when i first dedicated myself to enki, years ago, i started a book of shadows. mostly i put my spellwork n thier, contacts with different entities, and a few journal entries.
this book was taken by two brothers that my husband and i always considered close friends almost like family. they read it. then they started calling our family members telling them how it was dedicated to satan etc. i have always respected my christian family by not involving them in my personal choice of religion because i knew that they would take it wrong and feel obliged to intervene. the older brother then contacted my mother in law whom i just had to move back in with, not my husband or myself. he took the book to her work and gave it to her. she felt compelled to destroy it.
needless to say i'm upset, i had alot of work in that book. other than religion there where loose pages in there where my husband had released some venom after one of my flashbacks. i know its therapeutic to get it out so u can release it and let it go and was holding the pages for a component in a spell aimed at releasing your pain. so now he is being asked when we are getting divorced as well. this is far from the fact, we are strongly tied and plan to grow old together.
this is not the first incident of theft this year, over and over are we stolen from. over and over are we the fodder of gossip. id like my privacy back!
this book was taken by two brothers that my husband and i always considered close friends almost like family. they read it. then they started calling our family members telling them how it was dedicated to satan etc. i have always respected my christian family by not involving them in my personal choice of religion because i knew that they would take it wrong and feel obliged to intervene. the older brother then contacted my mother in law whom i just had to move back in with, not my husband or myself. he took the book to her work and gave it to her. she felt compelled to destroy it.
needless to say i'm upset, i had alot of work in that book. other than religion there where loose pages in there where my husband had released some venom after one of my flashbacks. i know its therapeutic to get it out so u can release it and let it go and was holding the pages for a component in a spell aimed at releasing your pain. so now he is being asked when we are getting divorced as well. this is far from the fact, we are strongly tied and plan to grow old together.
this is not the first incident of theft this year, over and over are we stolen from. over and over are we the fodder of gossip. id like my privacy back!
