I'm having some trouble with the breathing. It's hard for me to take deep breaths because of my heart. Every other beat it throws in an extra one, which effects my breathing. I can be in the middle of inhaling and that extra beat forces my lungs to kick the air back out. The doctor just did cardio ablation last week where he tried to burn the part of the heart that causes this, but it didn't work. Now he's talking about a pace maker but I can't do that. Is there any other breathing exercises anyone knows of that may not be listed on JOS?
Some days my meditations go great and I can drop down into trance state quickly, but sometimes there are days that I try to meditate, but can't because of my breathing. I get so discouraged with myself on those days because I feel like I'm failing father Enki. I need to find a way to get around this problem so I can continue with my advancement. If anyone has any ideas, please let me know.
On a side note: Does anyone know anything about a demon named Krios? I've asked before, but didn't get a response. I'm not finding much of anything on the internet and this is extremely important to me.
Some days my meditations go great and I can drop down into trance state quickly, but sometimes there are days that I try to meditate, but can't because of my breathing. I get so discouraged with myself on those days because I feel like I'm failing father Enki. I need to find a way to get around this problem so I can continue with my advancement. If anyone has any ideas, please let me know.
On a side note: Does anyone know anything about a demon named Krios? I've asked before, but didn't get a response. I'm not finding much of anything on the internet and this is extremely important to me.