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[email protected][/url], "felix_valentine_000" <t.ulanowicz@... wrote:
I haven't really been able to consciously point the solar chakra facing down because it always makes me start to feel like I'm suffocating. I've been sticking to it's energy point up into my heart chakra and it makes me feel so much better, and rejuvenated. It's difficult keeping the circulation going though. This one certain medication the "Doctors" put me on (Clozaril) drastically lowered my white blood cell count and gave me noticeable cardiovascular problems. Not to mention I was a smoker during that time as well. (The other mental patients would practically give them to me.) So my heart chakra is significantly weaker than it used to be.
Givng me Haldol caused my entire body to stiffen up into a tense, paralytic state, being fully awake but unable to move. It was terribly nightmarish, actually.
That and they've put me on some 10~20 other medications throughout my stays there. I'm in my 20's and my physical body is in terrible condition from it all.
Overall it felt like the medication they put me on dissolved major portions of myself and left me pissing myself out. Like they've blatantly stolen parts of me with all their "Mental" help they've given me. Trying to wither me down into a pathetic shell of my former being.
It's left me feeling so utterly infuriated that it would bring me great pleasure to personally torture and brutalize all those responsible for putting me through all that.
Granted, I put myself in there after having attempted suicide. So basically everyone, excluding myself.
One day I hope to see Big Pharma burned down to the ground for marketing their disgusting poison.
Hail Satan!
Hail the Gods of Hell!
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[email protected][/url], "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@ wrote:
This meditation & the asanas i drew re really good workings for the
solar chakra and release a lot of energy there while opening it
also helps to empower
DO this positions and visualize and vibrate runic Reda or Raum( for
advance)
on solar coming in from back , front and sides, to inside chakra 666
filling w/ gold energy , absorbing ( Do this 10 times)
Aum 9x on aura along w/ gold energy
then spin the chakra
* vibrate the runes on same time u re doing the poses*
[Solar plexu meditation]
[Solar plexus Meditation]