old and new

[purevol22]

I am a 30 year old male. I was raised to beLIEve in god like most americans but denounced god personally around age 7 or 8 and became an atheist. Until the age of 13 when i began to dabble in magic and have to admit it was due to some movies and music I was getting into at the time. But I did get serious about it and ended up coming across a Satanic coven in my hometown rather by mistake really. Now they were LaVeyan as I saw it referred to on the main page of this group. I joined them and was Baptized in the name of Satan. Over the next few years I stayed with them and practiced with them but always felt what they were was counter productive to what I wanted to achieve. So I left them and became solitary seeing as how I felt I had more majic in my lil pinky finger then they had amongst themselves. I am a natural as I've heard and been told several times by different people throughout my life. I have met Satan and felt His being around me on numerous occasions. But a last I decided to turn my back on Him as well. That was when I was 21, I am now 30. To get to the point I want to know if it would be wise to start practicing again? I feel a pull in my gut telling me to but am conflicted seeing as how when I was 21 I converted to catholocism. While I know that LaVey made it seem like Satan was just a concept I know that this is not true. Someone please help me. I know what is in my gut but I want to get some feed back from others who know and believe.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Glad you are here.I am of the opinion that this is the only place you will find the truth,that has been hidden from us Gentiles by the enemy programs.As much as you can find the time too,read the  joyofsatan.com  site,and if your are like the rest of us,you will have this feeling in your soul,that you are finally hearing the real truth,about Father and who He really is.Good Luck on your new journey for the real answers.

Hail Enki
Brian 

--- On Wed, 6/13/12, purevol22 <purevol22@... wrote:

From: purevol22 <purevol22@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] old and new
To: [email protected]
Date: Wednesday, June 13, 2012, 8:47 AM

  I am a 30 year old male. I was raised to beLIEve in god like most americans but denounced god personally around age 7 or 8 and became an atheist. Until the age of 13 when i began to dabble in magic and have to admit it was due to some movies and music I was getting into at the time. But I did get serious about it and ended up coming across a Satanic coven in my hometown rather by mistake really. Now they were LaVeyan as I saw it referred to on the main page of this group. I joined them and was Baptized in the name of Satan. Over the next few years I stayed with them and practiced with them but always felt what they were was counter productive to what I wanted to achieve. So I left them and became solitary seeing as how I felt I had more majic in my lil pinky finger then they had amongst themselves. I am a natural as I've heard and been told several times by different people throughout my life. I have met Satan and felt His being around me on numerous occasions. But a last I decided to turn my back on Him as well. That was when I was 21, I am now 30. To get to the point I want to know if it would be wise to start practicing again? I feel a pull in my gut telling me to but am conflicted seeing as how when I was 21 I converted to catholocism. While I know that LaVey made it seem like Satan was just a concept I know that this is not true. Someone please help me. I know what is in my gut but I want to get some feed back from others who know and believe.

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[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]If you are a Gentile and not a jew,then He never turns His back on you.

Hail Enki
Brian 

--- On Wed, 6/13/12, purevol22 <purevol22@... wrote:

From: purevol22 <purevol22@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] old and new
To: [email protected]
Date: Wednesday, June 13, 2012, 9:25 AM

  so since my last attempt at a post did not post, here it goes. i used to practice years ago but stopped. lately i have been getting this gut feeling like i should start again. what do i do? i turned my back on Satan before and don't think He is very pleased with me.

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