Im scared of our father :(

[add.brionn]

Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..

 

[diznit26]

It's pretty normal if you're a Satanist only for 6 days and you haven't deprogrammed completely from xianity. You just need to do that, read things like exposing christianity and other books/sites proving xianity is a hoax and Satan is the good guy and get used to that.

I didn't have that problem myself though because I made sure I was completely deprogrammed from xianity and it's lies and knew Satan is the True God before doing the dedication ritual and becoming a Spiritual Satanist officialy. That's the ideal thing to do, but some people are impatient and want to dedicate ASAP. I WAS scared, yes, but not scared of Satan but of other things. I was afraid I might be attacked by enemy angels or greys or that I would experience something intense I can't handle for example.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "add.brionn" <add.brionn@... wrote:

Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..

 

[[email protected]]

I wanna do the dedication ritual and what will be the next step? I feel God Satan in my life.i use to be xian then mystic in AMORC but never been satisfied like when i read the jos pages and all its open and free.HAIL SATAN

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From: diznit26 <diznit26@...
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Saturday, October 1, 2011 10:42:04 AM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Im scared of our father

It's pretty normal if you're a Satanist only for 6 days and you haven't deprogrammed completely from xianity. You just need to do that, read things like exposing christianity and other books/sites proving xianity is a hoax and Satan is the good guy and get used to that.

I didn't have that problem myself though because I made sure I was completely deprogrammed from xianity and it's lies and knew Satan is the True God before doing the dedication ritual and becoming a Spiritual Satanist officialy. That's the ideal thing to do, but some people are impatient and want to dedicate ASAP. I WAS scared, yes, but not scared of Satan but of other things. I was afraid I might be attacked by enemy angels or greys or that I would experience something intense I can't handle for example.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "add.brionn" <add.brionn@... wrote:

Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..

 

[carl bolger]

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From: add.brionn <add.brionn@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, September 30, 2011 5:18 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Im scared of our father

  Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..

 

[Sss D.]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], carl bolger <poisonedheart666@... wrote:

Your not used to this world....try to see beyond what youve been tought as they are all infact lies i quote "THERE IS NOTHING AND I DO MEAN NOTHING AT ALL TO BE AFRAID OF" father loves us and we love him very much...the only ones who should be scared of him or even his mere presnts or anything of the sort are "KIKES", "MUSLIMS",  and "XIANS" but non of these things are you i hope...or maybe its the fact that you seem to think you have to submit to slavery (prayer, and worship) this is a contradiction of everything he is and if you didnt came asking for help and you were the opposition id think you were blaspheming him and id report you
think outside the box my brother be yourself
Hail father Satan
Hail the gods of hell
Hail Imandria
-Thorn666


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From: add.brionn <add.brionn@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, September 30, 2011 5:18 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Im scared of our father


 
Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/206

 

[Yvonne]

Never fear him. Its the enemy putting those feelings into you. He has helped me more than anything!!!! You will know soon enuff he loves us.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "add.brionn" <add.brionn@... wrote:

Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..

 

[Kungo Maltesh]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "add.brionn" <add.brionn@... wrote:

Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..

Adding to the other replies , The actual Solution is to get to know Satan slowly and at Your own pace. If You're afraid , tell Him about it . Tell Him to reveal Himself to You . Fear is instilled by His enemies so that no one will approach Him and get enlightment , escaping once and for all from their grip. Take Your time , take it easy , and feel no guilt if You feel like that . It took a while to EVERYONE to get to know Satan and get to realize , despite of knowing it or not , that Satan is actually the Good person in this whole enemy created storyline .

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Yvonne]

I saw him in my medative state. He is beautiful with a great blue light and very compasionate.
HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "diznit26" <diznit26@... wrote:

It's pretty normal if you're a Satanist only for 6 days and you haven't deprogrammed completely from xianity. You just need to do that, read things like exposing christianity and other books/sites proving xianity is a hoax and Satan is the good guy and get used to that.

I didn't have that problem myself though because I made sure I was completely deprogrammed from xianity and it's lies and knew Satan is the True God before doing the dedication ritual and becoming a Spiritual Satanist officialy. That's the ideal thing to do, but some people are impatient and want to dedicate ASAP. I WAS scared, yes, but not scared of Satan but of other things. I was afraid I might be attacked by enemy angels or greys or that I would experience something intense I can't handle for example.



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "add.brionn" <add.brionn@ wrote:

Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..