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is satanism making me an asshole?

manic_ragdoll

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haha seriously a question tho.

my parents are suddenly telling me that my ego and candor prevent them from "wanting to work with me" (notice we are far removed from the "care about you" stage)
my friends get hurt alot when they say stupid things i don't want to tolerate and i shut them down
its getting harder and harder to pay attention in the class where my teacher talks about his church more then the subject material
authority figures who tell me to "woah woah woah, get over here!" and "learn your place" are frequently getting spit on

could i be getting out of control with *thinking*knowing* i'm above them?
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "manic_ragdoll" <manic_ragdoll@... wrote:
haha seriously a question tho.

my parents are suddenly telling me that my ego and candor prevent them from "wanting to work with me" (notice we are far removed from the "care about you" stage)
my friends get hurt alot when they say stupid things i don't want to tolerate and i shut them down
its getting harder and harder to pay attention in the class where my teacher talks about his church more then the subject material
authority figures who tell me to "woah woah woah, get over here!" and "learn your place" are frequently getting spit on

could i be getting out of control with *thinking*knowing* i'm above them?
LOL i feel you. Feels like your living with Sheep doesnt it? I dont go public about it but i usually ignore the crap the comes out of their mouth.
 
dude you might think ur an asshole but ur not iv been almost the same way but remember u r superior than they are, u are more evolved and more powerful than any christian mutherfucker.

HAIL SATAN!!!!HAIL ENKI!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "manic_ragdoll" <manic_ragdoll@... wrote:

haha seriously a question tho.

my parents are suddenly telling me that my ego and candor prevent them from "wanting to work with me" (notice we are far removed from the "care about you" stage)
my friends get hurt alot when they say stupid things i don't want to tolerate and i shut them down
its getting harder and harder to pay attention in the class where my teacher talks about his church more then the subject material
authority figures who tell me to "woah woah woah, get over here!" and "learn your place" are frequently getting spit on

could i be getting out of control with *thinking*knowing* i'm above them?
 
<td val[/IMG]Just remember that you're not above them. Father sees us as all the same, the people you mention just aren't searching for him. Rather than direct anger at them, try to release it constructively by bringing them closer to Father without forcing him upon them. It just sounds like hormones though, try to conscientiously be more tolerant of other people.

They may be Christian, but it's just because they don't know any better.

--- On Thu, 6/4/09, manic_ragdoll <manic_ragdoll@... wrote:
From: manic_ragdoll <manic_ragdoll@...
Subject: [Teens4Satan] is satanism making me an asshole?
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, June 4, 2009, 1:56 PM

haha seriously a question tho.

my parents are suddenly telling me that my ego and candor prevent them from "wanting to work with me" (notice we are far removed from the "care about you" stage)
my friends get hurt alot when they say stupid things i don't want to tolerate and i shut them down
its getting harder and harder to pay attention in the class where my teacher talks about his church more then the subject material
authority figures who tell me to "woah woah woah, get over here!" and "learn your place" are frequently getting spit on

could i be getting out of control with *thinking*knowing* i'm above them?
[/TD]
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "manic_ragdoll" <manic_ragdoll@... wrote:
haha seriously a question tho.

my parents are suddenly telling me that my ego and candor prevent them from "wanting to work with me" (notice we are far removed from the "care about you" stage)
my friends get hurt alot when they say stupid things i don't want to tolerate and i shut them down
its getting harder and harder to pay attention in the class where my teacher talks about his church more then the subject material
authority figures who tell me to "woah woah woah, get over here!" and "learn your place" are frequently getting spit on

could i be getting out of control with *thinking*knowing* i'm above them?
I dont see how Satanism itself could make you an asshole though :p
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "allforenki" <allforenki@... wrote:
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "manic_ragdoll" <manic_ragdoll@ wrote:

haha seriously a question tho.

my parents are suddenly telling me that my ego and candor prevent them from "wanting to work with me" (notice we are far removed from the "care about you" stage)
my friends get hurt alot when they say stupid things i don't want to tolerate and i shut them down
its getting harder and harder to pay attention in the class where my teacher talks about his church more then the subject material
authority figures who tell me to "woah woah woah, get over here!" and "learn your place" are frequently getting spit on

could i be getting out of control with *thinking*knowing* i'm above them?


LOL i feel you. Feels like your living with Sheep doesnt it? I dont go public about it but i usually ignore the crap the comes out of their mouth.
loll. yeah i get where your comin from. im dealin with the same crap. you learn to ignore it though
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "allforenki" <allforenki@... wrote:
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "manic_ragdoll" <manic_ragdoll@ wrote:

haha seriously a question tho.

my parents are suddenly telling me that my ego and candor prevent them from "wanting to work with me" (notice we are far removed from the "care about you" stage)
my friends get hurt alot when they say stupid things i don't want to tolerate and i shut them down
its getting harder and harder to pay attention in the class where my teacher talks about his church more then the subject material
authority figures who tell me to "woah woah woah, get over here!" and "learn your place" are frequently getting spit on

could i be getting out of control with *thinking*knowing* i'm above them?


LOL i feel you. Feels like your living with Sheep doesnt it? I dont go public about it but i usually ignore the crap the comes out of their mouth.
i noticed a similar thing happen to me when i did my dedication, it seems that once our eyes are opened to the truth about the power of the human body and spirit, vanity strikes. its not a bad thing, but if your not careful your overconfidence can get you into some serious trouble (i ended up expelled from school)

also, theres no fear in satansism. i believe that once we take our oath to Father Satan we lose our sence of fear, this includes the fear to free thinking. i constantly find myself tuning out to things i dont agre with, or i listen and then poke a big hole in it.
 
hello, you are not an asshole. never think that. you are just evolving spiritually. realistically rising above those around you. myself and most likely other satanists go through this at some point. this, what we do, what we practice, it does change you, for the best. you are evolving, thats really it. but i thought the whole authority thing was just me lol. but yeah..welcome i guess lol   hail satan!

From: manic_ragdoll <manic_ragdoll@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, 4 June, 2009 11:56:32 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] is satanism making me an asshole?

haha seriously a question tho.

my parents are suddenly telling me that my ego and candor prevent them from "wanting to work with me" (notice we are far removed from the "care about you" stage)
my friends get hurt alot when they say stupid things i don't want to tolerate and i shut them down
its getting harder and harder to pay attention in the class where my teacher talks about his church more then the subject material
authority figures who tell me to "woah woah woah, get over here!" and "learn your place" are frequently getting spit on

could i be getting out of control with *thinking*knowing* i'm above them?


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I think it's just that with greater power your more confident.Ever since i started power meditation my self-assurance has grown.However if you use white energy alot that may be your problem.Also adults think they know everything and that teens are lower than them.Now i know there is a lot to be learned from adults,but some respect would be nice -_-
 
Same thing with me, but I'm used to people despising me for various things. So I embrace the change. Knowing that you're making yourself into a better person, and that you're surrounded by enemies, can cause this change. I think it's for the better. I have more will and power to fulfill my aspirations.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "manic_ragdoll" <manic_ragdoll@... wrote:

haha seriously a question tho.

my parents are suddenly telling me that my ego and candor prevent them from "wanting to work with me" (notice we are far removed from the "care about you" stage)
my friends get hurt alot when they say stupid things i don't want to tolerate and i shut them down
its getting harder and harder to pay attention in the class where my teacher talks about his church more then the subject material
authority figures who tell me to "woah woah woah, get over here!" and "learn your place" are frequently getting spit on

could i be getting out of control with *thinking*knowing* i'm above them?
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Well in terms of spiritual power you are above them,but most of them are still Gentile people.The thing is some of them will see the truth, others are a bit too brainwashed.

Some people do think im an arrogant fellow,but this could also be caused by them being unable to see where my confidence comes from(Satanism).

But while you're still living with your parents it is sometimes better to be silent at times.You could also try to talk to friends you trust,instead of "shutting them down".

Hail Satan !!


"manic_ragdoll" <manic_ragdoll@... wrote:
haha seriously a question tho.

my parents are suddenly telling me that my ego and candor prevent them from "wanting to work with me" (notice we are far removed from the "care about you" stage)
my friends get hurt alot when they say stupid things i don't want to tolerate and i shut them down
its getting harder and harder to pay attention in the class where my teacher talks about his church more then the subject material
authority figures who tell me to "woah woah woah, get over here!" and "learn your place" are frequently getting spit on

could i be getting out of control with *thinking*knowing* i'm above them?
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Michael Spraggins <hohlver@... wrote:
Just remember that you're not above them. Father sees us as all the same, the people you mention just aren't searching for him. Rather than direct anger at them, try to release it constructively by bringing them closer to Father without forcing him upon them. It just sounds like hormones though, try to conscientiously be more tolerant of other people.

They may be Christian, but it's just because they don't know any better.
Not true. when we begin our journey to Godhead we begin to evolve, therefore making us greater than those who have their spirits leashed, I agree that it's because they have been kept in the dark, but they kept themselves in the dark, they could have easily done the research, learned of other religions, and ultimately freed their spirits. But they haven't, so it IS their fault.

\m/ AVE SATANAS \m/

P.S. Sorry if I sound rude, I've been arguing with a bunch of xians, so my wording may be more hostile than I intend, this is all supposed to be constructive criticism.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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