nothing but turmoil

[camillareyes66]

I've been a christian since birth, I don't find this religion very good, I've encountered many trials,I've been so kind to everyone but in returned, they just screwed me up except for real friends.. my mother was a good lecturer in a christian church but it seems like all the biggest problem sudenly occured, I don't know.. the biggest reason why I left christianity it's because I ended up with a non sense relationship being beaten up even I was pregnant, spiritually, mentally, physically abused that nobody helped me, almost no food to eat.. I practiced destruction ritual for my ex but it doesn't work for me. I still see him very much happy, I felt so desperate seeing him like that after what he has done to me.. I never fought back.but this time I really wanted to kill him.. anyone with good heart, please let me know how to do the destruction ritual. really need it very badly.. as of now I dont know how to make myself happy. he ruined my life.. thanks

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]welcome! Sorry to hear what your x did to you but you have to start at the beginning to have true power to destroy someone or defend yourself.My suggestion is to read joyofsatan.com as much as you can and then start to empower your aura with power meditations.You can not do effective black magic without a strong aura.But once you strengthen your aura then you can even the score.You deserve to have your justice but you have to develope your soul and your magical abilities then you can level his ass if you want.But by all means never take abuse in the future.


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<td val[/IMG]   I've been a christian since birth, I don't find this religion very good, I've encountered many trials,I've been so kind to everyone but in returned, they just screwed me up except for real friends.. my mother was a good lecturer in a christian church but it seems like all the biggest problem sudenly occured, I don't know.. the biggest reason why I left christianity it's because I ended up with a non sense relationship being beaten up even I was pregnant, spiritually, mentally, physically abused that nobody helped me, almost no food to eat.. I practiced destruction ritual for my ex but it doesn't work for me. I still see him very much happy, I felt so desperate seeing him like that after what he has done to me.. I never fought back.but this time I really wanted to kill him.. anyone with good heart, please let me know how to do the destruction ritual. really need it very badly.. as of now I dont know how to make myself happy. he ruined my life.. thanks

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[Camilla Reyes]

Thank you, but my question is, do I need to open my third eye as we are referring with aura? I can't even focus because of too much despair and depression

 

[Camilla Reyes]

That's why I burn tons of black candles and red candles but nothing happened, he is still alive with a very good career. good thing candles are very very cheap here.