Problems with dedicating.

[l3bekk]

I really want to dedicate and have bought all the major items I need to dedicate. I have several problems though...

1)I don't have my own room, my mom doesn't work anymore and school is out so my sisters are always around. (Absolutely NO privacy almost never).

2)I'm very shy of needles, so I'd be extremely hesitant pricking my own finger, I know it sounds silly but I just can't do it.

I tried pricking myself today but it just didn't happen. I don't know what's the small device that diabetics use that quickly pricks the finger because I rather use it to prick my finger than attempt to prick my own finger, I don't know if that's okay... But I really want to dedicate and make it as soon as possible.

I know some people would say to like lock myself in the bathroom and say the prayer in my head but I rather say it aloud and would feel more comfortable and accomplished that way and forget about mentioning astral because as much as I want to astral travel and want to grow in spirituality and actually am confident, I'm just not on that level yet to astral project. I need answers soon, I REALLY want to dedicate, thanks. HAIL SATAN! Lord and Creator!

 

[blackmoon0343]

You don't have to astral project to be in your astral temple. You are just visualizing/imagining yourself in it.

You can go outside and do the ritual. Also you only need a little bit of blood if you can't get enough to sign your name and you could always try to make a shallow cut with a razor.

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I really want to dedicate and have bought all the major items I need to dedicate. I have several problems though...

1)I don't have my own room, my mom doesn't work anymore and school is out so my sisters are always around. (Absolutely NO privacy almost never).

2)I'm very shy of needles, so I'd be extremely hesitant pricking my own finger, I know it sounds silly but I just can't do it.

I tried pricking myself today but it just didn't happen. I don't know what's the small device that diabetics use that quickly pricks the finger because I rather use it to prick my finger than attempt to prick my own finger, I don't know if that's okay... But I really want to dedicate and make it as soon as possible.

I know some people would say to like lock myself in the bathroom and say the prayer in my head but I rather say it aloud and would feel more comfortable and accomplished that way and forget about mentioning astral because as much as I want to astral travel and want to grow in spirituality and actually am confident, I'm just not on that level yet to astral project. I need answers soon, I REALLY want to dedicate, thanks. HAIL SATAN! Lord and Creator!