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[cuthwulf]

Thought I'd introduce myself. Realised I was gay/bi a few years back. Which was interesting and took time to come to terms with. Have always been a pagan.Started looking into the dark path about a year ago. Came across a picture of Satan and read up Joy of Satan Site and said this is me and was hooked. But there was a lot of fear in going down this path which I still have to overcome. I find I talk to Satan and he answers back. And I know he wants me and is not prepared to let go. When I go into something I can be quite fanatical. I'm a loner, anti government in fact anti a lot of things. So He knows if I totaly give myself to Him he will have a strong Satanic Warrior.
But there are fears in that I have done rituals but not the one giving my soul for ever to Him , as its none reversable. I tend to be a bit eclectic. So today I was meditating and I can feel the demons going round and round me waiting. When I ask him about it He says "accept me, turn away from all the others as you know you have'nt gone that far with them with me you will"
I know to move forward I will have to accept Satan as the only one.
He is very much dangling the carrot of all the "evil" things I want in front of me.
Interested to know if anybody else has had similar "problems"

 

[satansgirl66]

I am going to assume that by "evil" you mean things that society thinks are evil, but are really not. You can only go through with the dedication once you are 100 percent sure. Father Satan-no matter how much he loves you and wants you on our side-would never force you. He wants you to have free-will.

In The Al-Jilwah(Satan's holy text) our lord Lucifer says that he allows everyone to follow the dictates of his own nature. That means he loves us the way we are. My life has not been perfect-but who's life is perfect?- but it has only gotten better with Satan and his demons.

I wish you good luck.
Ave Satannas

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "cuthwulf" <cuthwulf@... wrote:

Thought I'd introduce myself. Realised I was gay/bi a few years back. Which was interesting and took time to come to terms with. Have always been a pagan.Started looking into the dark path about a year ago. Came across a picture of Satan and read up Joy of Satan Site and said this is me and was hooked. But there was a lot of fear in going down this path which I still have to overcome. I find I talk to Satan and he answers back. And I know he wants me and is not prepared to let go. When I go into something I can be quite fanatical. I'm a loner, anti government in fact anti a lot of things. So He knows if I totaly give myself to Him he will have a strong Satanic Warrior.
But there are fears in that I have done rituals but not the one giving my soul for ever to Him , as its none reversable. I tend to be a bit eclectic. So today I was meditating and I can feel the demons going round and round me waiting. When I ask him about it He says "accept me, turn away from all the others as you know you have'nt gone that far with them with me you will"
I know to move forward I will have to accept Satan as the only one.
He is very much dangling the carrot of all the "evil" things I want in front of me.
Interested to know if anybody else has had similar "problems"

 

[High Priestess Maxine Dietrich]

This is my reply to a thread in the Teen group, but I am reposting this to all the groups and the forum, as it is something to be aware of:

In addition, the Jewish controlled medical association is pushing hard for the population to be addicted to psychiatric drugs. Who hasn't heard of Prozac?

On top of the trillions of dollars these Jewish doctors, Jewish pharmaceutical companies and Jewish related reap from these drugs, the Jewish media incessantly pushes them.

Television commercials, magazine ads, in the newspapers, online advertisements and of course, their movies with the theme of mental illnesses in the characters.

I have seen several of these movies where the characters reach into their medicine cabinets for those little copper colored prescription bottles, often the shelf is lined with them.

The characters in these movies also have trouble discerning reality from delusion. This often is the main plot. This ties in with the pharmaceutical commercials and everything else as powerful subliminals to encourage mental illnesses among the populace. Not to mention we live in a sick world.

In the former communist countries, especially in the USSR, there was what was called "Punitive Medicine." Anyone who was a threat to Jewish communism was often forcibly placed in a mental institution, shot through with dangerously high doses of mind altering drugs for psychosis, such as haloperidol (commonly used), which produced hideous side effects.

Note- anyone who is against the Jews or their agenda is labeled as "insane."

Again, I want to add here, "People's" as is used synonymously with communism, is "People's Republic of North Korea" etc, has the word "Chosen" dropped. A rabbi authors have admitted this. As is written in their Talmud, they own everything.


High Priestess Maxine Dietrich
www.joyofsatan.org

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funnyfred1932 wrote:

Today at 1:39 PM

Psychiatric "help" can be extremely dangerous. Psychiatric medications are very dangerous to the body and soul.