Question #4749: I get into a state of affect easily.

[AskSatanOperator]

Hello. I can get into a state of affect very easily and in general I am VERY easily angered. Regarding the second, sometimes it’s enough just to accidentally push me slightly... Regarding the first - on the 15th, before my eyes, they insulted me in every possible way and accused a person of something for which he was not guilty AT ALL. If the one who insulted him had not left the room for a while, then I probably would have killed him... And in the most cruel images - smashing his head with a wooden stool, throwing it or swinging it; hit your eyes with your fists until they are pierced or knocked out; pressing it to any surface, kicking or punching the Adam’s apple; if there was a knife, then, probably, it would have been used - I would most likely have stuck it somewhere in the chest of the offender... And the like. But the man came out, and instead the walls and my legs became the target of my beating... And it turned out that what I brought down on them was not enough. After that, I still experienced uncontrollable rage, which I was forced to somehow pacify - the offender would soon return. It is very difficult for me to control my rage... Even a little hostile phrase addressed to me is enough for me to flare up with a red-hot flame of rage inside... I would like to try to focus on the blue color at this moment, but the state of affect comes to me, like a blinding flash, and I can no longer think about anything else, let alone focus on anything... Help, please. I can barely hold back this sea of lava.
Thank you.

P.S. I apologize for this post... I won’t argue if you consider me abnormal - perhaps this is so, because there is a hereditary tendency to mental illness.

 

[HellGate]

Consult a reason as to why you have to be angry. Is there a real, valid reason such as a difficult ethical situation? Imagine that everything happens of due course to thyself via fate and disparity within others.

Affirm to yourself that you are free of such feeling, and that these situations lead not to faculty discrepancy, whilst memorising that this does no harm. More, imagine that you are surrounded by nature, feeling the wind and vibrancy, the flowing of water i.e. a self-constructed imaginary world where there is only yourself. Anything distracting from current view, I imagine. Otherwise be in the void without any thought or emotion towards. Also visualize yourself as a strong being, and there is no reason to be angry of the non-spiritual, of lesser reason if you will. They don't have a control over themselves if the soul is not properly functioning in the first place.

About your astrology, are there tendencies to anger of any planetary influence? What about the elements, in which correspondence are they, and of what nature? Invoke water to dissipate fire.

You might be a person with air influence, in which you have to ground yourself properly. Earth invoking works for this. I'm sure there's a compatible rune to tune yourself as well.

Encompass well-being on your journey. Good luck for negating this aspect.

 

[Helleniser]

You must realise that you can't control everything. This alone will help resolve many issues in your life.