In desperate need of help

[victor_v94]

Im not a satanist yet only because i haven't had a clear chance to perform the ritual without any interruptions.
besides that, i really need to know if my girlfriend is being faithful, i can't tell you how much its tearing me apart.
i do everything for her but shes so unappreciative.
lately she's been actin so distant and cold.
Can anyone help me? please?
i've been desperate to perform the dedication ritual. but i also really need help, i dont know what else to do. can anyone at least give me advice?

 

[virdux]

If you were to dedicate to Satan and be committed to this path, then these problems will cease to exist. However, I'm not sure that you're ready with a pure motive. You must let go of your attachment to this girl. You might consider the detachment exercise:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ching.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "victor_v94" <victor_v94@... wrote:

Im not a satanist yet only because i haven't had a clear chance to perform the ritual without any interruptions.
besides that, i really need to know if my girlfriend is being faithful, i can't tell you how much its tearing me apart.
i do everything for her but shes so unappreciative.
lately she's been actin so distant and cold.
Can anyone help me? please?
i've been desperate to perform the dedication ritual. but i also really need help, i dont know what else to do. can anyone at least give me advice?

 

[victor_v94]

i have to agree with you on that one. i thought about that after reading some more posts and information from various websites and i can't say i'm completely ready. but i really want to be. if i may be blunt; whats the right motive?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "virdux" <virdux@... wrote:

If you were to dedicate to Satan and be committed to this path, then these problems will cease to exist. However, I'm not sure that you're ready with a pure motive. You must let go of your attachment to this girl. You might consider the detachment exercise:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ching.html


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "victor_v94" <victor_v94@ wrote:

Im not a satanist yet only because i haven't had a clear chance to perform the ritual without any interruptions.
besides that, i really need to know if my girlfriend is being faithful, i can't tell you how much its tearing me apart.
i do everything for her but shes so unappreciative.
lately she's been actin so distant and cold.
Can anyone help me? please?
i've been desperate to perform the dedication ritual. but i also really need help, i dont know what else to do. can anyone at least give me advice?

 

[siguard666]

Heck, I guess there are no 'rights' and 'wrongs' - I'm waiting with the dedication, as I need to inspire my hate towards xianity, yet I do hate them without it (you know, when you live in a wide XIAN area, it really sucks), therefore I do not need to inspire my hate more, but only make it reasonable.

Destroing xianity is my 2nd aim. I wish to become akin to Father, or to our Gods AND then wipe the fuckin' bastards out of this world!!

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "victor_v94" <victor_v94@... wrote:

i have to agree with you on that one. i thought about that after reading some more posts and information from various websites and i can't say i'm completely ready. but i really want to be. if i may be blunt; whats the right motive?



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "virdux" <virdux@ wrote:

If you were to dedicate to Satan and be committed to this path, then these problems will cease to exist. However, I'm not sure that you're ready with a pure motive. You must let go of your attachment to this girl. You might consider the detachment exercise:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ching.html


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "victor_v94" <victor_v94@ wrote:

Im not a satanist yet only because i haven't had a clear chance to perform the ritual without any interruptions.
besides that, i really need to know if my girlfriend is being faithful, i can't tell you how much its tearing me apart.
i do everything for her but shes so unappreciative.
lately she's been actin so distant and cold.
Can anyone help me? please?
i've been desperate to perform the dedication ritual. but i also really need help, i dont know what else to do. can anyone at least give me advice?