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For those unaware of this meditation, or for quick reference:
http://www.666blacksun.com/Egyptian666.html
Performing the meditation isn't the issue (with the slight visualization and feeling issues, but as of right now thats a given), my questions are on the aftermath.
Once I'm finished hitting speed of light and focusing on the energy for a few mins, I feel stiff and very stuck kind of. My body feels filled up (I guessed that was energy) but exactly why do I NOT feel like moving? For instance, I'll try to move my arm and it feels a little jerky and frozen. I don't want to keep my eyes open either and basically my body feels like being completely stationary with my eyes closed,like shutting down (not sleeping just resting).
*Is there a specific reason for this resting reaction*?
Also, I'm supposed to perform it daily until the vibration is permanent, and I know its permanent when I can constantly feel the pulsation on my energy field. But the problem is that I don't actually know where to focus. When I read energy field I thought "Aura", so I focused there but it didn't feel quite right, so I concentrated on a matrix covering my body (well thats how I visualized it, kind of like blue lines everywhere) and it also felt awkward (and not in the good way).
*So where exactly should I focus when it says energy field?*
-Sraisus
--Hail the Great Gods of Duat!
--Praise be onto SET the Lord of Darkness!
--May the Star of Astaroth forever Burn a Black Night in thy Heart!
http://www.666blacksun.com/Egyptian666.html
Performing the meditation isn't the issue (with the slight visualization and feeling issues, but as of right now thats a given), my questions are on the aftermath.
Once I'm finished hitting speed of light and focusing on the energy for a few mins, I feel stiff and very stuck kind of. My body feels filled up (I guessed that was energy) but exactly why do I NOT feel like moving? For instance, I'll try to move my arm and it feels a little jerky and frozen. I don't want to keep my eyes open either and basically my body feels like being completely stationary with my eyes closed,like shutting down (not sleeping just resting).
*Is there a specific reason for this resting reaction*?
Also, I'm supposed to perform it daily until the vibration is permanent, and I know its permanent when I can constantly feel the pulsation on my energy field. But the problem is that I don't actually know where to focus. When I read energy field I thought "Aura", so I focused there but it didn't feel quite right, so I concentrated on a matrix covering my body (well thats how I visualized it, kind of like blue lines everywhere) and it also felt awkward (and not in the good way).
*So where exactly should I focus when it says energy field?*
-Sraisus
--Hail the Great Gods of Duat!
--Praise be onto SET the Lord of Darkness!
--May the Star of Astaroth forever Burn a Black Night in thy Heart!