Silver Serpent
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I have a relative that I live with who been off and on with spiritualism for the past 15 years or so. She was actually the one who inspired me to take this path. However, our approach to commitment is very different.
A few weeks ago my relative decided to open her Clairaudience points. She's a very sensitive person to opening meditations. It's very inspiring to see how easy it for her to use new abilities. But, it came with a price this time.
We've always known there to be a "presence" or "entity" in our house. Many visitors and relatives have seen it. I've seen it at the foot of my bed. We've all described is as a young girl. We called it "the roommate" and never really thought anything of it. There was a time when I would have sleep paralysis constantly, but at the time, I didn't put two and two together.
My relative is dedicated, but she's terrible with staying consistent. After she opens her Clairaudience points, she started acting very lazy, irritated, and argumentative. We've always butt heads so I thought maybe she was stressed about something. Her behavior gradually worsened for the next 4 days. On the 4th day she called me telling me that she heard voices in her head. Voices telling her that "they" didn't like me. That I was useless and annoying. She ended the call saying she was scared.
I immediately stopped my day and went home. I had a bad feeling and started to remember her Clairaudience meditation. Suspecting something was influencing her. When I got home, she had this annoyed and nervous look in her face. Her eyes were shifty. I didn't recognize the person in front of me. I knew I had to banish something and clean the energy around me.
I opened the curtains and windows, played some music and sat down with my relative. I wanted to see what I was dealing with before I started doing a banishing ritual. I started asking her questions and what song she wanted to hear. Immediately she was defensive and spoke in short passive aggressive sentences. "I don't know!" "Why are you looking at me!"
At that point, I didn't feel like I'm talking to my relative. I start to become aggressive myself. Showing the entity, or whatever, that I'm not afraid of it. It tells me it's not doing anything wrong. To leave it alone and go away. I start raising my energy with the 666 meditation. I also revisit the banishing ritual page. I start to chant VINASA and combine that with tips I read from a protecting your home forum.
It was very taxing and intense. I knew I was making this entity uncomfortable, but I didn't feel powerful enough to banish it. I called my relative's sister for help. She is also dedicated. But, she was at work and couldn't help me at that moment. So I decide to ask the Gods for help. As I get ready to perform a formal ritual. My relative is mocking me. Saying that I look stupid. Comparing me to Merlin and that I don't know what I'm doing. I reassure it that I know exactly what I'm doing.
After I set everything up, I ask the gods to help me clean and restore my relative. At that moment, the entity felt fear. I continued to chant and banish the entity. My relative falls asleep and I stop. When she wakes up, she seems better but still a bit off.
We talk about the situation, she had forgotten most of my ritual and told me the parts she remembers. She remembered feeling like she was being pricked during my ritual, the entity mocking me, and that it should've kept its kitchen knife when I stopped her from leaving the room. She remembered the entity not understanding why I was upset. It feeling fear when I asked the God's for help as I pointed at the cardinal directions.
I continued to watch her because I wasn't fully convinced she was better yet. We went out to eat and talked some more at home. A few hours later she threw something up. Then she seemed to be her old self. She has been okay ever since.
The whole experience was scary, frustrating, and tiring. I did my best with what I could find and what I read before on Jos. I also want to give a huge THANK YOU to Enki, Enlil, Astaroth, and Azazel! I felt so much safer and at ease when the Gods came to help me. Only then was I making real progress. I am forever grateful!
Was this some kind of influence, possession, or something? I would love to learn more about what I experienced if someone has more knowledge about this.
A few weeks ago my relative decided to open her Clairaudience points. She's a very sensitive person to opening meditations. It's very inspiring to see how easy it for her to use new abilities. But, it came with a price this time.
We've always known there to be a "presence" or "entity" in our house. Many visitors and relatives have seen it. I've seen it at the foot of my bed. We've all described is as a young girl. We called it "the roommate" and never really thought anything of it. There was a time when I would have sleep paralysis constantly, but at the time, I didn't put two and two together.
My relative is dedicated, but she's terrible with staying consistent. After she opens her Clairaudience points, she started acting very lazy, irritated, and argumentative. We've always butt heads so I thought maybe she was stressed about something. Her behavior gradually worsened for the next 4 days. On the 4th day she called me telling me that she heard voices in her head. Voices telling her that "they" didn't like me. That I was useless and annoying. She ended the call saying she was scared.
I immediately stopped my day and went home. I had a bad feeling and started to remember her Clairaudience meditation. Suspecting something was influencing her. When I got home, she had this annoyed and nervous look in her face. Her eyes were shifty. I didn't recognize the person in front of me. I knew I had to banish something and clean the energy around me.
I opened the curtains and windows, played some music and sat down with my relative. I wanted to see what I was dealing with before I started doing a banishing ritual. I started asking her questions and what song she wanted to hear. Immediately she was defensive and spoke in short passive aggressive sentences. "I don't know!" "Why are you looking at me!"
At that point, I didn't feel like I'm talking to my relative. I start to become aggressive myself. Showing the entity, or whatever, that I'm not afraid of it. It tells me it's not doing anything wrong. To leave it alone and go away. I start raising my energy with the 666 meditation. I also revisit the banishing ritual page. I start to chant VINASA and combine that with tips I read from a protecting your home forum.
It was very taxing and intense. I knew I was making this entity uncomfortable, but I didn't feel powerful enough to banish it. I called my relative's sister for help. She is also dedicated. But, she was at work and couldn't help me at that moment. So I decide to ask the Gods for help. As I get ready to perform a formal ritual. My relative is mocking me. Saying that I look stupid. Comparing me to Merlin and that I don't know what I'm doing. I reassure it that I know exactly what I'm doing.
After I set everything up, I ask the gods to help me clean and restore my relative. At that moment, the entity felt fear. I continued to chant and banish the entity. My relative falls asleep and I stop. When she wakes up, she seems better but still a bit off.
We talk about the situation, she had forgotten most of my ritual and told me the parts she remembers. She remembered feeling like she was being pricked during my ritual, the entity mocking me, and that it should've kept its kitchen knife when I stopped her from leaving the room. She remembered the entity not understanding why I was upset. It feeling fear when I asked the God's for help as I pointed at the cardinal directions.
I continued to watch her because I wasn't fully convinced she was better yet. We went out to eat and talked some more at home. A few hours later she threw something up. Then she seemed to be her old self. She has been okay ever since.
The whole experience was scary, frustrating, and tiring. I did my best with what I could find and what I read before on Jos. I also want to give a huge THANK YOU to Enki, Enlil, Astaroth, and Azazel! I felt so much safer and at ease when the Gods came to help me. Only then was I making real progress. I am forever grateful!
Was this some kind of influence, possession, or something? I would love to learn more about what I experienced if someone has more knowledge about this.