Im 17 and looking for guidance on the subject of satanism. I grew up I the church and have always hated the practice of christanity. It never made sense to me. Is it possible for Satan to speak to you before you come to him? Or was that just me hearing my own conscience? And, how do you show Him and his demons respect? Does Satan take everyone? What if we masterbate or do drugs or engage in sexual activity? Is there something we can do to anger satan, other then doing nothing for his cause? Answering one or all of my questions will be greatly appreciated...I have read most of joyofsatan.org and exposing christanity.