Is this right?

[strengththroughsatan89]

Let me start from the beginning. I have been dedicated for five years right now and i love Satan greatly. When i first dedicated i did the meditations alot but never progressed because i could never seem to get into a trance. So i stopped doing them and have not attempted them for years. Recently i have been doing them and i reopened my third eye in case it closed up or got weak and once again attempted to go into a trance. I read where you see colors but all i see is these little light circling and moving around at a fast speed and sometimes flashes of white light. Since i think that i have finnally got into a trance i am working on my crown chakra and pineal gland but before i do something that could hurt me or so that i dont waste time thinking this is a trance could someone please tell me if i am in a trance or atleast close to a trance.

P.S.
I wanted to thank HP Jake for writing his message in the GayJOS group about weak Satanists who dont meditate reading your post woke something up in me so if you are reading this thank you HP Jake.

 

[Allison P]

What exactly do you feel when you do the breathing? Everyone's
experiences with trance are a bit different. Don't feel too bad about
your inability to master it, trances are often hard to get into for
new meditators.

On 7/30/10, strengththroughsatan89 <horrorfan89@... wrote:
Let me start from the beginning. I have been dedicated for five years right
now and i love Satan greatly. When i first dedicated i did the meditations
alot but never progressed because i could never seem to get into a trance.
So i stopped doing them and have not attempted them for years. Recently i
have been doing them and i reopened my third eye in case it closed up or got
weak and once again attempted to go into a trance. I read where you see
colors but all i see is these little light circling and moving around at a
fast speed and sometimes flashes of white light. Since i think that i have
finnally got into a trance i am working on my crown chakra and pineal gland
but before i do something that could hurt me or so that i dont waste time
thinking this is a trance could someone please tell me if i am in a trance
or atleast close to a trance.

P.S.
I wanted to thank HP Jake for writing his message in the GayJOS group about
weak Satanists who dont meditate reading your post woke something up in me
so if you are reading this thank you HP Jake.

 

[strengththroughsatan89]

When i start to see the white lights i feel more at ease and when i open my eyes my surroundings are foggy, i also feel like my surroundings are more open. Also yesterday when i did my meditations and saw the lights it was the same; however when i started to pull myself out of the trance and sat up the lights remained for several minutes, i dont know if this means i was still in a light trance or what. I see these lights when my eyes are both closed and open.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

What exactly do you feel when you do the breathing? Everyone's
experiences with trance are a bit different. Don't feel too bad about
your inability to master it, trances are often hard to get into for
new meditators.

On 7/30/10, strengththroughsatan89 <horrorfan89@... wrote:
Let me start from the beginning. I have been dedicated for five years right
now and i love Satan greatly. When i first dedicated i did the meditations
alot but never progressed because i could never seem to get into a trance.
So i stopped doing them and have not attempted them for years. Recently i
have been doing them and i reopened my third eye in case it closed up or got
weak and once again attempted to go into a trance. I read where you see
colors but all i see is these little light circling and moving around at a
fast speed and sometimes flashes of white light. Since i think that i have
finnally got into a trance i am working on my crown chakra and pineal gland
but before i do something that could hurt me or so that i dont waste time
thinking this is a trance could someone please tell me if i am in a trance
or atleast close to a trance.

P.S.
I wanted to thank HP Jake for writing his message in the GayJOS group about
weak Satanists who dont meditate reading your post woke something up in me
so if you are reading this thank you HP Jake.

 

[Allison P]

Well, I don't know if the lights signify a trance per se, I think
that's just your third eye becoming more active. Myself, when I enter
a trance, I feel very leaden and heavy, and it takes a concerted
effort of wil for me to move. However, like I said, everyone's
experiences with trance are all a little different. It's obviously a
good sign though, that you see the lights, so just keep doing what
you're doing. Hail Satan!

On 7/31/10, strengththroughsatan89 <horrorfan89@... wrote:
When i start to see the white lights i feel more at ease and when i open my
eyes my surroundings are foggy, i also feel like my surroundings are more
open. Also yesterday when i did my meditations and saw the lights it was the
same; however when i started to pull myself out of the trance and sat up the
lights remained for several minutes, i dont know if this means i was still
in a light trance or what. I see these lights when my eyes are both closed
and open.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

What exactly do you feel when you do the breathing? Everyone's
experiences with trance are a bit different. Don't feel too bad about
your inability to master it, trances are often hard to get into for
new meditators.

On 7/30/10, strengththroughsatan89 <horrorfan89@... wrote:
Let me start from the beginning. I have been dedicated for five years
right
now and i love Satan greatly. When i first dedicated i did the
meditations
alot but never progressed because i could never seem to get into a
trance.
So i stopped doing them and have not attempted them for years. Recently
i
have been doing them and i reopened my third eye in case it closed up or
got
weak and once again attempted to go into a trance. I read where you see
colors but all i see is these little light circling and moving around at
a
fast speed and sometimes flashes of white light. Since i think that i
have
finnally got into a trance i am working on my crown chakra and pineal
gland
but before i do something that could hurt me or so that i dont waste
time
thinking this is a trance could someone please tell me if i am in a
trance
or atleast close to a trance.

P.S.
I wanted to thank HP Jake for writing his message in the GayJOS group
about
weak Satanists who dont meditate reading your post woke something up in
me
so if you are reading this thank you HP Jake.