Just something I’d like to share

[freeminds61]

For anyone of us on the LHP to go through this.. it’s rough.

For anyone of us to endure a loss of a loved one is just awful. I recently have and it’s unbearing. I feel completely drained of energy and all I want to do is lay in bed. The enemy has shown its presence ever since it happened and now I barely feel like I have the energy to perform the RTRs. It’s tough and I feel helpless. Shit. I’m sure the enemy sees it as an opening but I’m going to keep my guard up high. I will continue to perform RTRs as soon as I can

Not looking for sympathy, just wanted to share and say I feel anyone else who has gone through a this

 

[jxk2080]

"Not looking for sympathy"
Well tough shit, you are getting it.  You have obviously been affected by the loss and had to vent.
I send you my condolences, and remember that you can always do a ritual to your guardian Daemon or other high ranking gods like Anubis to watch over and collect the loved ones soul.
They will not perish if you assure yourself they are yours and in your hands.  
A soul within a body has more "pull" than one without, and so its reasonable enough to believe that just by a working to secure their soul, you, an SS will succeed in protecting them from the chaos that is the Ethereal realms.
Use the rune Winja (I vibrate it as VAUND as Maxine spoke of with the Sanskrit origins of the runes) to remove depression, combined with Sowilo (SAUL or SAULO) to boost your vitality in conjunct with Winja.
Use Sananda to banish the unhappiness in the air, as even if you clean your aura the energy can linger in the building or bounce off of others.
Use Vinasa to banish the enemy influence in the air.  
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... shing.html

I hope you get through this and you can rejoice about the gift of life again soon.
I also advise you to check where Pluto is in your chart, as unlike Saturn which rules general hardship and can build discipline, Pluto is all or none, white or black, loss through gain and gain through loss.  
Pluto is about raw power through elimination and transformation through such, basically at the apex of binding severity and intensity.
By seeing where Pluto is in your chart, what sign it is in (like the energetic mood of that planets operations) and the house (what part of your life it actually affects ie work, sociability, health, identity and action etc.) you can work against this dampening effect you've been hit with.
It is not easy for anyone, no one is unscathed by death, but you WILL* survive another day, knowing your strength will be a luminous star for those who have to go through the same thing.
Remember, our pth is eternal light, life, and knowledge, so death has a fleeting grip on our ideal world.
Nurture yourself, fight again, live, and love every ounce of power you have left in your spine to conquer your fate. 

 

[shade00013]

Yeh I went through that shit when I overdosed on anti-depressants… but once it was out of the system everything went back to normal… mostly…?

 

[Taol]

Keep on doing yoga. A loss is negative and you need to stay above there. Yes you may be sad and thats fine but you need to avoid sinking down to depression.

And do banishings. Negative energy can even stay roaming in the house.
Sometimes you also need to do something to take your mind off of things though.
And you could always take a walk.

Write poems or draw something

And lastly a hug. Im sorry for your loss, but sometimes it cant be helped.