My Thoughts and Satan

[Yoyo]

Know what is in my heart? I really don't know.

I feel Much Respect,And love towards Him.I want to fight for Him.
I want Freedom.I want us to Prevail.I am thankful to Satan,and to His Demons.And i know that words are not enough.

But sometimes my mind (On its own,or under Attack) is telling many bad things to Satan.I know that these are of no importance,because they originate from my old self/or enemy attacks.When i spot these thoughts,i let them vanish,and i tell CONSCIOUSLY to Satan,That it wasn't me.

But i just want a bit of reassurance.Does Satan Understand that these things don't proceed from Me?I am Sure he Does.

There are even blasphemous thoughts in my mind.These often take my voice,and are things like : Satan Leave me . And such bullshit.

I prayed to Satan and i told Him sincerly and with an Open heart,to never listen to these voices.Because these originate from my old-low self.

I asked Him to only Listen to my Part That is OF Him and with Him.And not nothing else from my invaded thoughts.


He's Understanding.I can Feel it.

I can't put how i feel in words.Words are so fucking empty.

I live for the Days of Satan.As a Fighter and As a Disciple i Pledge my Heart and my Soul to Father Satan.For now and for All eternity.I Fully Consciously make this decision.

I love you Father Satan.I love you Satanic Family.

HAIL SATAN!
HAIL TO ANY DEMON AND SOUL UNDER SATAN!

 

[unseeliegirl]

Yoyo,
I hear where you are coming from. The enemy has lost, and wishes to take down all they can with them, which would mean Father's children and followers.
Father Satan understand what comes from us and what doesn't. He knows us inside and out! So no worries. Keep fighting! You're strong.
For the longest time (and still now, only more subtly) I would think perverted, hateful, angry thoughts towards myself, towards others, and now, there are very subtle seeds of doubt and confusion about Father, Satanism, planted in my head, in my thoughts, in my voice, or a voice that *pretends* to my GD. It is the enemy.

Glad to hear that you are dealing very well with this, keep it up. It's encouraging to know that this is not new, to me, to you, to all of Father's children.
Father has won the war. The enemy has lost. But we must continue fighting.

Your post was beautiful, honest, compelling. It hit something deep in me. But then again, I am pretty sure I wrote something akin to this on another JoS forum, regarding another one of your posts, lol. -.-

Only in these JoS forums, and only with other Satanists have I spoken to, know of what real and true, deep love is.
Those fucking filthy jews, xians, and imposter religions do not know what love is.
That filthy fucking thoughtform of a *holy spirit* does not know what true love is. It is false, hopeless, disgusting and a virus, like that wormy robot thing that shoved itself into Neo's belly button in the Matrix movie.

I, too, pledge my soul, body and spirit to Father Satan, to serve Him, fight for Him and help Him in all ways, from now to eternity, and beyond. I love Father Satan, and I feel love in and towards my brothers and sisters in Father, who have helped me, and whom I have seen help others.
May Father Satan, Lord Enlil, Lord Andromalius, all the Gods and Demons of Hell, and all present here be witness to this.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Yoyo" <kung_fukistas@... wrote:

Know what is in my heart? I really don't know.

I feel Much Respect,And love towards Him.I want to fight for Him.
I want Freedom.I want us to Prevail.I am thankful to Satan,and to His Demons.And i know that words are not enough.

But sometimes my mind (On its own,or under Attack) is telling many bad things to Satan.I know that these are of no importance,because they originate from my old self/or enemy attacks.When i spot these thoughts,i let them vanish,and i tell CONSCIOUSLY to Satan,That it wasn't me.

But i just want a bit of reassurance.Does Satan Understand that these things don't proceed from Me?I am Sure he Does.

There are even blasphemous thoughts in my mind.These often take my voice,and are things like : Satan Leave me . And such bullshit.

I prayed to Satan and i told Him sincerly and with an Open heart,to never listen to these voices.Because these originate from my old-low self.

I asked Him to only Listen to my Part That is OF Him and with Him.And not nothing else from my invaded thoughts.


He's Understanding.I can Feel it.

I can't put how i feel in words.Words are so fucking empty.

I live for the Days of Satan.As a Fighter and As a Disciple i Pledge my Heart and my Soul to Father Satan.For now and for All eternity.I Fully Consciously make this decision.

I love you Father Satan.I love you Satanic Family.

HAIL SATAN!
HAIL TO ANY DEMON AND SOUL UNDER SATAN!