of being a very powerful Satanist or can i not because of all of life's trauma that will be forever in my memory.....
i just thought a more advanced/knowledgeable Satanist may be able to clarify things for me. I've only been dedicated since december 2009. thank you for your time.

 

[Dibloc]

Sheril,   Try to work through your problem by recognising the definition of depression as “internalised anger”.  This is not a simplistic suggestion rather one requiring considerable self analysis, probably with help from someone else as a sounding board.   Shaun

 

[George Snell]

<td val[/IMG]You do not have a weak aura! You do have a gift! Go back and read your message, it is filled with self-doubt and confusion two things that the enemy breads with in people from the day they are born. Read this article: http://www.666blacksun.com/Magick_and_Self-esteem.htm   I believe this comment deserves special attention: " is it set in stone that i am a weakling, with low power?" Ask yourself, what is the difference between FATE and DESTINY? And how does it apply to this question?

--- On Mon, 9/13/10, sherilynishott <sherilynishott@... wrote:

From: sherilynishott <sherilynishott@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] question regarding depression and the aura
To: [email protected]
Date: Monday, September 13, 2010, 8:34 AM

  I have been dealing with depression ever since i can remember.
i have been diagnosed with major depression and ptsd; tested negative on psych evals for things like bipolar and schizophrenia if this helps..
anyways, it is my understanding that depression is a result of a weak aura.
I have been feeling down (ha ha) about this because it makes me feel as though i am weak since my aura must be weak because i am depressed.
is depression always something of the aura alone? or does this just correspond to the aura? also, can one be depressed yet still be powerful to a degree, and not have a weak aura?
i always thought my aura was strong. lets say one has a powerful gift, right from birth before discovering true Satanism. i would assume that person would not be weak...
i have had major life events that f*cked with my head alot, that would make anyone sad.
is it set in stone that i am a weakling, with low power? do i have hopes of fulfilling my dream of being a very powerful Satanist or can i not because of all of life's trauma that will be forever in my memory.....
i just thought a more advanced/knowledgeable Satanist may be able to clarify things for me. I've only been dedicated since december 2009. thank you for your time.

[/TD]

 

[wynterwatcher]

Py,

I agree, it is always easier to help someone else to see through the mess, but when it comes to ourselves, it is harder. Opinions and suggestions from "outside" people is based more on logic (I think) because we are not personally involved. When it deals with ourselves, the emotion/involvement is first hand so it is harder to step back and view from the third party sight.

I too have this problem. Detaching myself from personal issues is one of my worst faults. Guess I need to work on that a bit more.

Hail Satan always!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Pyrael" <bobisgodogisbob@... wrote:

You can, and will become much more powerful. Some of the questions you ask sound like they are influenced by the enemy. They see you have an issue with depression and are using it against you to keep you from growing. Tell yourself every morning in the bathroom mirror the exact opposite of anything negative in your mind. If you think you are ugly, tell yourself you are beautiful and so on. Words have power, and the mind is a wellspring waiting to be tapped.

Above all, love yourself.

Hail Father Satan!

Py

PS..... Fuck I wish I could tell myself this kinda stuff, always seems I cannot answer my own questions, but can help another. =P


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sherilynishott" <sherilynishott@ wrote:

I have been dealing with depression ever since i can remember.
i have been diagnosed with major depression and ptsd; tested negative on psych evals for things like bipolar and schizophrenia if this helps..
anyways, it is my understanding that depression is a result of a weak aura.
I have been feeling down (ha ha) about this because it makes me feel as though i am weak since my aura must be weak because i am depressed.
is depression always something of the aura alone? or does this just correspond to the aura? also, can one be depressed yet still be powerful to a degree, and not have a weak aura?
i always thought my aura was strong. lets say one has a powerful gift, right from birth before discovering true Satanism. i would assume that person would not be weak...
i have had major life events that f*cked with my head alot, that would make anyone sad.
is it set in stone that i am a weakling, with low power? do i have hopes of fulfilling my dream of being a very powerful Satanist or can i not because of all of life's trauma that will be forever in my memory.....
i just thought a more advanced/knowledgeable Satanist may be able to clarify things for me. I've only been dedicated since december 2009. thank you for your time.