please i need help, i have casted a death spell on myself

[roohi_iq]

Hello I need help. I am one of the best in editing people minds.and i'm willing to risk my life all the time but this time there is nothing left. i am all alone.
I’m not a Satanist because I never felt I needed help.i thought that i can withstand anything. but this was beyond me.
I had a friend. She was too perfect for me I fell in love with her but I forgot my love two times. I never said anything about my feelings to her . till I heard that she said that true love is the best but it doesn’t exist . so I used my skills on my self instead of her for more than six month. I forced my mind to never forget about her and set the forgetting equal to death in my mind. I applied it on my sleep to. So I never forget about her and I can call it true love. I gained her trust then in one year .after that she told me that i'm her bestfriend I couldn’t lie to her i told her about my feelings. I have never lied to her how could i.this was an internet relationship but i really loved her she was my every thing . she blocked me and never answered to me again. But this I not my problem. My mind is applying death on myself.i can’t reach her. She never answers and I don’t have a single clue why she did that and how she could i?.at the first 10 minutes i didn’t feel bad . I just got back to my normal life then after 10 minutes my hands started shaking without knowing why. Then i felt like dying. My mouth has a metal taste, my heart and stomach started hurting . I want to sleep but this feeling is designed to send me back to her. But it isn’t complete . it just gives energy and doesn’t let me sleep and stay insane. In 62 hours I only slept less than 4 hours . I close my eyes and I don’t sleep.i texted her what is going on but she never responded.if this continues I will die from a heart or brain attack. We two were working on developing spiritual knowledge that be exact and doesn’t require being gifted. I have managed to reach something with her help that is not complete but it is stronger than mantra .it could be a new generation of meditation. I have no friend to talk to. I live in iran if I want to do magic or a ritual I will get arrested . that’s why I never tried Satanism and only used the spiritual knowlege available . but now my own true love spell is killing me and I need  assistant. You’re the only one I know that can help me . my name is seied roohallah , my last name hoseini fard , I live in the ahwaz city and im 20 years old.   Please i will devote my life to father satan and hell if you contact a daemon to come and help me.i need my spell removed.it is designed to use me to protect itself. Please learn from what is happening to me and never try casting death spell on yourself. Please someone use his/her relationship with hell and save me.im dying. I have tried all my life to be strong . I never gave up . but now my spell is killing me.i have not much time left and her friends, theirs families does not respond to me. And also in iran because of islam loving some one and dating some one is now allowed by the laws or Islamic families. She and I doesn’t have a religion but our families do, and we have to lie to them. I need help. I have no way out of this.i tried asking help from father satan for the whole night but after it I just went to sleep for one and half hour and then wake up having nightmares and nothing changed.i'm going out of my mind. 

 

[Yog Sothoth]

Your either a delusional or trolling us.   

On Sunday, March 8, 2015 6:52 PM, "roohi_iq@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


 
Hello I need help. I am one of the best in editing people minds.and i'm willing to risk my life all the time but this time there is nothing left. i am all alone.
I’m not a Satanist because I never felt I needed help.i thought that i can withstand anything. but this was beyond me.
I had a friend. She was too perfect for me I fell in love with her but I forgot my love two times. I never said anything about my feelings to her . till I heard that she said that true love is the best but it doesn’t exist . so I used my skills on my self instead of her for more than six month. I forced my mind to never forget about her and set the forgetting equal to death in my mind. I applied it on my sleep to. So I never forget about her and I can call it true love. I gained her trust then in one year .after that she told me that i'm her bestfriend I couldn’t lie to her i told her about my feelings. I have never lied to her how could i.this was an internet relationship but i really loved her she was my every thing . she blocked me and never answered to me again. But this I not my problem. My mind is applying death on myself.i can’t reach her. She never answers and I don’t have a single clue why she did that and how she could i?.at the first 10 minutes i didn’t feel bad . I just got back to my normal life then after 10 minutes my hands started shaking without knowing why. Then i felt like dying. My mouth has a metal taste, my heart and stomach started hurting . I want to sleep but this feeling is designed to send me back to her. But it isn’t complete . it just gives energy and doesn’t let me sleep and stay insane. In 62 hours I only slept less than 4 hours . I close my eyes and I don’t sleep.i texted her what is going on but she never responded.if this continues I will die from a heart or brain attack. We two were working on developing spiritual knowledge that be exact and doesn’t require being gifted. I have managed to reach something with her help that is not complete but it is stronger than mantra .it could be a new generation of meditation. I have no friend to talk to. I live in iran if I want to do magic or a ritual I will get arrested . that’s why I never tried Satanism and only used the spiritual knowlege available . but now my own true love spell is killing me and I need  assistant. You’re the only one I know that can help me . my name is seied roohallah , my last name hoseini fard , I live in the ahwaz city and im 20 years old.   Please i will devote my life to father satan and hell if you contact a daemon to come and help me.i need my spell removed.it is designed to use me to protect itself. Please learn from what is happening to me and never try casting death spell on yourself. Please someone use his/her relationship with hell and save me.im dying. I have tried all my life to be strong . I never gave up . but now my spell is killing me.i have not much time left and her friends, theirs families does not respond to me. And also in iran because of islam loving some one and dating some one is now allowed by the laws or Islamic families. She and I doesn’t have a religion but our families do, and we have to lie to them. I need help. I have no way out of this.i tried asking help from father satan for the whole night but after it I just went to sleep for one and half hour and then wake up having nightmares and nothing changed.i'm going out of my mind. 

 

[dalightskin]

First off, I'm so sorry, I don't know how to reverse curses or even if you can. If you are not a dedicated satanist though he cannot help you, and none of the gods are going to just appear to you because of your problem.

However, if you havent actually been advancing your spiritual power then I highly doubt that you can use the powers of your mind this well as to actually deal death to yourself, maybe spiritual harm but not death. Just in case, put it all out of your mind and don't think about it, not even the slightest bit, this should help.

 

[centralforce6661]

This my friend is called grief.

What gives it away is the metal taste in your mouth and being unable to sleep. When we are deeply affected by emotions, it affects our internal organs. All of the symptoms you have described are indicative of liver and heart issues.

You need to look after yourself. Make sure that you eat, drink as normal and try to get sleep. Satan will help you but first you need to help yourself. Your obsession with this woman is most likely the first step in undoing what your emotions are doing to your body.

 

[cristiannambo]

You need to first of all devote yourself to Satan. I tried calling out for help to any god that could hear me and I got no response. My mind shifted to satanism, I never felt myself "click" with any other religions...trust me I tried. After my mind shifted towards satanism I began to read about it and realized how much I agreed with it. So I devotedad my life to Satan. I called him on numerous ocations to bitch about my problems...but something told me that the answer to my problems was within me. So I moved on and said sorry to Satan for bothering with my none sense. But then I was face to face with an entity that did not want me happy and made me call him master. I did for one day and them relied what I was doing. So I called the all mighty god Satan. I called him from the bottom of my heart and asked him for forgiveness for I felt like I had betrayed our lord. He came. I had never been on the presence of a God....ever, until then. It was then I realized Satan was not a god you wanna mock or waste his time. I cannot describe him. He is unique and unlike anything I ever read about him. Words cannot describe how I felt at that exact moment in my life. When he appeared he asked me what was wrong. I told him my situation and I was ready to pay for the consequences of my acts. I know how this sounds...consequences? ? Yes keep in mind I had never been in front of a God, I didn't know what to expect. He talked to me and helped me out of the hole I was in. A hole I had dug myself...so deep I could no longer see anything, no exits, no hope. He touched my hands and I felt tremendous power and told me to handle my situation. With newly found power from the Lord himself I was able to fend myself and my family from the entity that was "manipulating" me. For that I will always be thankful to Satan. I owe him everything I am today, my family would be who knows where without him. Every day since I have satan in my mind. I will always be in your debt. Maybe my story will help you make up your mind

 

[Hou ssem]

Never thought someone would do such a foolish thing ,
Seriously Cursing yourself??
responsibility for the responsible.
-

''Please i will devote my life to father satan and hell if you contact a daemon to come and help me.''.

 

that's not how it works here, you either dedicate because you believe in our cause and want to fight alongside us until we purge the enemy and restore what was stolen from us, or don't bother.

we have a direct relationship with our Gods, no mediums .

to be honest i don't think you are that powerful to make a death spell work.
to be safe you have to be more powerful than what you used to be when you cast that spell to counter it.

clean your aura, meditate, do energy working and avoid black magick for awhile




Hail Satan

On Sun, Mar 8, 2015 at 2:58 PM, roohi_iq@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

 
Hello I need help. I am one of the best in editing people minds.and i'm willing to risk my life all the time but this time there is nothing left. i am all alone.
I’m not a Satanist because I never felt I needed help.i thought that i can withstand anything. but this was beyond me.
I had a friend. She was too perfect for me I fell in love with her but I forgot my love two times. I never said anything about my feelings to her . till I heard that she said that true love is the best but it doesn’t exist . so I used my skills on my self instead of her for more than six month. I forced my mind to never forget about her and set the forgetting equal to death in my mind. I applied it on my sleep to. So I never forget about her and I can call it true love. I gained her trust then in one year .after that she told me that i'm her bestfriend I couldn’t lie to her i told her about my feelings. I have never lied to her how could i.this was an internet relationship but i really loved her she was my every thing . she blocked me and never answered to me again. But this I not my problem. My mind is applying death on myself.i can’t reach her. She never answers and I don’t have a single clue why she did that and how she could i?.at the first 10 minutes i didn’t feel bad . I just got back to my normal life then after 10 minutes my hands started shaking without knowing why. Then i felt like dying. My mouth has a metal taste, my heart and stomach started hurting . I want to sleep but this feeling is designed to send me back to her. But it isn’t complete . it just gives energy and doesn’t let me sleep and stay insane. In 62 hours I only slept less than 4 hours . I close my eyes and I don’t sleep.i texted her what is going on but she never responded.if this continues I will die from a heart or brain attack. We two were working on developing spiritual knowledge that be exact and doesn’t require being gifted. I have managed to reach something with her help that is not complete but it is stronger than mantra .it could be a new generation of meditation. I have no friend to talk to. I live in iran if I want to do magic or a ritual I will get arrested . that’s why I never tried Satanism and only used the spiritual knowlege available . but now my own true love spell is killing me and I need  assistant. You’re the only one I know that can help me . my name is seied roohallah , my last name hoseini fard , I live in the ahwaz city and im 20 years old.   Please i will devote my life to father satan and hell if you contact a daemon to come and help me.i need my spell removed.it is designed to use me to protect itself. Please learn from what is happening to me and never try casting death spell on yourself. Please someone use his/her relationship with hell and save me.im dying. I have tried all my life to be strong . I never gave up . but now my spell is killing me.i have not much time left and her friends, theirs families does not respond to me. And also in iran because of islam loving some one and dating some one is now allowed by the laws or Islamic families. She and I doesn’t have a religion but our families do, and we have to lie to them. I need help. I have no way out of this.i tried asking help from father satan for the whole night but after it I just went to sleep for one and half hour and then wake up having nightmares and nothing changed.i'm going out of my mind.