Jake,
Thanks for responding and I totally understand you being overwhelmed by the
sheer volume of traffic this group has. High traffic groups can be very
daunting until you find an effective way to manage the volume. Give yourself
a few days and Im sure youll be well on your way to comfort.
Its definitely an odd situation I find myself in being married to a
Christian while being a Satanist. Certainly, I cant share my beliefs with
her because she considers them evil and is frightened by them. But on the
same token, this is someone I love in spite of her obvious delusions. I
realize that she is a product of brainwashing and I hold out the hope that
she will one day disillusioned with the Christian farce and at least become
open to the Satanic. Ive been a Satanist long enough to realize that you
can separate people from their delusions and love the person in spite of
their misconceptions.
Its a balancing act for sure, but one I believe will one day bear fruit.
She is already growing weary of the constant Im a bad person load of crap
that Christianity lays on her and I am confident that will only continue to
grow. I truly believe we will one day raise our voices together in a loud
HAIL SATAN! Delusional? Perhaps, but it is a delusion I am somewhat willing
to accept.
Night Child
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On Behalf Of Jake R
Sent: Wednesday, June 03, 2009 6:44 PM
To:
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Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] New member introduction
NC ~ I just joined like maybe 2 days ago and I have 74 e mails in my Inbox
and am still trying to figure this out. So you won't be asking me for
advice.
But how do you work the Christian Married thing with your new devotion?
Is that even accepted by the FATHER?
Jake
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From: Night Child <
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Subject: [JoyofSatan666] New member introduction
To:
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Date: Tuesday, June 2, 2009, 4:07 PM
Ave Brothers and Sisters in Satan!
I'm a lifelong, generational, theistic Satanist who's recently found the Joy
of Satan and this Yahoo Group. I'm 34 years old, live in rural Oklahoma,
and am a small business owner. For a season, I lost my way and married a
Christian (we are still married) but I have found my way back to our father
and am at peace with Father Satan once again.
I hope to meet everyone soon and I look forward to participating in this
group.
Night Child
