Need basic general info.

[Kristjan Ojamets]

Hello there!

I don't know where to start from ... but i suppose here i go.

I have always been a man who belives in the supernatural , the soul , the mind , Angels , demons etc. I have been searching for awnsers for years and i have had from luck to none. I might even know the awnsers , but i'm just not sure about them.
I'm always looking for the awnser about why us humans are on earth , why don't we have any official info about the existence of Satan / god / Demons / Angels etc. I want to find out my reason to live in this world , it has been very uneasy for my mind and i have seen increased agression which i try to avoid and calm down from more than ever.
Thanks to J.O.S website , i managed to find some very nice info , but i am STILL unsure.
I checked about meditation which got me to finding out where the base Chakra is located , which got me the reason to all my problems right now.
Insecurity , agressive attitude, Fear about things i shouldn't and self pitty ( Constantly bashing how life is shit and how my life is shit ).

My mind is just messed up , i looked up on christianty , its not for me. Too many things you can't do just because they say it. Why do the things excist if we are permitted to do them?

Anyway , reading more about J.O.S made me want to think of joining the Satanism crew in general , but i need more confirm of info about what i read to do it. But i do want to contact a Demon in the end to awnser this question : "What is my purpouse in life? I feel like i'm somehow special but i'm not sure about it. What is the purpouse of humanity? Is it to gain knowledge or something else?"
The Gain knowledge was the main reason i got interested in Satanism.

So here are my questions to the experienced people :

1. Since i started meditation now and i know it can take months to achieve anything , but how can i notice i am making progress? How should i position myself? Should i have anything special nearby that could help increase the progress of it?

2. If i ever get as far as progress and i actually see things with my mind and spirit being more open , is it worth contacting a demon that early or should i wait more?

3. The first day i read up about J.O.S and alot about it , when i went to sleep , i dreamed about a female demon. I was helping someone else with making a contact , but helping her , we got blocked by some guys ( Like a 4 man gang ) and i decided to help. Things turned to the worse and they beat me up and hit me with a knife a few times.
I was expecting the Demon to help me for what i read up , but she didn't , is this a sign or was it my subconcious telling me to stick to my own business?

Thanks for all the upcoming help and info i weill recieve!

 

[Allison P]

I believe humanity's purpose is to, yes, gain knowledge and become as
the Gods/Daemons. That is what Father Satan wants for his people. As
to your questions:

1. All the tools you need for empowering your soul are within you
already. The meditations on the Jos site do work, but as you yourself
stated it takes much time to gain significant progress. Just be
patient, if you are truly considering being a Satanist. This is NOT
something you rush into unless you are truly certain it is what you
desire.

2. You shouldn't really be worrying about contacting a Daemon at this
stage. At least, wait till you dedicate and then try. But really, even
after you dedicate, you should focus on opening and empowering your
chakras and such. Otherwise, you won't be able to see or hear the
Gods, unless they really, really want to talk to you and find a way to
get through. Empowerment is the key here, my friend. That, and
patience.

3. Well, only you can truly judge for certain what your dream meant.
Maybe the daemon didn't help you because she knew you were capable of
handling the situation on your own? Or, it could have been an enemy
entity, trying to dissuade you from the path of Satanism. Or, it could
just have been a dream with no significance. I do not know, but these
are my suggestions. Best of success on finding your true path. Hail
Father Satan and the Gods of Hell!

On 7/10/11, Kristjan Ojamets <manraynor@... wrote:
Hello there!

I don't know where to start from ... but i suppose here i go.

I have always been a man who belives in the supernatural , the soul , the
mind , Angels , demons etc. I have been searching for awnsers for years and
i have had from luck to none. I might even know the awnsers , but i'm just
not sure about them.
I'm always looking for the awnser about why us humans are on earth , why
don't we have any official info about the existence of Satan / god / Demons
/ Angels etc. I want to find out my reason to live in this world , it has
been very uneasy for my mind and i have seen increased agression which i try
to avoid and calm down from more than ever.
Thanks to J.O.S website , i managed to find some very nice info , but i am
STILL unsure.
I checked about meditation which got me to finding out where the base Chakra
is located , which got me the reason to all my problems right now.
Insecurity , agressive attitude, Fear about things i shouldn't and self
pitty ( Constantly bashing how life is shit and how my life is shit ).

My mind is just messed up , i looked up on christianty , its not for me. Too
many things you can't do just because they say it. Why do the things excist
if we are permitted to do them?

Anyway , reading more about J.O.S made me want to think of joining the
Satanism crew in general , but i need more confirm of info about what i read
to do it. But i do want to contact a Demon in the end to awnser this
question : "What is my purpouse in life? I feel like i'm somehow special but
i'm not sure about it. What is the purpouse of humanity? Is it to gain
knowledge or something else?"
The Gain knowledge was the main reason i got interested in Satanism.

So here are my questions to the experienced people :

1. Since i started meditation now and i know it can take months to achieve
anything , but how can i notice i am making progress? How should i position
myself? Should i have anything special nearby that could help increase the
progress of it?

2. If i ever get as far as progress and i actually see things with my mind
and spirit being more open , is it worth contacting a demon that early or
should i wait more?

3. The first day i read up about J.O.S and alot about it , when i went to
sleep , i dreamed about a female demon. I was helping someone else with
making a contact , but helping her , we got blocked by some guys ( Like a 4
man gang ) and i decided to help. Things turned to the worse and they beat
me up and hit me with a knife a few times.
I was expecting the Demon to help me for what i read up , but she didn't ,
is this a sign or was it my subconcious telling me to stick to my own
business?

Thanks for all the upcoming help and info i weill recieve!

 

[Tony1]

I have a question for you, why does meth, rape, murder exist if we are not suppose to do it?

Ave Enki

 

[Haizuru Ishida]

The Jews. Enough said.

Ave Satanas

On Sun Jul 10th, 2011 8:51 PM EDT Tony wrote:

I have a question for you, why does meth, rape, murder exist if we are not suppose to do it?

Ave Enki

 

[Kristjan Ojamets]

Thank you very much for your awnser.

Regarding the dream , i have always had the feeling my dreams have a meaning or show past lives / events and future events , since i see Dejavus very often.

Now i have seen this world in a completly different point of view , i hate all this Money and Power bullshit going on , most of these people are clueless and think that money if the most important thing in life , when for me its Knowledge. I mean hell , when i was at school , i was the only one in class that thought that what Hitler was doing was a right thing and people didn't want to discuss about it when they "knew" what i was saying was wrong.

I have one question thought , does Father Satan understand anyone and everyone? That is if i make progress in my meditation and i sence something , should i talk to it in my own language ( Estonian ) or English? I know it is a stupid question as to logicaly they should understand anyway , but i'm just asking anyway.

If i make progress , i will update this thread.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

I believe humanity's purpose is to, yes, gain knowledge and become as
the Gods/Daemons. That is what Father Satan wants for his people. As
to your questions:

1. All the tools you need for empowering your soul are within you
already. The meditations on the Jos site do work, but as you yourself
stated it takes much time to gain significant progress. Just be
patient, if you are truly considering being a Satanist. This is NOT
something you rush into unless you are truly certain it is what you
desire.

2. You shouldn't really be worrying about contacting a Daemon at this
stage. At least, wait till you dedicate and then try. But really, even
after you dedicate, you should focus on opening and empowering your
chakras and such. Otherwise, you won't be able to see or hear the
Gods, unless they really, really want to talk to you and find a way to
get through. Empowerment is the key here, my friend. That, and
patience.

3. Well, only you can truly judge for certain what your dream meant.
Maybe the daemon didn't help you because she knew you were capable of
handling the situation on your own? Or, it could have been an enemy
entity, trying to dissuade you from the path of Satanism. Or, it could
just have been a dream with no significance. I do not know, but these
are my suggestions. Best of success on finding your true path. Hail
Father Satan and the Gods of Hell!

On 7/10/11, Kristjan Ojamets <manraynor@... wrote:
Hello there!

I don't know where to start from ... but i suppose here i go.

I have always been a man who belives in the supernatural , the soul , the
mind , Angels , demons etc. I have been searching for awnsers for years and
i have had from luck to none. I might even know the awnsers , but i'm just
not sure about them.
I'm always looking for the awnser about why us humans are on earth , why
don't we have any official info about the existence of Satan / god / Demons
/ Angels etc. I want to find out my reason to live in this world , it has
been very uneasy for my mind and i have seen increased agression which i try
to avoid and calm down from more than ever.
Thanks to J.O.S website , i managed to find some very nice info , but i am
STILL unsure.
I checked about meditation which got me to finding out where the base Chakra
is located , which got me the reason to all my problems right now.
Insecurity , agressive attitude, Fear about things i shouldn't and self
pitty ( Constantly bashing how life is shit and how my life is shit ).

My mind is just messed up , i looked up on christianty , its not for me. Too
many things you can't do just because they say it. Why do the things excist
if we are permitted to do them?

Anyway , reading more about J.O.S made me want to think of joining the
Satanism crew in general , but i need more confirm of info about what i read
to do it. But i do want to contact a Demon in the end to awnser this
question : "What is my purpouse in life? I feel like i'm somehow special but
i'm not sure about it. What is the purpouse of humanity? Is it to gain
knowledge or something else?"
The Gain knowledge was the main reason i got interested in Satanism.

So here are my questions to the experienced people :

1. Since i started meditation now and i know it can take months to achieve
anything , but how can i notice i am making progress? How should i position
myself? Should i have anything special nearby that could help increase the
progress of it?

2. If i ever get as far as progress and i actually see things with my mind
and spirit being more open , is it worth contacting a demon that early or
should i wait more?

3. The first day i read up about J.O.S and alot about it , when i went to
sleep , i dreamed about a female demon. I was helping someone else with
making a contact , but helping her , we got blocked by some guys ( Like a 4
man gang ) and i decided to help. Things turned to the worse and they beat
me up and hit me with a knife a few times.
I was expecting the Demon to help me for what i read up , but she didn't ,
is this a sign or was it my subconcious telling me to stick to my own
business?

Thanks for all the upcoming help and info i weill recieve!