Overwhelming Feelings

[nessa_vaness]

Hello Everybody,

I have something that I'd like to get off my chest, and perhaps gain some advice/wisdom on the subject. I'm still quite new to all of this, I dedicated less than 2 months ago. Sometimes, I get this very strong feeling to talk to Father. LIke I just need/want to talk to him about anything and everything....I feel like I'm full of emotion and Father will be the only one who understands. The thing is though, when I go to speak to him and convey how I feel, I find that I don't know the words to say. My thoughts become a jumble, and I'm tongue tied both literally and mentally. I understand that Father will understand my feelings without the use of our English language and the literal words, but it's extremely frustrating for me to not be able to express myself in ways that I always have.

Can anyone relate to this?

 

[Kait Jordan]

Yes, I understand what you mean. I love writing poetry. I used to write a lot of it. But lately, I haven't been able to write a single word. I mean, I know how I feel inside, but I just can't find a single way to express it. It's very frustrating for me because writing was always a great way to express myself. Now, instead of a poem, I end up with a jumbled mess of words on the page that won't fit together. 
Hail Satan

On Fri, Dec 9, 2011 at 10:54 PM, nessa_vaness <vanessa.fiorello@... wrote:

  Hello Everybody,

I have something that I'd like to get off my chest, and perhaps gain some advice/wisdom on the subject. I'm still quite new to all of this, I dedicated less than 2 months ago. Sometimes, I get this very strong feeling to talk to Father. LIke I just need/want to talk to him about anything and everything....I feel like I'm full of emotion and Father will be the only one who understands. The thing is though, when I go to speak to him and convey how I feel, I find that I don't know the words to say. My thoughts become a jumble, and I'm tongue tied both literally and mentally. I understand that Father will understand my feelings without the use of our English language and the literal words, but it's extremely frustrating for me to not be able to express myself in ways that I always have.

Can anyone relate to this?

 

[Brian Gibbons]

I understand nessa,but you wll find that like it or not,you will change completely for the good.But sometimes personal growth cam be very hard,and I am finding that more and more in my own life.But Satan does love us,and only wants us to live our own truth too.So never be afraid to open up to Him.He cares more than we will ever know.
Hail Satan
Brian

From: nessa_vaness <vanessa.fiorello@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, December 9, 2011 6:54 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Overwhelming Feelings

  Hello Everybody,

I have something that I'd like to get off my chest, and perhaps gain some advice/wisdom on the subject. I'm still quite new to all of this, I dedicated less than 2 months ago. Sometimes, I get this very strong feeling to talk to Father. LIke I just need/want to talk to him about anything and everything....I feel like I'm full of emotion and Father will be the only one who understands. The thing is though, when I go to speak to him and convey how I feel, I find that I don't know the words to say. My thoughts become a jumble, and I'm tongue tied both literally and mentally. I understand that Father will understand my feelings without the use of our English language and the literal words, but it's extremely frustrating for me to not be able to express myself in ways that I always have.

Can anyone relate to this?

 

[Lord Kayle]

Perhaps you'd find it easier to move into communicating with him telepathically.  After all I believe that is one of the goals we are all attempting to work towards too.  Although I know that it is still limited somewhat do to our own language still.   ~ Hail Enki! ~ Hail Father Satan! ~

On Fri, Dec 9, 2011 at 4:54 AM, nessa_vaness <vanessa.fiorello@... wrote:

  Hello Everybody,

I have something that I'd like to get off my chest, and perhaps gain some advice/wisdom on the subject. I'm still quite new to all of this, I dedicated less than 2 months ago. Sometimes, I get this very strong feeling to talk to Father. LIke I just need/want to talk to him about anything and everything....I feel like I'm full of emotion and Father will be the only one who understands. The thing is though, when I go to speak to him and convey how I feel, I find that I don't know the words to say. My thoughts become a jumble, and I'm tongue tied both literally and mentally. I understand that Father will understand my feelings without the use of our English language and the literal words, but it's extremely frustrating for me to not be able to express myself in ways that I always have.

Can anyone relate to this?

 

[Hot Guy]

well sense he is basically the one true god and leader of us all you'd think he would know a variety of different languages old and new.
this is only my theory so if anyone feels the need to correct me on this then do so as i am trying to educate myself on satanism as i go.
i have ADD so for me it takes me awhile to really memorize certain things i usually read a page of JOS site info i really want to know and go over it again and again until it is memorized. 

anyway i am sure he will most likely understand you no matter what language you speak in one way or another.
From: nessa_vaness <vanessa.fiorello@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, December 9, 2011 4:54 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Overwhelming Feelings

  Hello Everybody,

I have something that I'd like to get off my chest, and perhaps gain some advice/wisdom on the subject. I'm still quite new to all of this, I dedicated less than 2 months ago. Sometimes, I get this very strong feeling to talk to Father. LIke I just need/want to talk to him about anything and everything....I feel like I'm full of emotion and Father will be the only one who understands. The thing is though, when I go to speak to him and convey how I feel, I find that I don't know the words to say. My thoughts become a jumble, and I'm tongue tied both literally and mentally. I understand that Father will understand my feelings without the use of our English language and the literal words, but it's extremely frustrating for me to not be able to express myself in ways that I always have.

Can anyone relate to this?

 

[tfbailey1969]

Sometimes I enjoy a quiet sit with Father Satan and no words are spoken at all. I feel his heart and he feels mine. It is a beautiful time of opening up and exploration for me.

Hail Satan!!
Death to the Xtian Church!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Hot Guy <hotstudman95@... wrote:

well sense he is basically the one true god and leader of us all you'd think he would know a variety of different languages old and new.

this is only my theory so if anyone feels the need to correct me on this then do so as i am trying to educate myself on satanism as i go.

i have ADD so for me it takes me awhile to really memorize certain things i usually read a page of JOS site info i really want to know and go over it again and again until it is memorized. 


anyway i am sure he will most likely understand you no matter what language you speak in one way or another.



________________________________
From: nessa_vaness <vanessa.fiorello@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, December 9, 2011 4:54 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Overwhelming Feelings


 
Hello Everybody,

I have something that I'd like to get off my chest, and perhaps gain some advice/wisdom on the subject. I'm still quite new to all of this, I dedicated less than 2 months ago. Sometimes, I get this very strong feeling to talk to Father. LIke I just need/want to talk to him about anything and everything....I feel like I'm full of emotion and Father will be the only one who understands. The thing is though, when I go to speak to him and convey how I feel, I find that I don't know the words to say. My thoughts become a jumble, and I'm tongue tied both literally and mentally. I understand that Father will understand my feelings without the use of our English language and the literal words, but it's extremely frustrating for me to not be able to express myself in ways that I always have.

Can anyone relate to this?

 

[Allison P]

You don't have to be eloquent, remember. Just talk to him, either
aloud or in your head. It doesn't matter. I actually like to speak to
him out loud for some reason. It just makes me feel better to do that,
though I know I don't need to. But do whatever works for you. You will
find a way of expressing yourself eventually, Sister. Just try and let
go and let it happen. Remember, Father is always there. Hail Father
Satan!

On 12/11/11, tfbailey1969 <tfbailey1969@... wrote:
Sometimes I enjoy a quiet sit with Father Satan and no words are spoken at
all. I feel his heart and he feels mine. It is a beautiful time of opening
up and exploration for me.

Hail Satan!!
Death to the Xtian Church!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Hot Guy <hotstudman95@... wrote:

well sense he is basically the one true god and leader of us all you'd
think he would know a variety of different languages old and new.

this is only my theory so if anyone feels the need to correct me on this
then do so as i am trying to educate myself on satanism as i go.

i have ADD so for me it takes me awhile to really memorize certain things
i usually read a page of JOS site info i really want to know and go over
it again and again until it is memorized.Â


anyway i am sure he will most likely understand you no matter what
language you speak in one way or another.



________________________________
From: nessa_vaness <vanessa.fiorello@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, December 9, 2011 4:54 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Overwhelming Feelings


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Hello Everybody,

I have something that I'd like to get off my chest, and perhaps gain some
advice/wisdom on the subject. I'm still quite new to all of this, I
dedicated less than 2 months ago. Sometimes, I get this very strong
feeling to talk to Father. LIke I just need/want to talk to him about
anything and everything....I feel like I'm full of emotion and Father will
be the only one who understands. The thing is though, when I go to speak
to him and convey how I feel, I find that I don't know the words to say.
My thoughts become a jumble, and I'm tongue tied both literally and
mentally. I understand that Father will understand my feelings without the
use of our English language and the literal words, but it's extremely
frustrating for me to not be able to express myself in ways that I always
have.

Can anyone relate to this?