outtofindthetruth
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After a few weeks of research and learning from the JoS site, I, after years of lost belief in Jehova and doubts that other Gods existed, finally began believing again. As I read through the pages I found a lot of information that I already knew or doubted as well as learning a lot of things that I didn't even expect to exist.
This all led to my dedication to Satan in yesterday's ritual and I was glad that he was there to help me. The past few days were quite disrupting as every time I had decided to plan the ritual for the evening well it basically went tits up, as if someone or something didn't want me to go through with it. Luckily, last night went fine thanks to Satan's help with a few troubles during the ceremony as well as my clumsiness (if I had been able to see him I would imagine that he must of had a smile, like a father smiles when he sees his children being clumsy). The only strange thing during the ritual was my body suddenly shaking (and it didn't want to stop)which made writing pretty difficult.
As for today I started meditating, different breathing exercises and realigned my chakras. The realignment of my chakras was wonderful and really needed as I have been suffering for years of something that I'd describe as "excessive negative energy in my Solar Plexus" which basically felt like having a ball of electricity in your Solar Plexus which would feel annoying and uncomfortable and would send out waves of electricity throughout your body in an unpleasant way.
After today's meditating something odd happened: One of my rats got overexcited and went to one of the corners of her cage while sniffing wildly (which is something she usually does when someone gets near her cage and she wants to say hello) even though there wasn't anyone there, well not anyone that I could see anyway... It might just be a coincidence or maybe she got attracted to a smell, I don't know, nonetheless she seems to have calmed down now.
Sorry for the excessive blabla (^.^)'
Hail Father Satan!
This all led to my dedication to Satan in yesterday's ritual and I was glad that he was there to help me. The past few days were quite disrupting as every time I had decided to plan the ritual for the evening well it basically went tits up, as if someone or something didn't want me to go through with it. Luckily, last night went fine thanks to Satan's help with a few troubles during the ceremony as well as my clumsiness (if I had been able to see him I would imagine that he must of had a smile, like a father smiles when he sees his children being clumsy). The only strange thing during the ritual was my body suddenly shaking (and it didn't want to stop)which made writing pretty difficult.
As for today I started meditating, different breathing exercises and realigned my chakras. The realignment of my chakras was wonderful and really needed as I have been suffering for years of something that I'd describe as "excessive negative energy in my Solar Plexus" which basically felt like having a ball of electricity in your Solar Plexus which would feel annoying and uncomfortable and would send out waves of electricity throughout your body in an unpleasant way.
After today's meditating something odd happened: One of my rats got overexcited and went to one of the corners of her cage while sniffing wildly (which is something she usually does when someone gets near her cage and she wants to say hello) even though there wasn't anyone there, well not anyone that I could see anyway... It might just be a coincidence or maybe she got attracted to a smell, I don't know, nonetheless she seems to have calmed down now.
Sorry for the excessive blabla (^.^)'
Hail Father Satan!