Past-Depressed people see things differently

[Kristjan Ojamets]

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Well I will speak for only me.I was following a death religion for most of my life depression is understandable.But when I got away from the mind prison suddenlly I felt it leave me and I started viewing life in a more positive way.Then I dedicated my life to Satan and started meditations and my life got better then I ever dreamed.


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From: Kristjan Ojamets <manraynor@...;
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<td val[/IMG]   Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!

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[aarzhul]

I was suicidal a few times in my life.
The first thing that made me stop it was to see how my life
was saving others and how just by being there I made others
happier. Now a few years older I know and I am proud to say
I am too strong for that. Sure I still feel emotions but I keep reminding myself that I will emerge victorious... and I always do.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Well I will speak for only me.I was following a death religion for most of my life depression is understandable.But when I got away from the mind prison suddenlly I felt it leave me and I started viewing life in a more positive way.Then I dedicated my life to Satan and started meditations and my life got better then I ever dreamed.


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[Samy]

I am sort of like you. My younger years have been horrible. I was just alone the whole time, no one around etc... I also always tried to run away from these sick programs, but they always pulled me back. I also was very different than everyone around me, whereever I went.  
This was how I came to Father as I was in love with th occult and was deeply researching at age 10. But all of this had had a huge impact on me as of late. 

HAIL SATAN!!!
 

On 22 Jul 2012, at 07:50, "Kristjan Ojamets" <manraynor@... wrote:

  Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!

 

[hoodedcobra666]

Past-depressed people like a lot here, are present-happy people because they did meditate and they did heal the scars others or the world inflicted on them. What is gone, is gone, so start fixing what you feel from the present.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kristjan Ojamets" <manraynor@... wrote:

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!

 

[hoodedcobra666]

I would also like to add, a sort of an assumption- or rather connecting the dots with your other post about pilgrimage. I believe you see the world through the lenses of sadness. Know that Father Satan is with you, right? Don't wait for any appearance or miracle. "I appear to diverse manners to those who are faithful and under my command"- Satan, Al Jilwah. The Al-Jilwah is THE most usefull book to realize the ways of Father Satan. I would say, gather the power you have inside- because you do. Start fighting depression. Depression is the reason that things go downhill. Not things going downhill= depression. If someone is depressed and does repeadetly bad thoughts about how bad life is going, its natural and by the universal law they will make it happen. I know this sounds hard, but you need to increase your bioelectricity. Use the rune Wynn to cure depression and programm your subconscious mind to be happy, that you can face life and that you love yourself. Deprogramm your mind, because your depression isn't true. You have the greatest gift, you can fix anything and you have Satan. My friend, you can do it and anyone who is depressed can get out of this mess, as I did. Because I was severely depressed too when I came to Satanism.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kristjan Ojamets" <manraynor@... wrote:

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!

 

[HPS Lydia]

Me. And in some ways I was more mature than most, but I still kept a fun side and I'm the type of person who gets so enthusiastic and happy when I see a beautifully colored flower, for example. But it's in nature! This beautiful wonderful vibrant color! Even when I had depression I still had this side of me. But I'm a bit eccentric, a planetary aspect in my natal chart says so lol.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kristjan Ojamets" <manraynor@... wrote:

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]I have been labelled a bit exccentric to lydia. lol But its those that have the most passion for life.I know my wife will agree with me too as she is even "more eccentric" then I as you fully know and anyone else that knows her in this family. lol


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From: lydia_666@... <lydia_666@...;
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Sent: Mon, Jul 23, 2012 7:05:45 PM

<td val[/IMG]   Me. And in some ways I was more mature than most, but I still kept a fun side and I'm the type of person who gets so enthusiastic and happy when I see a beautifully colored flower, for example. But it's in nature! This beautiful wonderful vibrant color! Even when I had depression I still had this side of me. But I'm a bit eccentric, a planetary aspect in my natal chart says so lol.

Hail Father Satan!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Kristjan Ojamets" <manraynor@... wrote:

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!

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[littlejoker666]

I use to be really shy, and I never really had a lot of friends, and i notices that i was different then other people at a young age. and i got really depressed about it. witch is what made me come to Satan. now that I look back on that stuff I wouldn't change any of it. cause it made me who I am now. and you do see things differently like all that traps the Jews set up out to get people.
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@... wrote:

I would also like to add, a sort of an assumption- or rather connecting the dots with your other post about pilgrimage. I believe you see the world through the lenses of sadness. Know that Father Satan is with you, right? Don't wait for any appearance or miracle. "I appear to diverse manners to those who are faithful and under my command"- Satan, Al Jilwah. The Al-Jilwah is THE most usefull book to realize the ways of Father Satan. I would say, gather the power you have inside- because you do. Start fighting depression. Depression is the reason that things go downhill. Not things going downhill= depression. If someone is depressed and does repeadetly bad thoughts about how bad life is going, its natural and by the universal law they will make it happen. I know this sounds hard, but you need to increase your bioelectricity. Use the rune Wynn to cure depression and programm your subconscious mind to be happy, that you can face life and that you love yourself. Deprogramm your mind, because your depression isn't true. You have the greatest gift, you can fix anything and you have Satan. My friend, you can do it and anyone who is depressed can get out of this mess, as I did. Because I was severely depressed too when I came to Satanism.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kristjan Ojamets" <manraynor@ wrote:

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!

 

[lordenki1223]

I was very depressed and very suicidal before when I was young before becoming SS.

And Yes I was a bit too mature for my age too.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kristjan Ojamets" <manraynor@... wrote:

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!

 

[Celina]

I had an abusive childhood. Been dealing with depression since the age of 8. Suicidal thoughts since then; several suicide attempts.

However, now that I'm a dedicated Satanists I understand so much more; more than any therapy session ever provided.

Also, Hoodedcobra hit the nail right on the head. Once you know and understand this, with power meditation the healing truly begins.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kristjan Ojamets" <manraynor@... wrote:

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!

 

[hoodedcobra666]

I can relate to this. This world doesn't feel right to me. But I won't change myself to match this sick and disorted world. Even when I was a kid, I saw the shit in the world, never talked much and felt like something is entirely wrong. That people are living a lie and are asleep. Then I found Father Satan and this was the answer to all my internal needs. When I found the JoS I felt deeply understood and at last, I could meditate. Such things from a young age indicate that one has been with Satan from a past life. We don't fit in. I never fit in. My consciousness and awareness is different from most people and I never realized how they are living what they live. I don't want to overstrech, but this sick jewish oriented world spreads depression and negativity like a plague. When I found Satan, I found hope that one day, me too, will be a receiver of the Eternal Truth. I was obsessed with finding the Truth, powers of the mind, meditation, occultism. Naturally, I was driven away by abusing Demons etc as I found this totally sick.

I was using my mind in ways that I could. Since after my dedication, I found my path and I feel that life is definitely worth it now. Before Satanism I felt alone, neglected and misunderstood. Depressed. I felt alone and that none could hear in this place of blind people. Many people can probably relate to this. Even older ones, felt a need to reach in for occultism and Satan but they neglected me. I believed and will forever do, that these persons that don't fit in yield power. Because see it for yourself, people are living the lie and they don't question. Questions that are un-answered, tears not heard and finding not a God of Truth like Satan, bring uttermost depression and lack of hope. So the wheel will turn and Satan will reign again, through us bring things back to their TRUE line.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "littlejoker666" <littlejoker666@... wrote:

I use to be really shy, and I never really had a lot of friends, and i notices that i was different then other people at a young age. and i got really depressed about it. witch is what made me come to Satan. now that I look back on that stuff I wouldn't change any of it. cause it made me who I am now. and you do see things differently like all that traps the Jews set up out to get people.
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@ wrote:

I would also like to add, a sort of an assumption- or rather connecting the dots with your other post about pilgrimage. I believe you see the world through the lenses of sadness. Know that Father Satan is with you, right? Don't wait for any appearance or miracle. "I appear to diverse manners to those who are faithful and under my command"- Satan, Al Jilwah. The Al-Jilwah is THE most usefull book to realize the ways of Father Satan. I would say, gather the power you have inside- because you do. Start fighting depression. Depression is the reason that things go downhill. Not things going downhill= depression. If someone is depressed and does repeadetly bad thoughts about how bad life is going, its natural and by the universal law they will make it happen. I know this sounds hard, but you need to increase your bioelectricity. Use the rune Wynn to cure depression and programm your subconscious mind to be happy, that you can face life and that you love yourself. Deprogramm your mind, because your depression isn't true. You have the greatest gift, you can fix anything and you have Satan. My friend, you can do it and anyone who is depressed can get out of this mess, as I did. Because I was severely depressed too when I came to Satanism.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kristjan Ojamets" <manraynor@ wrote:

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!

 

[Celina]

Hail Satan, could not have said it better myself.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@... wrote:

I can relate to this. This world doesn't feel right to me. But I won't change myself to match this sick and disorted world. Even when I was a kid, I saw the shit in the world, never talked much and felt like something is entirely wrong. That people are living a lie and are asleep. Then I found Father Satan and this was the answer to all my internal needs. When I found the JoS I felt deeply understood and at last, I could meditate. Such things from a young age indicate that one has been with Satan from a past life. We don't fit in. I never fit in. My consciousness and awareness is different from most people and I never realized how they are living what they live. I don't want to overstrech, but this sick jewish oriented world spreads depression and negativity like a plague. When I found Satan, I found hope that one day, me too, will be a receiver of the Eternal Truth. I was obsessed with finding the Truth, powers of the mind, meditation, occultism. Naturally, I was driven away by abusing Demons etc as I found this totally sick.

I was using my mind in ways that I could. Since after my dedication, I found my path and I feel that life is definitely worth it now. Before Satanism I felt alone, neglected and misunderstood. Depressed. I felt alone and that none could hear in this place of blind people. Many people can probably relate to this. Even older ones, felt a need to reach in for occultism and Satan but they neglected me. I believed and will forever do, that these persons that don't fit in yield power. Because see it for yourself, people are living the lie and they don't question. Questions that are un-answered, tears not heard and finding not a God of Truth like Satan, bring uttermost depression and lack of hope. So the wheel will turn and Satan will reign again, through us bring things back to their TRUE line.

HAIL SATAN!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "littlejoker666" <littlejoker666@ wrote:

I use to be really shy, and I never really had a lot of friends, and i notices that i was different then other people at a young age. and i got really depressed about it. witch is what made me come to Satan. now that I look back on that stuff I wouldn't change any of it. cause it made me who I am now. and you do see things differently like all that traps the Jews set up out to get people.
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@ wrote:

I would also like to add, a sort of an assumption- or rather connecting the dots with your other post about pilgrimage. I believe you see the world through the lenses of sadness. Know that Father Satan is with you, right? Don't wait for any appearance or miracle. "I appear to diverse manners to those who are faithful and under my command"- Satan, Al Jilwah. The Al-Jilwah is THE most usefull book to realize the ways of Father Satan. I would say, gather the power you have inside- because you do. Start fighting depression. Depression is the reason that things go downhill. Not things going downhill= depression. If someone is depressed and does repeadetly bad thoughts about how bad life is going, its natural and by the universal law they will make it happen. I know this sounds hard, but you need to increase your bioelectricity. Use the rune Wynn to cure depression and programm your subconscious mind to be happy, that you can face life and that you love yourself. Deprogramm your mind, because your depression isn't true. You have the greatest gift, you can fix anything and you have Satan. My friend, you can do it and anyone who is depressed can get out of this mess, as I did. Because I was severely depressed too when I came to Satanism.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kristjan Ojamets" <manraynor@ wrote:

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!