need some help understanding something

[belphegorblackflame]

hello, i have been a member of JoS for 6 years from age 13 to 19. but i have one thing still stuck in my mind.
when i was 10 i was brutally raped and abused by men claiming to be satanists. they used me as a object in there rituals. obviously they were not jos. but how does father satan think about this. why did i have to suffer for them. 
please respond and thank you

 

[Light Yagami]

You were brutally raped, and then you suddenly decided to became a Satanist? Oh hey, that makes perfect sense!

Στις 6:03 μ.μ. Δευτέρα, 12 Μαΐου 2014, ο/η "belphegorblackflame@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:
  hello, i have been a member of JoS for 6 years from age 13 to 19. but i have one thing still stuck in my mind.
when i was 10 i was brutally raped and abused by men claiming to be satanists. they used me as a object in there rituals. obviously they were not jos. but how does father satan think about this. why did i have to suffer for them. 
please respond and thank you

 

[Light Yagami]

*Oops, I meant you were raped by people claiming to be SATANISTS, and then you decided that "Hey! This is the right religion for me! " yeap, this makes perfect sense. Well done!

Στις 12:58 μ.μ. Τρίτη, 13 Μαΐου 2014, ο/η "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:
  You were brutally raped, and then you suddenly decided to became a Satanist? Oh hey, that makes perfect sense!

Στις 6:03 μ.μ. Δευτέρα, 12 Μαΐου 2014, ο/η "belphegorblackflame@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:
  hello, i have been a member of JoS for 6 years from age 13 to 19. but i have one thing still stuck in my mind.
when i was 10 i was brutally raped and abused by men claiming to be satanists. they used me as a object in there rituals. obviously they were not jos. but how does father satan think about this. why did i have to suffer for them. 
please respond and thank you

 

[seth shaw]

@light excuse me. you dont know me or my circumstances please shut the fuck up if you're going to assume that just turned into a satanist beacuse i got raped by people claiming to be one. if you were a actual spiritual satanist you would. feel compassion that one of your own got hurt. but no. now it is my turn to assume. i'm assuming that you're drawn to satanism beacuse you think i will make you seem rough around the edges or something. i have been through the figuritive hell and back. but i still have faith in father satan. i do belive that you are nothing but a coward.  thank you. On Tuesday, May 13, 2014 4:01 AM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:
  *Oops, I meant you were raped by people claiming to be SATANISTS, and then you decided that "Hey! This is the right religion for me! " yeap, this makes perfect sense. Well done!

Στις 12:58 μ.μ. Τρίτη, 13 Μαΐου 2014, ο/η "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:
  You were brutally raped, and then you suddenly decided to became a Satanist? Oh hey, that makes perfect sense!

Στις 6:03 μ.μ. Δευτέρα, 12 Μαΐου 2014, ο/η "belphegorblackflame@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:
  hello, i have been a member of JoS for 6 years from age 13 to 19. but i have one thing still stuck in my mind.
when i was 10 i was brutally raped and abused by men claiming to be satanists. they used me as a object in there rituals. obviously they were not jos. but how does father satan think about this. why did i have to suffer for them. 
please respond and thank you

 

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From: seth shaw belphegorblackflame@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected];
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Subject: Re: Σχετ: [JoyofSatan666] need some help understanding something
Sent: Wed, May 14, 2014 3:28:27 AM

<td val[/IMG]   @light excuse me. you dont know me or my circumstances please shut the fuck up if you're going to assume that just turned into a satanist beacuse i got raped by people claiming to be one. if you were a actual spiritual satanist you would. feel compassion that one of your own got hurt. but no. now it is my turn to assume. i'm assuming that you're drawn to satanism beacuse you think i will make you seem rough around the edges or something. i have been through the figuritive hell and back. but i still have faith in father satan. i do belive that you are nothing but a coward.  thank you. On Tuesday, May 13, 2014 4:01 AM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:
  *Oops, I meant you were raped by people claiming to be SATANISTS, and then you decided that "Hey! This is the right religion for me! " yeap, this makes perfect sense. Well done!

Στις 12:58 μ.μ. Τρίτη, 13 Μαΐου 2014, ο/η "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:
  You were brutally raped, and then you suddenly decided to became a Satanist? Oh hey, that makes perfect sense!

Στις 6:03 μ.μ. Δευτέρα, 12 Μαΐου 2014, ο/η "belphegorblackflame@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:
  hello, i have been a member of JoS for 6 years from age 13 to 19. but i have one thing still stuck in my mind.
when i was 10 i was brutally raped and abused by men claiming to be satanists. they used me as a object in there rituals. obviously they were not jos. but how does father satan think about this. why did i have to suffer for them. 
please respond and thank you





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[Houssem Guesmi]

idk what to respond..., did these men get what they deserve?
what happened is horrible and totally not human.
idk what Father may think of this but i'm sure they are not his people.






On 5/12/14, belphegorblackflame@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

hello, i have been a member of JoS for 6 years from age 13 to 19. but i have
one thing still stuck in my mind.


when i was 10 i was brutally raped and abused by men claiming to be
satanists. they used me as a object in there rituals.
obviously they were not jos. but how does father satan think about this.
why did i have to suffer for them.


please respond and thank you

 

[[email protected]]

I think you were raped by Devil Worshippers who think that Father Satan is the Devil in the xian bible. They worship the devil cause they think it makes them bad asses. These kind of people are the same ones who give Satanism a bad name. Anyway I hope Father Satan continues to give you strength to cope with your tragic past. Stay strong. Heil SataN

 

[neokagashi]

Oi oi, i suggest tone yourself a bit. Light please check what you type before you hit send. Seth i dont think Light intentionally meant to insult you assuming your the topic creator. In the first place if you were a spiritual stanist for as long as you say you were then you need to get over it. It wont do any good brooding. Also six years dedicated and you post something like that in the groups? Why not ask Father Satan himself? Im sure you should be smart enough to know that by now. Spiritual Satanists are compassionate and caring but we dont pity people. Pity is for the weak minded who need to boost their own ego.

 

[Ass Hole]

What you get when you talk to everybody Light, i'll advise you to forget you read this. Hey Seth, isn't it obvious that your message here is not very clear? Your question is not in a way someone who wants to respond can understand it. Maybe you should elaborate. What happened to you? You know we were not there when it happened? What made embrace Satan after it? From there we might be able to tap into the mind of Father through our GDs and find out what Father thinks about it. Thank you.

On May 14, 2014 11:23 AM, "seth shaw belphegorblackflame@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  @light  excuse me. you dont know me or my circumstances please shut the fuck up if you're going to assume that just turned into a satanist beacuse i got raped by people claiming to be one. if you were a actual spiritual satanist you would. feel compassion that one of your own got hurt. but no. now it is my turn to assume. i'm assuming that you're drawn to satanism beacuse you think i will make you seem rough around the edges or something. i have been through the figuritive hell and back. but i still have faith in father satan. i do belive that you are nothing but a coward.  thank you. On Tuesday, May 13, 2014 4:01 AM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  *Oops, I meant you were raped by people claiming to be SATANISTS, and then you decided that "Hey! This is the right religion for me! " yeap, this makes perfect sense. Well done!

Στις 12:58 μ.μ. Τρίτη, 13 Μαΐου 2014, ο/η "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] έγραψε:
  You were brutally raped, and then you suddenly decided to became a Satanist? Oh hey, that makes perfect sense!

Στις 6:03 μ.μ. Δευτέρα, 12 Μαΐου 2014, ο/η "belphegorblackflame@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] έγραψε:
  hello, i have been a member of JoS for 6 years from age 13 to 19. but i have one thing still stuck in my mind.
when i was 10 i was brutally raped and abused by men claiming to be satanists. they used me as a object in there rituals.  obviously they were not jos. but how does father satan think about this. why did i have to suffer for them. 
please respond and thank you

 

[Magus Immortalis]

To the OP, did you ever get counselling for this? If you haven't please consider it. It would help tremendously.You ask questions, and yes,  you deserve the answers. But these are hard questions. Only you can answer them. Or when or if you are open enough, you can ask Lord Satan. You can ask Him in a ritual. He will answer. Just stay open and aware.

On Friday, May 16, 2014 7:40:30 AM, "Houssem Guesmi maeyhim@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  idk what to respond..., did these men get what they deserve?
what happened is horrible and totally not human.
idk what Father may think of this but i'm sure they are not his people.

On 5/12/14, belphegorblackflame@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[email protected] wrote:

hello, i have been a member of JoS for 6 years from age 13 to 19. but i have
one thing still stuck in my mind.


when i was 10 i was brutally raped and abused by men claiming to be
satanists. they used me as a object in there rituals.
obviously they were not jos. but how does father satan think about this.
why did i have to suffer for them.


please respond and thank you