When you are in the church you can tune out of what they say there and focus on, for example, mantras in your mind or even doing final rtr in your mind and so on. Up to you, but know that Gods are way above our current understanding and also in compassion among other things and they know well of your situation and they do not hate you for it. Just make the best of a bad situation.
You can, and should always keep your cleaning on and do aura of protection to protect yourself form negative influences from xianity amoing ohter things. Do final rtr and tetra ritual, preferably daily. If neccessary, bind your mother that she does not push these things to you in such an extreme manner anymore. Gather power and knowledge first though, and be cunning.
If it is possible to avoid to visit the xian church and praying than do it. But if it is not possible than visit a church is a very good time to practice black magic to hurt xians etc: you create with your power of mind a black death energy and you send it to the priest's soul and programe it mentally to kill him or you can burn up the church with pyrokinesis (if you are strong enough for this)
If it is possible to avoid to visit the xian church and praying than do it. But if it is not possible than visit a church is a very good time to practice black magic to hurt xians etc: you create with your power of mind a black death energy and you send it to the priest's soul and programe it mentally to kill him or you can burn up the church with pyrokinesis (if you are strong enough for this)
If it is possible to avoid to visit the xian church and praying than do it. But if it is not possible than visit a church is a very good time to practice black magic to hurt xians etc: you create with your power of mind a black death energy and you send it to the priest's soul and programe it mentally to kill him or you can burn up the church with pyrokinesis (if you are strong enough for this)
If it is possible to avoid to visit the xian church and praying than do it. But if it is not possible than visit a church is a very good time to practice black magic to hurt xians etc: you create with your power of mind a black death energy and you send it to the priest's soul and programe it mentally to kill him or you can burn up the church with pyrokinesis (if you are strong enough for this)
Know that the Gods have your back when you are forced to do such things by your Mom.
Intention matters a lot. As long as your heart lies towards the Gods, there's zero need to worry about the Gods being angry with you.
Also, plan something for the long term where you can avoid doing such things but still maintain your relationship with your Mother. This is vital. This plan can take months or years but you should have something in the long term. Ask Sir Satan's guidance in building a plan like this.