Listen, I've got multiple problems and I'm here. Your problems don't matter, it's you being here that is important.
I have extremely bad nerves almost to the point of being unworkable, I'm not in shape, I can't read worth a shit which is primarily caused by my inability to focus for long on something especially if it's longer than two paragraphs, I literally mean that too. I've had our enemy in space(greys) that have made other problems 15 times if not more worse and you think you have problems since I was a toddler LITERALLY.
Father Satan isn't superficial like the dicks in society are. He understands you and your problems and wants to solve them, but you have to work on them mainly yourself. Will power. He supplies the knowledge for you, and you work on it from there. All the knowledge you need to solve the problem or at least for now make it workable is on the JoS. Really try to absorb it. It takes time you probably won't get the entire idea right off the bat. I didn't. Void meditation has helped me go from no concentration whatsoever(being able to read little more than a sentence and comprehend it because of no centration due to personal problems and greys making it horribly worse over a 20 or more year period)
You need ta relax and get a grip you have no room to complain. You're fine. Aspergers is easily conquerable. Void meditation along with balancing out your energies should help a lot.
You have no idea what real problems are like. These kind of problems takes YEARS to sort out. Someone else came here with Multiple Scholrosis(SP?) and they are getting a lot better thanks to power meditation. They can actually walk like a normal person for a little while. Doctors told him he would never walk again..
Take a positive attitude and ignore the tards. When you feed into your problems you give it energy which makes the problems that much worse. There's a reason why those who self pity are pathetic. Because they did it to themselves. All of that negative energy from your thoughts gets trapped on the astral, and around you, and invites misfortune.
Chin up!