Initiation Ritual and some thoughts

[mikefredensborg]

Hi, my whole life i have had troubles with believing on the nonsense of christianity, feeling i was held back by the many rules and restrictions. I have never truely believed in God, and always felt there was something else that would fit my beliefs better. For a long time i have avoided Satanism because of the fog the world has pulled over our eyes, christianity is being indoctrinated into us from birth.

I have spent the last few days researching Satanism and i will admit it is hard to throw away everyhting ive been taught from childhood is the right thing to believe. I believe in myself more than anything, and i am surprised that Satanism really isnt the evil i believed it to be.

I am not fully ready to become a Satanist, yet, as i have the need for more knowledge, but i would like to try it for a while, and here comes my question:

What can i do before i unreversably do the Ritual, is there more than physical training and meditation, and will Satan protect me against the angels that most likely will try to hold me back, or even hurt me?

Also, i am having trouble finding information about what happens when a Satanist dies, do we go to hell, and what is hell really, as i cant believe it would be pain and suffering as we are led to believe from God's view.

There will probably be more questions, but for now i thank you in advance for taking time to answer these questions.

Mike

 

[kjay_1511]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mikefredensborg" <mikefredensborg@... wrote:

Hi, my whole life i have had troubles with believing on the nonsense of christianity, feeling i was held back by the many rules and restrictions. I have never truely believed in God, and always felt there was something else that would fit my beliefs better. For a long time i have avoided Satanism because of the fog the world has pulled over our eyes, christianity is being indoctrinated into us from birth.

I have spent the last few days researching Satanism and i will admit it is hard to throw away everyhting ive been taught from childhood is the right thing to believe. I believe in myself more than anything, and i am surprised that Satanism really isnt the evil i believed it to be.

I am not fully ready to become a Satanist, yet, as i have the need for more knowledge, but i would like to try it for a while, and here comes my question:

What can i do before i unreversably do the Ritual, is there more than physical training and meditation, and will Satan protect me against the angels that most likely will try to hold me back, or even hurt me?

Also, i am having trouble finding information about what happens when a Satanist dies, do we go to hell, and what is hell really, as i cant believe it would be pain and suffering as we are led to believe from God's view.

There will probably be more questions, but for now i thank you in advance for taking time to answer these questions.

Mike

hi... I'm facing the same situation as you...
but I could answer one of your questions...
when people die, we will all be reincarnated,
there's no eternal inferno.
we shall empower ourselves untill we achieve godhead,
then we will become one of the gods.

 

[John Wilms]

<em>I could not have put it on paper better myself. I find myself in EXACTLY the same situation and experience! I will be keeping a close eye on your post. Best regards!
</em>[/B]
From: kjay_1511 <kjay_1511@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wed, December 2, 2009 8:17:23 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Initiation Ritual and some thoughts

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mikefredensborg" <mikefredensborg@... wrote:

Hi, my whole life i have had troubles with believing on the nonsense of christianity, feeling i was held back by the many rules and restrictions. I have never truely believed in God, and always felt there was something else that would fit my beliefs better. For a long time i have avoided Satanism because of the fog the world has pulled over our eyes, christianity is being indoctrinated into us from birth.

I have spent the last few days researching Satanism and i will admit it is hard to throw away everyhting ive been taught from childhood is the right thing to believe. I believe in myself more than anything, and i am surprised that Satanism really isnt the evil i believed it to be.

I am not fully ready to become a Satanist, yet, as i have the need for more knowledge, but i would like to try it for a while, and here comes my question:

What can i do before i unreversably do the Ritual, is there more than physical training and meditation, and will Satan protect me against the angels that most likely will try to hold me back, or even hurt me?

Also, i am having trouble finding information about what happens when a Satanist dies, do we go to hell, and what is hell really, as i cant believe it would be pain and suffering as we are led to believe from God's view.

There will probably be more questions, but for now i thank you in advance for taking time to answer these questions.

Mike


hi... I'm facing the same situation as you...
but I could answer one of your questions...
when people die, we will all be reincarnated,
there's no eternal inferno.
we shall empower ourselves untill we achieve godhead,
then we will become one of the gods.



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