Question #402: Troubles in Life

[AskSatanOperator]

With this year, my journey as a Spiritual Satanist turns 10 years old.

But despite this, I am still at the basic level.
I still struggle with meditation, and have made very little progress in this.
I still don't know who my Guardian is. I still cannot communicate with the Gods.

Sometimes I feel like a nobody.... That I was not made for this path.

My life is not good. I have a pain in my foot that I can't solve even by meditating.
My calopsite has been very sick lately.
My grandmother has Alzheimer's and I'm forced to watch her together with my mom because we can't afford to pay for a specialized facility.
I lost my job, and despite all the Squares and magic works, I have not been able to find a good stable job.
I have been fighting for a long time to correct the direction of my life, but without success.

On the Joy of Satan website, it said that by advancing alongside the Gods, our lives would improve. But this is not the case for me.

I don't know what to do anymore.

Sorry for my outburst, but I needed to externalize this.

 

[SShiva_fr]

During all these years, have you done a thorough cleansing, soul releases, built an effective aura of protection, opened your chakras? Do you often look at the sigils of the Gods? Do you talk to Them?
Do you do Hatha Yoga, breaths ?

So I guess you must have limited intimacy, but without the above, there is no advancement.

Making material squares without any spiritual power is useless unfortunately.

Get out of the vicious circle by setting yourself goals, steps: "come on, I'm building my aura of protection now" "come on, I'm working on deep cleaning my chakras, my aura and my soul".
"I look at the sigil of Satan every night and I tell Him all my doubts and hopes, I imagine a beautiful ball of gold or blue satanic from my heart and surrounding his sigil."

These are some examples. There are many other things.

Courage, hang in there and decide to work, for real, for your advancement.
The important material spells will come later, when you have removed the obstacles to abundance in a spiritual way.
I know, it's easier said than done. But it must be done. Courage

 

[SShiva_fr]

My life is not good. I have a pain in my foot that I can't solve even by meditating.
My calopsite has been very sick lately.
My grandmother has Alzheimer's and I'm forced to watch her together with my mom because we can't afford to pay for a specialized facility.

I forgot to mention in my previous answer :
Do a formal ritual to contact Lord Valefor, King of the Healing Powers. You must first ask Satan.
https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/DEMONOLATRY.html

Also do his power ritual regularly.
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Valefor_Power_Ritual.html

As well as that of Father Satan of course
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Satan_Absolution_Ritual.html

 

[SShiva_fr]

I suggest this excellent post by Korpi where there are ALL the necessary links to your problems. Read it and download the documents in it !!

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=413239#p413239