My Poem to Father

[spencerlfa]

After 3 months I struggled, because of Christmas time some things happened and I couldn't meditate. I felt like the world was consuming me and I was being controlled by materialistic things. This was a traumatic experience for me, but sometimes you need to take 1 step back to advance 30 yards forward. I now am back to my routine and I feel stronger than ever, I now experienced how bad things can get and this serves as a motivation, I don't live in fear anymore.

While I walked under the shadow,
You took me by the hand,
Father, the embodiment of love
didn't let me drown in sand.


Forging lies is what they do best,
pouring curses into my soul.
Lost like a black sheep
I was found in the darkest of the holes.

But out of the womb I came,
with the mark of the "beast"
So all the skin diseased,
Will shred if I insist.

I'll paint the world
in black red and blue
And while I sing under your banner
Father, they will get what is due.



No matter how bad things may be, always remember we SS are strong. Father is there for us, he understands our struggles. Sometimes we must feel destroyed inside to create. Take all the bad things and turn them into positive. I'm stronger than ever.

AVE SATANI and the Gods of DUAT.

 

[Austin Robb]

This massivly spoke to me...

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3

On Dec 30, 2012, at 4:25 PM, "spencerlfa" <igorbedzor@... wrote:

  After 3 months I struggled, because of Christmas time some things happened and I couldn't meditate. I felt like the world was consuming me and I was being controlled by materialistic things. This was a traumatic experience for me, but sometimes you need to take 1 step back to advance 30 yards forward. I now am back to my routine and I feel stronger than ever, I now experienced how bad things can get and this serves as a motivation, I don't live in fear anymore.

While I walked under the shadow,
You took me by the hand,
Father, the embodiment of love
didn't let me drown in sand.

Forging lies is what they do best,
pouring curses into my soul.
Lost like a black sheep
I was found in the darkest of the holes.

But out of the womb I came,
with the mark of the "beast"
So all the skin diseased,
Will shred if I insist.

I'll paint the world
in black red and blue
And while I sing under your banner
Father, they will get what is due.

No matter how bad things may be, always remember we SS are strong. Father is there for us, he understands our struggles. Sometimes we must feel destroyed inside to create. Take all the bad things and turn them into positive. I'm stronger than ever.

AVE SATANI and the Gods of DUAT.

 

[Celina]

This was powerful. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "spencerlfa" <igorbedzor@... wrote:

After 3 months I struggled, because of Christmas time some things happened and I couldn't meditate. I felt like the world was consuming me and I was being controlled by materialistic things. This was a traumatic experience for me, but sometimes you need to take 1 step back to advance 30 yards forward. I now am back to my routine and I feel stronger than ever, I now experienced how bad things can get and this serves as a motivation, I don't live in fear anymore.

While I walked under the shadow,
You took me by the hand,
Father, the embodiment of love
didn't let me drown in sand.


Forging lies is what they do best,
pouring curses into my soul.
Lost like a black sheep
I was found in the darkest of the holes.

But out of the womb I came,
with the mark of the "beast"
So all the skin diseased,
Will shred if I insist.

I'll paint the world
in black red and blue
And while I sing under your banner
Father, they will get what is due.



No matter how bad things may be, always remember we SS are strong. Father is there for us, he understands our struggles. Sometimes we must feel destroyed inside to create. Take all the bad things and turn them into positive. I'm stronger than ever.

AVE SATANI and the Gods of DUAT.