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I'll try to be short and sweet. Im a new satan worshipper. I'm 15 yrs old. When i found this site i felt hope and grew to love and believe in satan and believe that this shit was real/ Unlike the damn christian god i worshipped because of my parents. That was all bs and its behind be now. I have a few questions if anyone could please answer them.
1. How do i find my guardian demon? Im 15 so i dont have easy access to ouija boards or pendulums(unless theres a site you know of?) how do i find the name and become closer and in contact with my guardian demon?
2. I attempted suicide last year. Is this a sin against satan? If it is how could i apologize or reconcile with him? Even though im newly confirmed i still believe that suicide could be viewed as wrong by him and i want a clean slate!!
3. Can somebody please refer someone who can/give me more info on incubbi,succubi? It says on the site very vague things, i cant find what the actual ritual for it is. And i dont know how to "choose the right demon" for me. How would i know who's right? where would i look? I really want to know more about this subject, because with all ive been through, having a female demon to care and listen and be there for me(I dont jjust want sex but something real) Would mean so much!! thanks for reading this and allyour help.
1. How do i find my guardian demon? Im 15 so i dont have easy access to ouija boards or pendulums(unless theres a site you know of?) how do i find the name and become closer and in contact with my guardian demon?
2. I attempted suicide last year. Is this a sin against satan? If it is how could i apologize or reconcile with him? Even though im newly confirmed i still believe that suicide could be viewed as wrong by him and i want a clean slate!!
3. Can somebody please refer someone who can/give me more info on incubbi,succubi? It says on the site very vague things, i cant find what the actual ritual for it is. And i dont know how to "choose the right demon" for me. How would i know who's right? where would i look? I really want to know more about this subject, because with all ive been through, having a female demon to care and listen and be there for me(I dont jjust want sex but something real) Would mean so much!! thanks for reading this and allyour help.