New Satanist Seeking help/ Coven close to my house, fellow Satanist

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I have been a Satanist for around a month now And I really dont know what to make of my experances or what Satan wants of me, because most of the time the way he or Demons comunicate with me are extreamly difficult to understand or interprit. This is not the first time they comunicated with me in this way, around two years ago I asked Satan tosed me Demons to Chill with be my friend, keep me company an you know smoke a joint with on my couch while we watched tv I diden't rly expect it to work well atlest that they would materialise out of thin air and be like yo dude ask and you shall recieve now lets smoke that joint deep down i knew it would never happen like that as fun as it would have been. Few days later I got into an argument with my stupid Jehova witness retard of a mother, It got so out of hand she stoped the car outside the Police station and ran long story short Im assuming now it was the Demons and Satan comunicationg to me through the police but at that time I just thought they where trying to recruit me to be some kind of 007 agent or somthing. As crazy as I sound This is what actually happened they would like Dj my music for me change the lyrics slightley to tell me what to do where to go, They where Annoyingley cryptic with giving me answers or trying to get me to do somthing at the end of those few weeks I sut gave up got so pissed off, I just pretended To go crazy I acted crazy acted like I really was going nutz like rocking back and forth holding my head prtending it was hurting, scratching inside my ear as if I was trying to stop the voices and ringing in my ears lol it worked a little to well because I ended up in a mental institution for like a year. Another year went bye where I was jsut drifting through life basically waiting to die, thinking to myself I rly dont givea fuck who is right be it Jehova or Satan I was like I rly dont care Il just live long enough to see how it all ends. I finally decided to look up some Satanist stuff like summonin Demons and that took me to he oy of Satan website I started reading up on most of the stuff on the website and It just started to make so much senc everything was clear to me I finally felt likeI had a purpose in life. After i Dedicated my soul to Satan I nver felt better in those first two days i got more done than I did in the past year I started feeling like I used to before I went into hospital, but now I finally realise its Satan and his Demons no and not the Police just trying to fuck with me again yet they are still very VERY cryptic annoyingly dfficult to understand I know now they can Hear my thoughts but i cant hear theirs but they do give indicaters when i ask questions in my mind, like they will scratch their nose or flick their hair but I have et to get a clear fucking answer as in someone actually speaking to me face to fucking face. Thats all I am asking for I mean so far It seams like the whole world is in on it and Im like a single player in a MMORPG everyone around me is in on it yet they know i know they are yet they wont actally acknowledge me out loud! Up untill now the way it looksto me is I am Satans son and he is using like tons of his tie and demons to help me out yet im fighting it ina way but im not doing that on purpose tho so please if anyone can please for the love of Satan assist me

 

[keeperofstone]

Perfect example of Tetrahydrocannabionl induced delusions.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "gareth_rankin@..." wrote:

I have been a Satanist for around a month now And I really dont know what to make of my experances or what Satan wants of me, because most of the time the way he or Demons comunicate with me are extreamly difficult to understand or interprit. This is not the first time they comunicated with me in this way, around two years ago I asked Satan tosed me Demons to Chill with be my friend, keep me company an you know smoke a joint with on my couch while we watched tv I diden't rly expect it to work well atlest that they would materialise out of thin air and be like yo dude ask and you shall recieve now lets smoke that joint deep down i knew it would never happen like that as fun as it would have been. Few days later I got into an argument with my stupid Jehova witness retard of a mother, It got so out of hand she stoped the car outside the Police station and ran long story short Im assuming now it was the Demons and Satan comunicationg to me through the police but at that time I just thought they where trying to recruit me to be some kind of 007 agent or somthing. As crazy as I sound This is what actually happened they would like Dj my music for me change the lyrics slightley to tell me what to do where to go, They where Annoyingley cryptic with giving me answers or trying to get me to do somthing at the end of those few weeks I sut gave up got so pissed off, I just pretended To go crazy I acted crazy acted like I really was going nutz like rocking back and forth holding my head prtending it was hurting, scratching inside my ear as if I was trying to stop the voices and ringing in my ears lol it worked a little to well because I ended up in a mental institution for like a year. Another year went bye where I was jsut drifting through life basically waiting to die, thinking to myself I rly dont givea fuck who is right be it Jehova or Satan I was like I rly dont care Il just live long enough to see how it all ends. I finally decided to look up some Satanist stuff like summonin Demons and that took me to he oy of Satan website I started reading up on most of the stuff on the website and It just started to make so much senc everything was clear to me I finally felt likeI had a purpose in life. After i Dedicated my soul to Satan I nver felt better in those first two days i got more done than I did in the past year I started feeling like I used to before I went into hospital, but now I finally realise its Satan and his Demons no and not the Police just trying to fuck with me again yet they are still very VERY cryptic annoyingly dfficult to understand I know now they can Hear my thoughts but i cant hear theirs but they do give indicaters when i ask questions in my mind, like they will scratch their nose or flick their hair but I have et to get a clear fucking answer as in someone actually speaking to me face to fucking face. Thats all I am asking for I mean so far It seams like the whole world is in on it and Im like a single player in a MMORPG everyone around me is in on it yet they know i know they are yet they wont actally acknowledge me out loud! Up untill now the way it looksto me is I am Satans son and he is using like tons of his tie and demons to help me out yet im fighting it ina way but im not doing that on purpose tho so please if anyone can please for the love of Satan assist me

 

[Blufirebomber666]

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From: "gareth_rankin@..." <gareth_rankin@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, January 20, 2013 1:36 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] New Satanist Seeking help/ Coven close to my house, fellow Satanist to talk with
  I have been a Satanist for around a month now And I really dont know what to make of my experances or what Satan wants of me, because most of the time the way he or Demons comunicate with me are extreamly difficult to understand or interprit. This is not the first time they comunicated with me in this way, around two years ago I asked Satan tosed me Demons to Chill with be my friend, keep me company an you know smoke a joint with on my couch while we watched tv I diden't rly expect it to work well atlest that they would materialise out of thin air and be like yo dude ask and you shall recieve now lets smoke that joint deep down i knew it would never happen like that as fun as it would have been. Few days later I got into an argument with my stupid Jehova witness retard of a mother, It got so out of hand she stoped the car outside the Police station and ran long story short Im assuming now it was the Demons and Satan comunicationg to me through the police but at that time I just thought they where trying to recruit me to be some kind of 007 agent or somthing. As crazy as I sound This is what actually happened they would like Dj my music for me change the lyrics slightley to tell me what to do where to go, They where Annoyingley cryptic with giving me answers or trying to get me to do somthing at the end of those few weeks I sut gave up got so pissed off, I just pretended To go crazy I acted crazy acted like I really was going nutz like rocking back and forth holding my head prtending it was hurting, scratching inside my ear as if I was trying to stop the voices and ringing in my ears lol it worked a little to well because I ended up in a mental institution for like a year. Another year went bye where I was jsut drifting through life basically waiting to die, thinking to myself I rly dont givea fuck who is right be it Jehova or Satan I was like I rly dont care Il just live long enough to see how it all ends. I finally decided to look up some Satanist stuff like summonin Demons and that took me to he oy of Satan website I started reading up on most of the stuff on the website and It just started to make so much senc everything was clear to me I finally felt likeI had a purpose in life. After i Dedicated my soul to Satan I nver felt better in those first two days i got more done than I did in the past year I started feeling like I used to before I went into hospital, but now I finally realise its Satan and his Demons no and not the Police just trying to fuck with me again yet they are still very VERY cryptic annoyingly dfficult to understand I know now they can Hear my thoughts but i cant hear theirs but they do give indicaters when i ask questions in my mind, like they will scratch their nose or flick their hair but I have et to get a clear fucking answer as in someone actually speaking to me face to fucking face. Thats all I am asking for I mean so far It seams like the whole world is in on it and Im like a single player in a MMORPG everyone around me is in on it yet they know i know they are yet they wont actally acknowledge me out loud! Up untill now the way it looksto me is I am Satans son and he is using like tons of his tie and demons to help me out yet im fighting it ina way but im not doing that on purpose tho so please if anyone can please for the love of Satan assist me

 

[Danyl.eder]

meditate a lot. Sounds like your manipulated by the enemy, the enemy is using your mother against u, and the psychiatric ward the enemy as well, the psychiatric drugs ruin the soul and the psyche in a very short period of time. U also need to be more psychically open to communicate with demons. And the music how the lyrics change that's the enemy angels like the double talk. They do that to me a lot and I don't smoke marijuana any more. It's not the pot. I have had plenty bad experiences with the grays and such it's not the demons you here in the music although demons can communicate thru music. U have to be psychic enough to tell the difference. It's enemy influence and if u tie into it they can run u all around in all the wrong ways. Meditate a lot. Smoke less marijuana. And ya at one point I wanted to smoke a joint with satan and his demons too because that's what potheads do with friends. They chill, smoke pot and have fun with each other. But I have found that being a sober satanist is better and makes u less vulnerable. Good luck and sever enemy links attached to your chakras. And the police are not your friend. The enemy will use them to fuck up your life. Watch out for that. Also feeling like everybody is " in on it" is I think because your satans son and his other children like myself pray good for you and pray against the deluded ones/ enemy around you and it's like the subconscious reaction of others around u because they are destroyed in a positive way for u. and u have so much power waiting to be realized in you thru meditation and magick. People know u but they don't know u if u get what I mean. so I hope I make sense.Zarion Hail satan

On Jan 20, 2013, at 9:42 PM, "keeperofstone" <brucekuersteiner@... wrote:

  Perfect example of Tetrahydrocannabionl induced delusions.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "gareth_rankin@..." wrote:

I have been a Satanist for around a month now And I really dont know what to make of my experances or what Satan wants of me, because most of the time the way he or Demons comunicate with me are extreamly difficult to understand or interprit. This is not the first time they comunicated with me in this way, around two years ago I asked Satan tosed me Demons to Chill with be my friend, keep me company an you know smoke a joint with on my couch while we watched tv I diden't rly expect it to work well atlest that they would materialise out of thin air and be like yo dude ask and you shall recieve now lets smoke that joint deep down i knew it would never happen like that as fun as it would have been. Few days later I got into an argument with my stupid Jehova witness retard of a mother, It got so out of hand she stoped the car outside the Police station and ran long story short Im assuming now it was the Demons and Satan comunicationg to me through the police but at that time I just thought they where trying to recruit me to be some kind of 007 agent or somthing. As crazy as I sound This is what actually happened they would like Dj my music for me change the lyrics slightley to tell me what to do where to go, They where Annoyingley cryptic with giving me answers or trying to get me to do somthing at the end of those few weeks I sut gave up got so pissed off, I just pretended To go crazy I acted crazy acted like I really was going nutz like rocking back and forth holding my head prtending it was hurting, scratching inside my ear as if I was trying to stop the voices and ringing in my ears lol it worked a little to well because I ended up in a mental institution for like a year. Another year went bye where I was jsut drifting through life basically waiting to die, thinking to myself I rly dont givea fuck who is right be it Jehova or Satan I was like I rly dont care Il just live long enough to see how it all ends. I finally decided to look up some Satanist stuff like summonin Demons and that took me to he oy of Satan website I started reading up on most of the stuff on the website and It just started to make so much senc everything was clear to me I finally felt likeI had a purpose in life. After i Dedicated my soul to Satan I nver felt better in those first two days i got more done than I did in the past year I started feeling like I used to before I went into hospital, but now I finally realise its Satan and his Demons no and not the Police just trying to fuck with me again yet they are still very VERY cryptic annoyingly dfficult to understand I know now they can Hear my thoughts but i cant hear theirs but they do give indicaters when i ask questions in my mind, like they will scratch their nose or flick their hair but I have et to get a clear fucking answer as in someone actually speaking to me face to fucking face. Thats all I am asking for I mean so far It seams like the whole world is in on it and Im like a single player in a MMORPG everyone around me is in on it yet they know i know they are yet they wont actally acknowledge me out loud! Up untill now the way it looksto me is I am Satans son and he is using like tons of his tie and demons to help me out yet im fighting it ina way but im not doing that on purpose tho so please if anyone can please for the love of Satan assist me

 

[[email protected]]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "keeperofstone" wrote:

Perfect example of Tetrahydrocannabionl induced delusions.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "gareth_rankin@" wrote:

I have been a Satanist for around a month now And I really dont know what to make of my experances or what Satan wants of me, because most of the time the way he or Demons comunicate with me are extreamly difficult to understand or interprit. This is not the first time they comunicated with me in this way, around two years ago I asked Satan tosed me Demons to Chill with be my friend, keep me company an you know smoke a joint with on my couch while we watched tv I diden't rly expect it to work well atlest that they would materialise out of thin air and be like yo dude ask and you shall recieve now lets smoke that joint deep down i knew it would never happen like that as fun as it would have been. Few days later I got into an argument with my stupid Jehova witness retard of a mother, It got so out of hand she stoped the car outside the Police station and ran long story short Im assuming now it was the Demons and Satan comunicationg to me through the police but at that time I just thought they where trying to recruit me to be some kind of 007 agent or somthing. As crazy as I sound This is what actually happened they would like Dj my music for me change the lyrics slightley to tell me what to do where to go, They where Annoyingley cryptic with giving me answers or trying to get me to do somthing at the end of those few weeks I sut gave up got so pissed off, I just pretended To go crazy I acted crazy acted like I really was going nutz like rocking back and forth holding my head prtending it was hurting, scratching inside my ear as if I was trying to stop the voices and ringing in my ears lol it worked a little to well because I ended up in a mental institution for like a year. Another year went bye where I was jsut drifting through life basically waiting to die, thinking to myself I rly dont givea fuck who is right be it Jehova or Satan I was like I rly dont care Il just live long enough to see how it all ends. I finally decided to look up some Satanist stuff like summonin Demons and that took me to he oy of Satan website I started reading up on most of the stuff on the website and It just started to make so much senc everything was clear to me I finally felt likeI had a purpose in life. After i Dedicated my soul to Satan I nver felt better in those first two days i got more done than I did in the past year I started feeling like I used to before I went into hospital, but now I finally realise its Satan and his Demons no and not the Police just trying to fuck with me again yet they are still very VERY cryptic annoyingly dfficult to understand I know now they can Hear my thoughts but i cant hear theirs but they do give indicaters when i ask questions in my mind, like they will scratch their nose or flick their hair but I have et to get a clear fucking answer as in someone actually speaking to me face to fucking face. Thats all I am asking for I mean so far It seams like the whole world is in on it and Im like a single player in a MMORPG everyone around me is in on it yet they know i know they are yet they wont actally acknowledge me out loud! Up untill now the way it looksto me is I am Satans son and he is using like tons of his tie and demons to help me out yet im fighting it ina way but im not doing that on purpose tho so please if anyone can please for the love of Satan assist me

yeah well what ever dude thats what doctors told me happened to me two years ago that it was drug induced psychosis but as I already said I pretended to go crazy so id be leftthe fuck alone. I stoped drugs never touched them exp up untill the first few days before new years when i became a Satanist. So please explain to me how I had the same delusions after I started the 6 month course, asking for Azazel to be my demon and giving my soul to Satan? please id love an explanation. assuming most of you on this group have Demons and can talk with them telepathically, see them or what ever how about you ask them wtf is happening to me?

 

[Micama Gmicalzoma]

I just read through the message that I posted last night. The only flaw that I found was "filthy rotten xian program" that part is a little long. This is a common way that some might choose to describe Christianity and it's famous Jew-on-a-stick (jesus christ). It is Filthy, It is Rotten, It is a Program Not a Religion. And Xian is a short way of saying Christianity, there is an X where christ is in the word.

I hope this clears up any confusion you might have had.

 Hail Father Satan!!
Forever in the Service of Satan.
From The Al Jilwah Chapter III:
"I lead to the straight path without a revealed book; I direct aright my beloved and chosen ones by unseen means." - Satan

From: Blufirebomber666 <teammgannon@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Sunday, January 20, 2013 10:20 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] New Satanist Seeking help/ Coven close to my house, fellow Satanist to talk with

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From: "gareth_rankin@..." <gareth_rankin@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, January 20, 2013 1:36 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] New Satanist Seeking help/ Coven close to my house, fellow Satanist to talk with
  I have been a Satanist for around a month now And I really dont know what to make of my experances or what Satan wants of me, because most of the time the way he or Demons comunicate with me are extreamly difficult to understand or interprit. This is not the first time they comunicated with me in this way, around two years ago I asked Satan tosed me Demons to Chill with be my friend, keep me company an you know smoke a joint with on my couch while we watched tv I diden't rly expect it to work well atlest that they would materialise out of thin air and be like yo dude ask and you shall recieve now lets smoke that joint deep down i knew it would never happen like that as fun as it would have been. Few days later I got into an argument with my stupid Jehova witness retard of a mother, It got so out of hand she stoped the car outside the Police station and ran long story short Im assuming now it was the Demons and Satan comunicationg to me through the police but at that time I just thought they where trying to recruit me to be some kind of 007 agent or somthing. As crazy as I sound This is what actually happened they would like Dj my music for me change the lyrics slightley to tell me what to do where to go, They where Annoyingley cryptic with giving me answers or trying to get me to do somthing at the end of those few weeks I sut gave up got so pissed off, I just pretended To go crazy I acted crazy acted like I really was going nutz like rocking back and forth holding my head prtending it was hurting, scratching inside my ear as if I was trying to stop the voices and ringing in my ears lol it worked a little to well because I ended up in a mental institution for like a year. Another year went bye where I was jsut drifting through life basically waiting to die, thinking to myself I rly dont givea fuck who is right be it Jehova or Satan I was like I rly dont care Il just live long enough to see how it all ends. I finally decided to look up some Satanist stuff like summonin Demons and that took me to he oy of Satan website I started reading up on most of the stuff on the website and It just started to make so much senc everything was clear to me I finally felt likeI had a purpose in life. After i Dedicated my soul to Satan I nver felt better in those first two days i got more done than I did in the past year I started feeling like I used to before I went into hospital, but now I finally realise its Satan and his Demons no and not the Police just trying to fuck with me again yet they are still very VERY cryptic annoyingly dfficult to understand I know now they can Hear my thoughts but i cant hear theirs but they do give indicaters when i ask questions in my mind, like they will scratch their nose or flick their hair but I have et to get a clear fucking answer as in someone actually speaking to me face to fucking face. Thats all I am asking for I mean so far It seams like the whole world is in on it and Im like a single player in a MMORPG everyone around me is in on it yet they know i know they are yet they wont actally acknowledge me out loud! Up untill now the way it looksto me is I am Satans son and he is using like tons of his tie and demons to help me out yet im fighting it ina way but im not doing that on purpose tho so please if anyone can please for the love of Satan assist me