Is there anyone out there that can help me...

[neko.jessi]

Hey.. My name is Jessi, and im 12.. As you can probably imagine, i cant really do as many rituals as i want to, because my aunt and entire family are chiristians. i really want to do alot of rituals, because i HATE chiristians, they lie, judge other people, and most of them are complete hypocrits... i dont want to participate in anything that involves worshiping their fakse "god"... so can someone please help me?

 

[biggdakapublikenemy]

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Hey.. My name is Jessi, and im 12.. As you can probably imagine, i cant really do as many rituals as i want to, because my aunt and entire family are chiristians. i really want to do alot of rituals, because i HATE chiristians, they lie, judge other people, and most of them are complete hypocrits... i dont want to participate in anything that involves worshiping their fakse "god"... so can someone please help me?

I Just Want To Say That Its Really Hard To Get Away From All Of The Garbage That Christians Try To Shove Down Your Throat. I'm 20 Years Old And I'm Still Struggeling To Stay Away From All Of Their Garbage. I Manage To Do It But Sometimes You Just Have To Learn How To Ignore Them. If You Can Ignore Them And Know That Their Deluded Then Thats A Great Start.

 

[neko.jessi]

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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "neko.jessi" <neko.jessi@ wrote:

Hey.. My name is Jessi, and im 12.. As you can probably imagine, i cant really do as many rituals as i want to, because my aunt and entire family are chiristians. i really want to do alot of rituals, because i HATE chiristians, they lie, judge other people, and most of them are complete hypocrits... i dont want to participate in anything that involves worshiping their fakse "god"... so can someone please help me?


I Just Want To Say That Its Really Hard To Get Away From All Of The Garbage That Christians Try To Shove Down Your Throat. I'm 20 Years Old And I'm Still Struggeling To Stay Away From All Of Their Garbage. I Manage To Do It But Sometimes You Just Have To Learn How To Ignore Them. If You Can Ignore Them And Know That Their Deluded Then Thats A Great Start.
Thanx.. I do ignore them all alot, but it gets really hard... Especially with my dad.. Hes always yelling at me cuz i listen to rock, or paint my nails black, or whateever.. hes always yelling thats a sin and all, and if anyone pays attention, theyll see that i dont really care, and that i hate their god... but no one pays alot of attention, so whatever.

 

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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "neko.jessi" <neko.jessi@ wrote:

Hey.. My name is Jessi, and im 12.. As you can probably imagine, i cant really do as many rituals as i want to, because my aunt and entire family are chiristians. i really want to do alot of rituals, because i HATE chiristians, they lie, judge other people, and most of them are complete hypocrits... i dont want to participate in anything that involves worshiping their fakse "god"... so can someone please help me?


I Just Want To Say That Its Really Hard To Get Away From All Of The Garbage That Christians Try To Shove Down Your Throat. I'm 20 Years Old And I'm Still Struggeling To Stay Away From All Of Their Garbage. I Manage To Do It But Sometimes You Just Have To Learn How To Ignore Them. If You Can Ignore Them And Know That Their Deluded Then Thats A Great Start.
Thanx.. I do ignore them all alot, but it gets really hard... Especially with my dad.. Hes always yelling at me cuz i listen to rock, or paint my nails black, or whateever.. hes always yelling thats a sin and all, and if anyone pays attention, theyll see that i dont really care, and that i hate their god... but no one pays alot of attention, so whatever.

 

[hong_lian_fa]

I'm somewhat in the same situation as you, however my stepfather knows now that I'm a satanist and tries to put me down in any way possible.

Just because you live with family doesn't mean you can't do rituals. Even if you just lock yourself in the bathroom and tell them you take a long bath and place a candle on the side the bathtub. There is after all nothing wrong with taking a bath in candlelight, and it will in no way reveal to them that you are actualy performing a ritual.
It may seem a little odd to do a ritual in the bathroom/bathtub, but it is the sincerity in your heart that really counts. And satan does understand if you can't do the full rituals with all items needed.

I would suggest a scented candle, which will safe you the need for incense. Since black candles are usualy hard to get and might make your family suspicious, I would say use blue or red ones.


All the best of luck.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "neko.jessi" <neko.jessi@... wrote:

Hey.. My name is Jessi, and im 12.. As you can probably imagine, i cant really do as many rituals as i want to, because my aunt and entire family are chiristians. i really want to do alot of rituals, because i HATE chiristians, they lie, judge other people, and most of them are complete hypocrits... i dont want to participate in anything that involves worshiping their fakse "god"... so can someone please help me?