losing faith. need advise

[johny_dudee]

i have been a spiritual satanist for about 2 years know.
i meditate for 2-3 hours a day and go into astral projection about
ones a week. i use to be a christian like most of you here.
i would like to thank the site for the amount of information given on power meditation when it is so hard to find elsewhere. but i came to a realization the other day. i know theres no christian god. and i also thought that was the point of there bible in the first place.
I am the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, that which is, that which was, and that which is to come. Revelations 1:8

That quote describes "life", not an old man in the sky, or a god that looks human.

but thats not my point. my point is i have done the dedication right a long time ago and have tried a number of times to communicate with father satan and demons even my guardian in meditation and in astral body with no results. so you see my dilemma. if i where to accept second handed truth i would be a close minded christian wouldn't i?. so here's my question. what am i doing wrong? how can this be self-proved.and how do i go about with it.(i have already done everything recommended on the site)

 

[Don Danko]

Honestly your just trying to  BS us all here. Run along back to your troll cave.
From: johny_dudee <johny_dudee@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, July 12, 2013 6:40:58 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] losing faith. need advise
  i have been a spiritual satanist for about 2 years know.
i meditate for 2-3 hours a day and go into astral projection about
ones a week. i use to be a christian like most of you here.
i would like to thank the site for the amount of information given on power meditation when it is so hard to find elsewhere. but i came to a realization the other day. i know theres no christian god. and i also thought that was the point of there bible in the first place.
I am the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, that which is, that which was, and that which is to come. Revelations 1:8

That quote describes "life", not an old man in the sky, or a god that looks human.

but thats not my point. my point is i have done the dedication right a long time ago and have tried a number of times to communicate with father satan and demons even my guardian in meditation and in astral body with no results. so you see my dilemma. if i where to accept second handed truth i would be a close minded christian wouldn't i?. so here's my question. what am i doing wrong? how can this be self-proved.and how do i go about with it.(i have already done everything recommended on the site)

 

[Abelardo Newingham]

He is? Wow... They get really in depth with their stories then :|

Sent from my iPhone

On Jul 13, 2013, at 3:29 AM, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

  Honestly your just trying to  BS us all here. Run along back to your troll cave.
From: johny_dudee <johny_dudee@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, July 12, 2013 6:40:58 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] losing faith. need advise
  i have been a spiritual satanist for about 2 years know.
i meditate for 2-3 hours a day and go into astral projection about
ones a week. i use to be a christian like most of you here.
i would like to thank the site for the amount of information given on power meditation when it is so hard to find elsewhere. but i came to a realization the other day. i know theres no christian god. and i also thought that was the point of there bible in the first place.
I am the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, that which is, that which was, and that which is to come. Revelations 1:8

That quote describes "life", not an old man in the sky, or a god that looks human.

but thats not my point. my point is i have done the dedication right a long time ago and have tried a number of times to communicate with father satan and demons even my guardian in meditation and in astral body with no results. so you see my dilemma. if i where to accept second handed truth i would be a close minded christian wouldn't i?. so here's my question. what am i doing wrong? how can this be self-proved.and how do i go about with it.(i have already done everything recommended on the site)

 

[[email protected]]

yeah, the automated spam mails are catching up too ! kind of scary actually...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Abelardo Newingham <d.newingham@... wrote:

He is? Wow... They get really in depth with their stories then :|

Sent from my iPhone

On Jul 13, 2013, at 3:29 AM, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

Honestly your just trying to BS us all here. Run along back to your troll cave.

From: johny_dudee <johny_dudee@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, July 12, 2013 6:40:58 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] losing faith. need advise

i have been a spiritual satanist for about 2 years know.
i meditate for 2-3 hours a day and go into astral projection about
ones a week. i use to be a christian like most of you here.
i would like to thank the site for the amount of information given on power meditation when it is so hard to find elsewhere. but i came to a realization the other day. i know theres no christian god. and i also thought that was the point of there bible in the first place.
I am the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, that which is, that which was, and that which is to come. Revelations 1:8

That quote describes "life", not an old man in the sky, or a god that looks human.

but thats not my point. my point is i have done the dedication right a long time ago and have tried a number of times to communicate with father satan and demons even my guardian in meditation and in astral body with no results. so you see my dilemma. if i where to accept second handed truth i would be a close minded christian wouldn't i?. so here's my question. what am i doing wrong? how can this be self-proved.and how do i go about with it.(i have already done everything recommended on the site)

 

[Don Danko]

Is there a law of science stating that trolls can't be creative in their tales? Its designed to build emotional appeal which makes it more effective.
From: "bunpuppet@..." <bunpuppet@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, July 13, 2013 10:54:51 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: losing faith. need advise
  yeah, the automated spam mails are catching up too ! kind of scary actually...

--- In mailto:JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com, Abelardo Newingham <d.newingham@... wrote:

He is? Wow... They get really in depth with their stories then :|

Sent from my iPhone

On Jul 13, 2013, at 3:29 AM, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

Honestly your just trying to BS us all here. Run along back to your troll cave.

From: johny_dudee <johny_dudee@...
To: mailto:JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com
Sent: Friday, July 12, 2013 6:40:58 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] losing faith. need advise

i have been a spiritual satanist for about 2 years know.
i meditate for 2-3 hours a day and go into astral projection about
ones a week. i use to be a christian like most of you here.
i would like to thank the site for the amount of information given on power meditation when it is so hard to find elsewhere. but i came to a realization the other day. i know theres no christian god. and i also thought that was the point of there bible in the first place.
I am the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, that which is, that which was, and that which is to come. Revelations 1:8

That quote describes "life", not an old man in the sky, or a god that looks human.

but thats not my point. my point is i have done the dedication right a long time ago and have tried a number of times to communicate with father satan and demons even my guardian in meditation and in astral body with no results. so you see my dilemma. if i where to accept second handed truth i would be a close minded christian wouldn't i?. so here's my question. what am i doing wrong? how can this be self-proved.and how do i go about with it.(i have already done everything recommended on the site)

 

[[email protected]]

Your shoving jewish bullshit on this group. And obviously you havent taken the rules of this group seriously go back under your bridge you troll scum

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "johny_dudee" <johny_dudee@... wrote:

i have been a spiritual satanist for about 2 years know.
i meditate for 2-3 hours a day and go into astral projection about
ones a week. i use to be a christian like most of you here.
i would like to thank the site for the amount of information given on power meditation when it is so hard to find elsewhere. but i came to a realization the other day. i know theres no christian god. and i also thought that was the point of there bible in the first place.
I am the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, that which is, that which was, and that which is to come. Revelations 1:8

That quote describes "life", not an old man in the sky, or a god that looks human.

but thats not my point. my point is i have done the dedication right a long time ago and have tried a number of times to communicate with father satan and demons even my guardian in meditation and in astral body with no results. so you see my dilemma. if i where to accept second handed truth i would be a close minded christian wouldn't i?. so here's my question. what am i doing wrong? how can this be self-proved.and how do i go about with it.(i have already done everything recommended on the site)

 

[Botan shijo]

Hi there

Maybe your interpretation of Revelations 1:8 is correct... maybe... but regardless, i still think the bible is a worthless piece of garbage, if it's fake, it's fake, if it's not, it's still trash to me, why?... let us imagine that the xtian god do exist... believing he does exist was what brought me here in the first place...

What are the xtian's god 4 main attributes according to the bible?

Love, Justice, Mercy and Power...

Love?... Worship me or die in the judgment day... something does not add up here... And no, you won't find those exact words nowhere in the bible but basically that is what will happen if you don't do it.

Justice?... paying for other's crimes is just? because according to the bible we are all imperfect because god's failure (aka Adam) ate a fucking apple and doomed all mankind in doing so... i think justice fits him well...

Mercy?... I am not to blame for being imperfect, his failure is, but now that i am a defective good i need to be erased when the judgment day comes... The bible makes it pretty clear that those who don't love god will be punished in the end, i am pretty sure they weren't talking about a week without internet...

Power... he can shove it up his holy ass... and yes, i never questioned his power before, i did not questioned it when i came looking for Satan, and i did not questioned it when i made my dedication ritual, i was sure i was going to die when i did it but i simply did not give a flying fuck about it, i even came here thinking Satan was what i was taught all my life, i did not came here for loving Satan but for hating what he hates the most, the other religions, i am not even going to get started with Islam...

Then we have hypocrisy, according to xtian teachings, heavy metal, sex for pleasure, drugs and a lot of other stuff is considered to be "the devils work", well, i know a lot of xtians that like to get drunk when they go out, i know some who do drugs, they can't resist a nice ass in a miniskirt etc etc etc, but they insist on spiting on our father's face when they like what our father supposedly provided them (according to their own teachings).

Then we have fanaticism, narrow-minded fanatics that if you ever dare to question their beliefs arguing with science they will call it heresy, blasphemy and call you an apostate, nowadays they can't do shit against you but those who dared question their beliefs in the old days were burned alive, even guys suffering with diseases they did not knew like epilepsy were burned because they thought they were possessed, bottom line, the xtians religion murdered more people then any civilization to ever exist, they even demanded wars like the crusades and in the end they murdered the templars who fought for them.

I don't know what a demon can do, i never had any interaction with any so far, like you, but trust me some xtians would probably prefer to meet one then me.

What i am trying to get across is... Satanism is the way, even if Satan and demons do not exist, i am here to oppose xtians, but if Satan exists (which i am pretty sure he does) and i can count on his aid on this (gives me chills just thinking about it) and at the same time improve my personal life then i am willing to go as far as i have to establish a connection with him and whoever he sends my way.

I don't think satanism is about what we believe, it is about who we are and what moves us, what brought us here, i maybe new around here but deep inside i always respected our father and in some way, i always liked him, i don't dare lying about my feelings towards him so i am not going to say i love him, so far, he is just a concept in my head, the way i picture him and i can't love that, i never had any interaction with him or his demons, at least not that i am aware of but i do love what he stands for, that is why i dedicated myself to him even not knowing him personally or any of his demons, i dedicated myself to what he stands for knowing i will always stand for the same, with or without him.

Cheers
Tiago Cabral

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

Honestly your just trying to  BS us all here. Run along back to your troll cave.



________________________________
From: johny_dudee <johny_dudee@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, July 12, 2013 6:40:58 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] losing faith. need advise


 

i have been a spiritual satanist for about 2 years know.
i meditate for 2-3 hours a day and go into astral projection about
ones a week. i use to be a christian like most of you here.
i would like to thank the site for the amount of information given on power meditation when it is so hard to find elsewhere. but i came to a realization the other day. i know theres no christian god. and i also thought that was the point of there bible in the first place.
I am the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, that which is, that which was, and that which is to come. Revelations 1:8

That quote describes "life", not an old man in the sky, or a god that looks human.

but thats not my point. my point is i have done the dedication right a long time ago and have tried a number of times to communicate with father satan and demons even my guardian in meditation and in astral body with no results. so you see my dilemma. if i where to accept second handed truth i would be a close minded christian wouldn't i?. so here's my question. what am i doing wrong? how can this be self-proved.and how do i go about with it.(i have already done everything recommended on the site)

 

[22]

oi!i think the whole dedicated but dont feel much different message is a fraud piece of spam mail.. and bloody mrmathewburks is a kike wannabe infiltrator, i can just intuitivlly sence the stench of the scumm, please correct me if im mistaken..but that message is awful fishy... ;/

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jwazny@..." <jwazny@... wrote:

Your shoving jewish bullshit on this group. And obviously you havent taken the rules of this group seriously go back under your bridge you troll scum

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "johny_dudee" <johny_dudee@ wrote:

i have been a spiritual satanist for about 2 years know.
i meditate for 2-3 hours a day and go into astral projection about
ones a week. i use to be a christian like most of you here.
i would like to thank the site for the amount of information given on power meditation when it is so hard to find elsewhere. but i came to a realization the other day. i know theres no christian god. and i also thought that was the point of there bible in the first place.
I am the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, that which is, that which was, and that which is to come. Revelations 1:8

That quote describes "life", not an old man in the sky, or a god that looks human.

but thats not my point. my point is i have done the dedication right a long time ago and have tried a number of times to communicate with father satan and demons even my guardian in meditation and in astral body with no results. so you see my dilemma. if i where to accept second handed truth i would be a close minded christian wouldn't i?. so here's my question. what am i doing wrong? how can this be self-proved.and how do i go about with it.(i have already done everything recommended on the site)

 

[hells666steward]

If you're able to astral project and everything, and you've been a Satanist for 2 years, you would have had at least SOME contact with a God by now. No question.

Even people who are not advanced enough to project have had contact with one of the Demons, and knows it. You would have had something already.

No?? lol

Are you sure? Are you for real? Or are you.... bullshitting us? lol

HAIL SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "johny_dudee" <johny_dudee@... wrote:

i have been a spiritual satanist for about 2 years know.
i meditate for 2-3 hours a day and go into astral projection about
ones a week. i use to be a christian like most of you here.
i would like to thank the site for the amount of information given on power meditation when it is so hard to find elsewhere. but i came to a realization the other day. i know theres no christian god. and i also thought that was the point of there bible in the first place.
I am the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, that which is, that which was, and that which is to come. Revelations 1:8

That quote describes "life", not an old man in the sky, or a god that looks human.

but thats not my point. my point is i have done the dedication right a long time ago and have tried a number of times to communicate with father satan and demons even my guardian in meditation and in astral body with no results. so you see my dilemma. if i where to accept second handed truth i would be a close minded christian wouldn't i?. so here's my question. what am i doing wrong? how can this be self-proved.and how do i go about with it.(i have already done everything recommended on the site)

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Some people ignore the signs of the Gods, or think that when a God is talking to them telepathically, they might think it's their own thoughts and ignore it. One has to pay attention and be aware. It helps to keep a journal of these things.Maybe working on their relationship with Lord Satan first and foremost would help. And helping His cause, instead of just meditating and empowering yourself: thinking only of yourself and not of Him!
From: hells666steward <hells666steward@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, July 15, 2013 12:12:42 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: losing faith. need advise

  If you're able to astral project and everything, and you've been a Satanist for 2 years, you would have had at least SOME contact with a God by now. No question.

Even people who are not advanced enough to project have had contact with one of the Demons, and knows it. You would have had something already.

No?? lol

Are you sure? Are you for real? Or are you.... bullshitting us? lol

HAIL SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "johny_dudee" <johny_dudee@... wrote:

i have been a spiritual satanist for about 2 years know.
i meditate for 2-3 hours a day and go into astral projection about
ones a week. i use to be a christian like most of you here.
i would like to thank the site for the amount of information given on power meditation when it is so hard to find elsewhere. but i came to a realization the other day. i know theres no christian god. and i also thought that was the point of there bible in the first place.
I am the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, that which is, that which was, and that which is to come. Revelations 1:8

That quote describes "life", not an old man in the sky, or a god that looks human.

but thats not my point. my point is i have done the dedication right a long time ago and have tried a number of times to communicate with father satan and demons even my guardian in meditation and in astral body with no results. so you see my dilemma. if i where to accept second handed truth i would be a close minded christian wouldn't i?. so here's my question. what am i doing wrong? how can this be self-proved.and how do i go about with it.(i have already done everything recommended on the site)

 

[Sal Boccio]

What do you mean by helping Satan's cause and not just ours? Satan is the one who supposed to  have all the power he needs;and,by dedicating ourselves to him,he is supposed to empower us. Isn't that the way it's supposed to work? Otherwise,if we don't see any manifistaion of his power in our lives,then how does being a Satanist differ from being a Christian? We turned from chrisianity because the christian god does not empower us and therefore is considered a false god.
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Monday, July 15, 2013 11:39 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: losing faith. need advise
  Some people ignore the signs of the Gods, or think that when a God is talking to them telepathically, they might think it's their own thoughts and ignore it. One has to pay attention and be aware. It helps to keep a journal of these things.Maybe working on their relationship with Lord Satan first and foremost would help. And helping His cause, instead of just meditating and empowering yourself: thinking only of yourself and not of Him!
From: hells666steward <hells666steward@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, July 15, 2013 12:12:42 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: losing faith. need advise
  If you're able to astral project and everything, and you've been a Satanist for 2 years, you would have had at least SOME contact with a God by now. No question. Even people who are not advanced enough to project have had contact with one of the Demons, and knows it. You would have had something already. No?? lol Are you sure? Are you for real? Or are you.... bullshitting us? lol HAIL SATAN

--- In mailto:JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com, "johny_dudee" <johny_dudee@... wrote: i have been a spiritual satanist for about 2 years know. i meditate for 2-3 hours a day and go into astral projection about ones a week. i use to be a christian like most of you here. i would like to thank the site for the amount of information given on power meditation when it is so hard to find elsewhere. but i came to a realization the other day. i know theres no christian god. and i also thought that was the point of there bible in the first place. I am the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, that which is, that which was, and that which is to come. Revelations 1:8 That quote describes "life", not an old man in the sky, or a god that looks human. but thats not my point. my point is i have done the dedication right a long time ago and have tried a number of times to communicate with father satan and demons even my guardian in meditation and in astral body with no results. so you see my dilemma. if i where to accept second handed truth i would be a close minded christian wouldn't i?. so here's my question. what am i doing wrong? how can this be self-proved.and how do i go about with it.(i have already done everything recommended on the site)

 

[unsortediablo]

Well, that's kinda where you're wrong. You don't automatically become empowered just cos you dedicated. We're supposed to become SELF-empowered through Knowledge. Knowledge is power. Satan is the God of Liberation and Truth, this is His gift to us. As Magus Immortalis stated, sometimes when a God speaks to us telepathically, we may confuse this with our own thoughts. You need to be open to even the smallest of signs. I think people sometimes expect too much and then are disappointed when they don't get the 'fireworks' they were hoping for. These things don't happen just because you want them to.

Ave Satanas!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Sal Boccio <firefox741@... wrote:

What do you mean by helping Satan's cause and not just ours? Satan is the one who supposed to  have all the power he needs;and,by dedicating ourselves to him,he is supposed to empower us. Isn't that the way it's supposed to work? Otherwise,if we don't see any manifistaion of his power in our lives,then how does being a Satanist differ from being a Christian? We turned from chrisianity because the christian god does not empower us and therefore is considered a false god.



________________________________
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, July 15, 2013 11:39 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: losing faith. need advise



 

Some people ignore the signs of the Gods, or think that when a God is talking to them telepathically, they might think it's their own thoughts and ignore it. One has to pay attention and be aware. It helps to keep a journal of these things.
Maybe working on their relationship with Lord Satan first and foremost would help. And helping His cause, instead of just meditating and empowering yourself: thinking only of yourself and not of Him!


________________________________
From: hells666steward <hells666steward@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, July 15, 2013 12:12:42 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: losing faith. need advise

 
If you're able to astral project and everything, and you've been a Satanist for 2 years, you would have had at least SOME contact with a God by now. No question. Even people who are not advanced enough to project have had contact with one of the Demons, and knows it. You would have had something already. No?? lol Are you sure? Are you for real? Or are you.... bullshitting us? lol HAIL SATAN --- In mailto:JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com, "johny_dudee" <johny_dudee@ wrote: i have been a spiritual satanist for about 2 years know. i meditate for 2-3 hours a day and go into astral projection about ones a week. i use to be a christian like most of you here. i would like to thank the site for the amount of information given on power meditation when it is so hard to find elsewhere. but i came to a realization the other day. i know theres no christian god. and i also thought that was the point of there bible in the first place. I am the
Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, that which is, that which was, and that which is to come. Revelations 1:8 That quote describes "life", not an old man in the sky, or a god that looks human. but thats not my point. my point is i have done the dedication right a long time ago and have tried a number of times to communicate with father satan and demons even my guardian in meditation and in astral body with no results. so you see my dilemma. if i where to accept second handed truth i would be a close minded christian wouldn't i?. so here's my question. what am i doing wrong? how can this be self-proved.and how do i go about with it.(i have already done everything recommended on the site)

 

[Magus Immortalis]

A lot of people are used to getting things right now. Either by demanding it from others or buying it with credit or cash. That's the kind of consumer culture that people grow up in many places and it translates to their spiritual life. No one holds your hand or bottle feeds you in Spiritual Satanism. The Powers of Hell help us out when we are new, but as we advance we are expected to take care of ourselves when it comes to personal goals and desires. If it's worth having, it's worth working your butt off for.Lord Satan brought you, me, everyone who is truly dedicated to Him, HERE. He and the Powers of Hell gave us knowledge to become as the Gods.If we are true SS, then by extension, we would care about Lord Satan and His cause. Not just about ourselves.I was not implying that one has to be like a christian saint or monk and only care about gawd. That's what christians who are too far gone, do.But unlike yahweh, Lord Satan *cares* about His disciples and helps us out. It's a two way street. The Powers of Hell help you out if you help Them out.Not directed at you, unsortediablo. 

From: unsortediablo <unsortediablo@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, July 16, 2013 7:48:50 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: losing faith. need advise

  Well, that's kinda where you're wrong. You don't automatically become empowered just cos you dedicated. We're supposed to become SELF-empowered through Knowledge. Knowledge is power. Satan is the God of Liberation and Truth, this is His gift to us. As Magus Immortalis stated, sometimes when a God speaks to us telepathically, we may confuse this with our own thoughts. You need to be open to even the smallest of signs. I think people sometimes expect too much and then are disappointed when they don't get the 'fireworks' they were hoping for. These things don't happen just because you want them to.

Ave Satanas!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Sal Boccio <firefox741@... wrote:

What do you mean by helping Satan's cause and not just ours? Satan is the one who supposed to  have all the power he needs;and,by dedicating ourselves to him,he is supposed to empower us. Isn't that the way it's supposed to work? Otherwise,if we don't see any manifistaion of his power in our lives,then how does being a Satanist differ from being a Christian? We turned from chrisianity because the christian god does not empower us and therefore is considered a false god.



________________________________
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, July 15, 2013 11:39 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: losing faith. need advise



 

Some people ignore the signs of the Gods, or think that when a God is talking to them telepathically, they might think it's their own thoughts and ignore it. One has to pay attention and be aware. It helps to keep a journal of these things.
Maybe working on their relationship with Lord Satan first and foremost would help. And helping His cause, instead of just meditating and empowering yourself: thinking only of yourself and not of Him!


________________________________
From: hells666steward <hells666steward@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, July 15, 2013 12:12:42 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: losing faith. need advise

 
If you're able to astral project and everything, and you've been a Satanist for 2 years, you would have had at least SOME contact with a God by now. No question. Even people who are not advanced enough to project have had contact with one of the Demons, and knows it. You would have had something already. No?? lol Are you sure? Are you for real? Or are you.... bullshitting us? lol HAIL SATAN --- In mailto:JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com, "johny_dudee" <johny_dudee@ wrote: i have been a spiritual satanist for about 2 years know. i meditate for 2-3 hours a day and go into astral projection about ones a week. i use to be a christian like most of you here. i would like to thank the site for the amount of information given on power meditation when it is so hard to find elsewhere. but i came to a realization the other day. i know theres no christian god. and i also thought that was the point of there bible in the first place. I am the
Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, that which is, that which was, and that which is to come. Revelations 1:8 That quote describes "life", not an old man in the sky, or a god that looks human. but thats not my point. my point is i have done the dedication right a long time ago and have tried a number of times to communicate with father satan and demons even my guardian in meditation and in astral body with no results. so you see my dilemma. if i where to accept second handed truth i would be a close minded christian wouldn't i?. so here's my question. what am i doing wrong? how can this be self-proved.and how do i go about with it.(i have already done everything recommended on the site)