Your simping man. Stop simping, its mediocre. Go focus on something actually important rather than fantasizing about woman because of what you watch on TV and movies. Go get your testosterone levels checked. You clearly have some hormonal imbalance combined with a lack of direction which is causing your confidence issues. You probably also ejaculate frequently thinking its normal. Go to the gym, go build something with your life. A woman is not going to solve your problems
I wanted to publish this post, but it seems I haven't received approval yet because I quoted from Thelema.
I think that void meditation or concentration = is the way of meditation. And increase awareness Is it related to trance?
If we say that the collective consciousness is the logos of light or reason, does that mean that it has a relationship with the self?
Isnt you change the name turn from Satanism to neo-paganism like Thelema and Wicca?
primary example of such a hidden or unknown place. The actual danger is
from the awesome, regenerative powers that we all possess when wrongly
approached and utilized, i.e. when not in accordance with the True Will;
and indeed a great degree of self-knowledge is required before one can
safely employ these forces.
From a Judeo-Christian perspective, these so-called “evil” forces can be
seen as being roughly equivalent to the nephesh in our Qabalistic
psychology model—the vital force or “animal soul.” Judeo-Christian
orthodoxy would see this as the supposedly evil natural drives and
impulses, the sexual force, aggressive vitality, and so on. In contrast, our
Thelemic perspective understands the nephesh is just as divine as all other
created things. It is life-giving, generative power—our task is to
understand the right time to tap into it during our initiatory journey. We
first forge a strong link to the neshamah and the HGA, before endeavoring
to engage intensely with the forces residing in the nephesh.
So, while the traditional Judeo-Christian view of these primal forces
casts them in a negative light, our Thelemic understanding is quite
different. There are even some important clues to be unlocked with
gematria. The Hebrew words for serpent (nachash) and messiah
(mashiach) both enumerate to 358, so we have an implied equivalence
between the serpent and the redeemer. The number 358 also includes
encoded relationships between the numbers 3, 5, and 8, which in turn
relate to the pentagram, and therefore also to the life force, or kundalini.
Rightly understood, the serpentine nephesh—the very thing that society
has condemned as evil for millennia—is itself our redeemer; but we must
approach it with an initiated understanding of its nature, and put it to use in
line with our conscious intention and True Will. This initiated
understanding begins with thorough work with our own shadow, so let's
review some tools that may be useful for this.
We would not likely tell a preadolescent child to work on their shadow-
stuff, because they don't even know who they are yet. For the most part, an
adolescent is just beginning to get their ego/ruach figured out. What are
they like as a person? What are their values? What early glimmerings of
True Will are beginning to speak to them? It would not be wise to tell
someone at that stage of development to forget about finding themselves,
and simply dive into the morass of shadow-shit; but this is exactly what we
