Problem with dedication done last night

[DiorDior]

Hello,

I dedicated my soul to Satan last night, first with the prayer as listed on the JoS website, then my name dipped in blood.
However, as an ex-Christian, I know for sure that the Holy Spirit still resides inside me. I only feel as if I am lighter of baggage (spiritually speaking.) I don't know if Satan heard me, or if there are any demons around in my home that are witness. I feel unsure.

Is this normal? What was your experience doing your dedication, and how did you feel afterwards?

Why do I feel this way?

 

[Syt D]

Congrats on doing the dedication! On a special night too.

There isn't a 'holy spirit' that resides in ppl. All ur life u may have believed strongly in this false religion and pseudo god. This is why it's hard for you to completely deny it. Somewhat like cold turkey.

Rest assured- most of us started out like you. It's a process of moving forward, empowering urself, learning the truth and a world of new experiences.

Take ur time.


HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "DiorDior" <citymouse_alleycat@... wrote:

Hello,

I dedicated my soul to Satan last night, first with the prayer as listed on the JoS website, then my name dipped in blood.
However, as an ex-Christian, I know for sure that the Holy Spirit still resides inside me. I only feel as if I am lighter of baggage (spiritually speaking.) I don't know if Satan heard me, or if there are any demons around in my home that are witness. I feel unsure.

Is this normal? What was your experience doing your dedication, and how did you feel afterwards?

Why do I feel this way?

 

[DiorDior]

Hey thanks for the reply. I guess it's just guilt leftover, since I used to be a pretty hardcore Christian, even wearing long skirts and dressing really conservatively. Recently I just ordered some new books, as well as tossing out and donating lots of Christian books and stuff. Right now, I read off the JoS website. There's a lot of things I have to clean out of my mental system and beliefs.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Syt D" <jri9vero@... wrote:


Congrats on doing the dedication! On a special night too.

There isn't a 'holy spirit' that resides in ppl. All ur life u may have believed strongly in this false religion and pseudo god. This is why it's hard for you to completely deny it. Somewhat like cold turkey.

Rest assured- most of us started out like you. It's a process of moving forward, empowering urself, learning the truth and a world of new experiences.

Take ur time.


HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "DiorDior" <citymouse_alleycat@ wrote:

Hello,

I dedicated my soul to Satan last night, first with the prayer as listed on the JoS website, then my name dipped in blood.
However, as an ex-Christian, I know for sure that the Holy Spirit still resides inside me. I only feel as if I am lighter of baggage (spiritually speaking.) I don't know if Satan heard me, or if there are any demons around in my home that are witness. I feel unsure.

Is this normal? What was your experience doing your dedication, and how did you feel afterwards?

Why do I feel this way?

 

[David Coursey]

Don't worry, Satan heard you indeed, Father Satan hears all.

Don't worry about what people did or didn't feel during their dedication, focus on your own and figure out why it went the way it went. Their's no use regretting the past though, you did it, it's written in stone, now move on, start cleaning your aura, building a powerful aura of protection, and work to empower yourself every day. And that lingering xian feeling will go away after you start cleaning your aura more....but when you clean your aura alot of things may come up, like repressed memories, so if you feel angry or depressed afterwards, it's normal...and you can always do it again.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "DiorDior" <citymouse_alleycat@... wrote:



Hey thanks for the reply. I guess it's just guilt leftover, since I used to be a pretty hardcore Christian, even wearing long skirts and dressing really conservatively. Recently I just ordered some new books, as well as tossing out and donating lots of Christian books and stuff. Right now, I read off the JoS website. There's a lot of things I have to clean out of my mental system and beliefs.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Syt D" <jri9vero@ wrote:


Congrats on doing the dedication! On a special night too.

There isn't a 'holy spirit' that resides in ppl. All ur life u may have believed strongly in this false religion and pseudo god. This is why it's hard for you to completely deny it. Somewhat like cold turkey.

Rest assured- most of us started out like you. It's a process of moving forward, empowering urself, learning the truth and a world of new experiences.

Take ur time.


HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "DiorDior" <citymouse_alleycat@ wrote:

Hello,

I dedicated my soul to Satan last night, first with the prayer as listed on the JoS website, then my name dipped in blood.
However, as an ex-Christian, I know for sure that the Holy Spirit still resides inside me. I only feel as if I am lighter of baggage (spiritually speaking.) I don't know if Satan heard me, or if there are any demons around in my home that are witness. I feel unsure.

Is this normal? What was your experience doing your dedication, and how did you feel afterwards?

Why do I feel this way?

 

[Gregory Arcisz]

i am a former xian also.  once i did the dedicaqtion, i never looked back

From: DiorDior <citymouse_alleycat@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sat, May 1, 2010 5:32:22 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Problem with dedication done last night

 

Hey thanks for the reply. I guess it's just guilt leftover, since I used to be a pretty hardcore Christian, even wearing long skirts and dressing really conservatively. Recently I just ordered some new books, as well as tossing out and donating lots of Christian books and stuff. Right now, I read off the JoS website. There's a lot of things I have to clean out of my mental system and beliefs.

--- In JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com, "Syt D" <jri9vero@.. . wrote:


Congrats on doing the dedication! On a special night too.

There isn't a 'holy spirit' that resides in ppl. All ur life u may have believed strongly in this false religion and pseudo god. This is why it's hard for you to completely deny it. Somewhat like cold turkey.

Rest assured- most of us started out like you. It's a process of moving forward, empowering urself, learning the truth and a world of new experiences.

Take ur time.


HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!!!!! !!

--- In JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com, "DiorDior" <citymouse_alleycat @ wrote:

Hello,

I dedicated my soul to Satan last night, first with the prayer as listed on the JoS website, then my name dipped in blood.
However, as an ex-Christian, I know for sure that the Holy Spirit still resides inside me. I only feel as if I am lighter of baggage (spiritually speaking.) I don't know if Satan heard me, or if there are any demons around in my home that are witness. I feel unsure.

Is this normal? What was your experience doing your dedication, and how did you feel afterwards?

Why do I feel this way?

 

[Damien Blackheart]

Congrats on doing your dedication despite the ties that still bind you to filthy lie of xianity. That shows our Father true initiative and dedication, hence, "The dedication ritual".

The "holy spirit" does not exist. Satan is your one true god and creator, and the one who loves you and wishes to see you empower yourself and progress as you were originally designed.

I would definitely suggest studying this JoS site just as intensely, if not MORE so, than when you were hardcore xian. You have to reverse all of that false programming, and now that you have dedicated your allegiance with the Father, it should be much easier. Study the origins and the lies, the blatant thievery and plagiarism that is xianity, and it will become abundantly clear that you have no "holy spirit" inside of you.

There are rituals on the JoS site that can actually help you in this matter.

   http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... arene.html

Keep doing the things that you need to do in order to become stronger in yourself and in your service to Satan.
Work on your power meditations and your chakras, and soon things will start coming to light and you will see the truth.


HAIL SATAN!!!

On Sat, May 1, 2010 at 2:10 PM, DiorDior <citymouse_alleycat@... wrote:

  Hello,

I dedicated my soul to Satan last night, first with the prayer as listed on the JoS website, then my name dipped in blood.
However, as an ex-Christian, I know for sure that the Holy Spirit still resides inside me. I only feel as if I am lighter of baggage (spiritually speaking.) I don't know if Satan heard me, or if there are any demons around in my home that are witness. I feel unsure.

Is this normal? What was your experience doing your dedication, and how did you feel afterwards?

Why do I feel this way?

 

[Joe]

Hello!

A belated congratulations!

Once you started in your heart and soul, there was no longer a foul holy spirit in you. As a former xtian theologian teacher, I know how you feel about this. Unfortunately, xtian preacher and teacher inculcate a fear for this spirit that many went to bed every nite believing that they had offended this entity, therefore thinking that they lost their "salvation". However, a close examination of their foul book, you will notice that not everyone had ever been recipient of this spirit for a longer time, other than performed a specific tasks according to their book.

I would suggest that you do a blasphemy ritual as well. SOme have culminated in a sexual ectasy, if this is the case... do it! THe more you blasphemy the more that old mentality will be erase and replace with true knowledge.

Keep reading the JoS site.. over and over.. I do! and it works great!
Burn everything that u have that resemble xtianity.. defacate and urinate in bibles, tracts and everything that has his name or holy spirit or jesus, whatever u have! Dont feel sorry or sentimental, those feeling will do you more harm then help!

Any ??? i will be glad to help you out!

HAIL FATHER SATAN!

Joe

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "DiorDior" <citymouse_alleycat@... wrote:

Hello,

I dedicated my soul to Satan last night, first with the prayer as listed on the JoS website, then my name dipped in blood.
However, as an ex-Christian, I know for sure that the Holy Spirit still resides inside me. I only feel as if I am lighter of baggage (spiritually speaking.) I don't know if Satan heard me, or if there are any demons around in my home that are witness. I feel unsure.

Is this normal? What was your experience doing your dedication, and how did you feel afterwards?

Why do I feel this way?

 

[Erzsebet]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Joe" <silvermoonjoe@... wrote:

Hello!

A belated congratulations!

Once you started in your heart and soul, there was no longer a foul holy spirit in you. As a former xtian theologian teacher, I know how you feel about this. Unfortunately, xtian preacher and teacher inculcate a fear for this spirit that many went to bed every nite believing that they had offended this entity, therefore thinking that they lost their "salvation". However, a close examination of their foul book, you will notice that not everyone had ever been recipient of this spirit for a longer time, other than performed a specific tasks according to their book.

I would suggest that you do a blasphemy ritual as well. SOme have culminated in a sexual ectasy, if this is the case... do it! THe more you blasphemy the more that old mentality will be erase and replace with true knowledge.

Keep reading the JoS site.. over and over.. I do! and it works great!
Burn everything that u have that resemble xtianity.. defacate and urinate in bibles, tracts and everything that has his name or holy spirit or jesus, whatever u have! Dont feel sorry or sentimental, those feeling will do you more harm then help!

Any ??? i will be glad to help you out!

HAIL FATHER SATAN!

Joe

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "DiorDior" <citymouse_alleycat@ wrote:

Hello,

I dedicated my soul to Satan last night, first with the prayer as listed on the JoS website, then my name dipped in blood.
However, as an ex-Christian, I know for sure that the Holy Spirit still resides inside me. I only feel as if I am lighter of baggage (spiritually speaking.) I don't know if Satan heard me, or if there are any demons around in my home that are witness. I feel unsure.

Is this normal? What was your experience doing your dedication, and how did you feel afterwards?

Why do I feel this way?

Joe,

"Burn everything that u have that resemble xtianity.. defacate and urinate in bibles, tracts and everything that has his name or holy spirit or jesus, whatever u have! "

Doing this you don't prove anything,you just act as an ordinary human that believe in god and jesus.i can't resist and not telling you that you teach her doing wrong things:defecate and urinate on bibles and stuff like that.you didn't change at all.the christian person still lives in you(don't like something destroy it).look back at the things christians did with books and art that they hated and not accepted.the same thing you told her to.we must learn doing other things than christians.

"THe more you blasphemy the more that old mentality will be erase and replace with true knowledge."

)is that so!you made me laugh really.she needs months or years to escape from that mentality not over the night or a ritual.you didn't learn anything from the mistakes christians often do.she must meditate long to forget what her parents told her.i always loved to be a step ahead christians and never did what they do.and this is what you must learn to do.oh...yeah!by the way for how long you are satanist?


HAIL SATAN!