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Austin Robb

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Hey brothers and sister....I come to all these groups(JoS666, teens4satan, and satans love) I come to all of you I'm having severe family issues I hate my dads side and I hate my dad I like my mom aka prefer that side over any and well my family(dads side) is very hard drug users and very abusive people but the problem is that my step mom(piece of shit control freak) is trying to force me to live back with them my dad sadly has custody but he let my mom have me and well my mom(very nice clean women) struggles with jobs and money and she's gotta goto court cause she wants to get custody and take my sister out of this environment(she's 11 and knows what being pilled out is and what weed is and drugs and all that etc) but problem is my step mom she basically minuplates everyone and thing to get her way and I fear she will do this with the court my mom has done bad things in her life but she quit

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3
 
These kinds of situations are very tramatic and can hurt your developing psyche if you let it get to you too much. Trust me. Don't let your dads bad habits influence or make you feel like anything less than who you are. If anyone is physically abusing you you need to get whole of child protective service.

I would suggest sitting down with your sister and talk to her about drugs. Inform her of everything that drugs do to the brain. Drugs hinder spiritual progress and if you are on them you will never achieve Satan's goal for humanity. It would be very dangerous to raise the kundulani while in a altered state. Drugs are also substances that Jewish zionists aka "jewish racist criminal organization members" created to keep mankind mentally weak so the select few can keep us spiritually enslaved. We will never be able to completely win until We relieve society of the ensnaring chokehold drugs has on our society. Educate her.

Sometimes in life We have to manipulate the things around us to make our lives easier. There is Nothing wrong for using every option on the table to achieve something. In fact it is an honorable trait. People who are conditioned to lay down and take it are pacifists, Christians, and slaves. Everyone must fight as hard as they can for what they want or believe in. This is what We do here with meditation and spiritual warfare.
So if you're mom tries her hardest to get custody of you and your sister and she succeeds shouldn't you be happy? I hope so and I wish the best for you.

Hail Satan!
WWW.joyofsatan.org. WWW.exposingchristianity.com
Hail Satan!
Hail Enlil!
Hail Andromalius!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Austin Robb wrote:

Hey brothers and sister....I come to all these groups(JoS666, teens4satan, and satans love) I come to all of you I'm having severe family issues I hate my dads side and I hate my dad I like my mom aka prefer that side over any and well my family(dads side) is very hard drug users and very abusive people but the problem is that my step mom(piece of shit control freak) is trying to force me to live back with them my dad sadly has custody but he let my mom have me and well my mom(very nice clean women) struggles with jobs and money and she's gotta goto court cause she wants to get custody and take my sister out of this environment(she's 11 and knows what being pilled out is and what weed is and drugs and all that etc) but problem is my step mom she basically minuplates everyone and thing to get her way and I fear she will do this with the court my mom has done bad things in her life but she quit

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3
 
I love with my mother now and I fallen into deep depression twice, because I miss my friends in Indiana and me texting them isn't helping it seems to hurt more I made a couple of friends here in Missouri but :\ yah my sister knows drugs are bad and all just I fell into drugs living there I was on k2 and weed and I just had to stop and I found satan soon afterwards and I move out 1 month after I found satanism and all but my worries are that if my dad wins court then....I'd have to go back to there household of drugs my baby nephew is living there he is almost 1 and it makes me sad to know he will be just like them, and just my main fear is that ill have to be forced to worship their crap and they literally last time I lived there I came home nothing was in my room but a mattress on the floor and a pile of clothes and a bible I had to read that fiction novel everyday and study it...I literally threw the thing across the room and cussed out everyone near me and from now since then they call me possessed :\ I wish I was open enough to talk to demons and see if they could help me get my revenge....but yah they call cops on me when I listen to screamo with door shut thinking I'm doing a "death ritual" and just I tried to sit down with them but nope that got me bitch slapped across the face...no one deserves to be treated like I was no one that was utter bull shit and if I am ordered by court to go back I'm packing my bags and leaving to the streets

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3
  These kinds of situations are very tramatic and can hurt your developing psyche if you let it get to you too much. Trust me. Don't let your dads bad habits influence or make you feel like anything less than who you are. If anyone is physically abusing you you need to get whole of child protective service.

I would suggest sitting down with your sister and talk to her about drugs. Inform her of everything that drugs do to the brain. Drugs hinder spiritual progress and if you are on them you will never achieve Satan's goal for humanity. It would be very dangerous to raise the kundulani while in a altered state. Drugs are also substances that Jewish zionists aka "jewish racist criminal organization members" created to keep mankind mentally weak so the select few can keep us spiritually enslaved. We will never be able to completely win until We relieve society of the ensnaring chokehold drugs has on our society. Educate her.

Sometimes in life We have to manipulate the things around us to make our lives easier. There is Nothing wrong for using every option on the table to achieve something. In fact it is an honorable trait. People who are conditioned to lay down and take it are pacifists, Christians, and slaves. Everyone must fight as hard as they can for what they want or believe in. This is what We do here with meditation and spiritual warfare.
So if you're mom tries her hardest to get custody of you and your sister and she succeeds shouldn't you be happy? I hope so and I wish the best for you.

Hail Satan!
WWW.joyofsatan.org. WWW.exposingchristianity.com
Hail Satan!
Hail Enlil!
Hail Andromalius!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Austin Robb wrote:

Hey brothers and sister....I come to all these groups(JoS666, teens4satan, and satans love) I come to all of you I'm having severe family issues I hate my dads side and I hate my dad I like my mom aka prefer that side over any and well my family(dads side) is very hard drug users and very abusive people but the problem is that my step mom(piece of shit control freak) is trying to force me to live back with them my dad sadly has custody but he let my mom have me and well my mom(very nice clean women) struggles with jobs and money and she's gotta goto court cause she wants to get custody and take my sister out of this environment(she's 11 and knows what being pilled out is and what weed is and drugs and all that etc) but problem is my step mom she basically minuplates everyone and thing to get her way and I fear she will do this with the court my mom has done bad things in her life but she quit

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3
 
I've been there. Remember that Satan knows what we can and can't handle. Satan is always with you and is always listening. Satan is not that fictitous, mooching Rabbi Jesshits. Satan cares for you. Take those experiences and use them to destroy your enemies. You might also want to detach them from your soul before you do a death ritual.

Laughing is the best medicine. Laughter is what helps me get over some of the feelings that come to the surface when I think upon My life. I also use laughter to deal with pain. Laughter and anger are good vents.( this is probably terrible psychological advice.)

Just remember that you can get arrested for running away and will probably end up in a group home or juvenile detention center. From My own experience, atleast when you're there you can be who you want to be. It makes the limited freedoms seem less severe. You should not run away though because it is illegal.

I hope everything works out for you.

Hail Satan!
Hail Enlil!
Hail Andromalius!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Austin Robb wrote:

I love with my mother now and I fallen into deep depression twice, because I miss my friends in Indiana and me texting them isn't helping it seems to hurt more I made a couple of friends here in Missouri but :\ yah my sister knows drugs are bad and all just I fell into drugs living there I was on k2 and weed and I just had to stop and I found satan soon afterwards and I move out 1 month after I found satanism and all but my worries are that if my dad wins court then....I'd have to go back to there household of drugs my baby nephew is living there he is almost 1 and it makes me sad to know he will be just like them, and just my main fear is that ill have to be forced to worship their crap and they literally last time I lived there I came home nothing was in my room but a mattress on the floor and a pile of clothes and a bible I had to read that fiction novel everyday and study it...I literally threw the thing across the room and cussed out everyone near me and from now since then they call me possessed :\ I wish I was open enough to talk to demons and see if they could help me get my revenge....but yah they call cops on me when I listen to screamo with door shut thinking I'm doing a "death ritual" and just I tried to sit down with them but nope that got me bitch slapped across the face...no one deserves to be treated like I was no one that was utter bull shit and if I am ordered by court to go back I'm packing my bags and leaving to the streets

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3

On Jan 7, 2013, at 2:59 PM, "enkisson_descarte_666@..." wrote:

These kinds of situations are very tramatic and can hurt your developing psyche if you let it get to you too much. Trust me. Don't let your dads bad habits influence or make you feel like anything less than who you are. If anyone is physically abusing you you need to get whole of child protective service.

I would suggest sitting down with your sister and talk to her about drugs. Inform her of everything that drugs do to the brain. Drugs hinder spiritual progress and if you are on them you will never achieve Satan's goal for humanity. It would be very dangerous to raise the kundulani while in a altered state. Drugs are also substances that Jewish zionists aka "jewish racist criminal organization members" created to keep mankind mentally weak so the select few can keep us spiritually enslaved. We will never be able to completely win until We relieve society of the ensnaring chokehold drugs has on our society. Educate her.

Sometimes in life We have to manipulate the things around us to make our lives easier. There is Nothing wrong for using every option on the table to achieve something. In fact it is an honorable trait. People who are conditioned to lay down and take it are pacifists, Christians, and slaves. Everyone must fight as hard as they can for what they want or believe in. This is what We do here with meditation and spiritual warfare.
So if you're mom tries her hardest to get custody of you and your sister and she succeeds shouldn't you be happy? I hope so and I wish the best for you.

Hail Satan!
WWW.joyofsatan.org. WWW.exposingchristianity.com
Hail Satan!
Hail Enlil!
Hail Andromalius!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Austin Robb wrote:

Hey brothers and sister....I come to all these groups(JoS666, teens4satan, and satans love) I come to all of you I'm having severe family issues I hate my dads side and I hate my dad I like my mom aka prefer that side over any and well my family(dads side) is very hard drug users and very abusive people but the problem is that my step mom(piece of shit control freak) is trying to force me to live back with them my dad sadly has custody but he let my mom have me and well my mom(very nice clean women) struggles with jobs and money and she's gotta goto court cause she wants to get custody and take my sister out of this environment(she's 11 and knows what being pilled out is and what weed is and drugs and all that etc) but problem is my step mom she basically minuplates everyone and thing to get her way and I fear she will do this with the court my mom has done bad things in her life but she quit

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3
 
To add on, I would also work on building an aura of protection as well as work as fervently as you can on empowering yourself via meditations...a higher frequency of your soul might allow for your situation to work out in your favor, just be sure to make affirmations after you empower yourself and perform void meditation on the energy buzz
I do honestly wish you the best of luck and Satan does care for you and is watching out for you, always keep faith in him
 
It's quite hard for me to give you advice on this, your Dad's family might be drug users but you don't tell whether your Dad uses drugs as well or whether he has a criminal record. The reason that your Dad has custody over you and your sister could be that he's clean on paper and your mom is not. If you are allowed to testify in the court hearing, you might explain the judge why your mom should have custody over you and your sister, why would you be better of with your mom? in another way, how does your dad and step-mother make your life and sister's life miserable?

You need to explain more in order to get a better advice, how old are you by the way?

HAIL SATAN!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Austin Robb wrote:

Hey brothers and sister....I come to all these groups(JoS666, teens4satan, and satans love) I come to all of you I'm having severe family issues I hate my dads side and I hate my dad I like my mom aka prefer that side over any and well my family(dads side) is very hard drug users and very abusive people but the problem is that my step mom(piece of shit control freak) is trying to force me to live back with them my dad sadly has custody but he let my mom have me and well my mom(very nice clean women) struggles with jobs and money and she's gotta goto court cause she wants to get custody and take my sister out of this environment(she's 11 and knows what being pilled out is and what weed is and drugs and all that etc) but problem is my step mom she basically minuplates everyone and thing to get her way and I fear she will do this with the court my mom has done bad things in her life but she quit

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3
 
I love our father Satan! Lol read my signature :) but I do not get relaxed at all most time I just can't...I pray to father when something bad happens or I am stressed out and need someone to talk to I normally just ask him for knowledge and wisdom on situations I normal have a normal conversation in my head just trying to imagine what he would say back but I know once I see him I will hug him and probably not let go I see him as my real biological father seeing as mine was never there and I just love satan more than anything and I'm glad to be a satanist and yah I fall into depressions ALOT but that's just called being bipolar lol I severly think I find things hilarious when people say don't lose faith in satan cause if u made the dedication u should know that SATAN IS ALWAYS WITH YOU! 

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3
On Jan 7, 2013, at 6:36 PM, "Alex Seville" <devillian413@... wrote:
  To add on, I would also work on building an aura of protection as well as work as fervently as you can on empowering yourself via meditations...a higher frequency of your soul might allow for your situation to work out in your favor, just be sure to make affirmations after you empower yourself and perform void meditation on the energy buzz
I do honestly wish you the best of luck and Satan does care for you and is watching out for you, always keep faith in him
 
ok, if you can, whenever there's no one around or paying attention, take a pic of the outside of the house, then take pics from the inside, about how you are forced to live. If you know where they keep their drugs or are seen easily around the house, take pics of them as well, if you find them (your dad and whoever is there at the time) stoned and unaware, take a pic of them too, they can be used as proof in a court of law.

HAIL SATAN!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Austin Robb wrote:

I love with my mother now and I fallen into deep depression twice, because I miss my friends in Indiana and me texting them isn't helping it seems to hurt more I made a couple of friends here in Missouri but :\ yah my sister knows drugs are bad and all just I fell into drugs living there I was on k2 and weed and I just had to stop and I found satan soon afterwards and I move out 1 month after I found satanism and all but my worries are that if my dad wins court then....I'd have to go back to there household of drugs my baby nephew is living there he is almost 1 and it makes me sad to know he will be just like them, and just my main fear is that ill have to be forced to worship their crap and they literally last time I lived there I came home nothing was in my room but a mattress on the floor and a pile of clothes and a bible I had to read that fiction novel everyday and study it...I literally threw the thing across the room and cussed out everyone near me and from now since then they call me possessed :\ I wish I was open enough to talk to demons and see if they could help me get my revenge....but yah they call cops on me when I listen to screamo with door shut thinking I'm doing a "death ritual" and just I tried to sit down with them but nope that got me bitch slapped across the face...no one deserves to be treated like I was no one that was utter bull shit and if I am ordered by court to go back I'm packing my bags and leaving to the streets

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3

On Jan 7, 2013, at 2:59 PM, "enkisson_descarte_666@..." wrote:

These kinds of situations are very tramatic and can hurt your developing psyche if you let it get to you too much. Trust me. Don't let your dads bad habits influence or make you feel like anything less than who you are. If anyone is physically abusing you you need to get whole of child protective service.

I would suggest sitting down with your sister and talk to her about drugs. Inform her of everything that drugs do to the brain. Drugs hinder spiritual progress and if you are on them you will never achieve Satan's goal for humanity. It would be very dangerous to raise the kundulani while in a altered state. Drugs are also substances that Jewish zionists aka "jewish racist criminal organization members" created to keep mankind mentally weak so the select few can keep us spiritually enslaved. We will never be able to completely win until We relieve society of the ensnaring chokehold drugs has on our society. Educate her.

Sometimes in life We have to manipulate the things around us to make our lives easier. There is Nothing wrong for using every option on the table to achieve something. In fact it is an honorable trait. People who are conditioned to lay down and take it are pacifists, Christians, and slaves. Everyone must fight as hard as they can for what they want or believe in. This is what We do here with meditation and spiritual warfare.
So if you're mom tries her hardest to get custody of you and your sister and she succeeds shouldn't you be happy? I hope so and I wish the best for you.

Hail Satan!
WWW.joyofsatan.org. WWW.exposingchristianity.com
Hail Satan!
Hail Enlil!
Hail Andromalius!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Austin Robb wrote:

Hey brothers and sister....I come to all these groups(JoS666, teens4satan, and satans love) I come to all of you I'm having severe family issues I hate my dads side and I hate my dad I like my mom aka prefer that side over any and well my family(dads side) is very hard drug users and very abusive people but the problem is that my step mom(piece of shit control freak) is trying to force me to live back with them my dad sadly has custody but he let my mom have me and well my mom(very nice clean women) struggles with jobs and money and she's gotta goto court cause she wants to get custody and take my sister out of this environment(she's 11 and knows what being pilled out is and what weed is and drugs and all that etc) but problem is my step mom she basically minuplates everyone and thing to get her way and I fear she will do this with the court my mom has done bad things in her life but she quit

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3
 
i like your signature :) i speak some german. Und Ich iebe Er zu. Er ist meiner Vater und Herr über mir. ALL HAIL FATHER SATAN
ALL HEIL HITLER
 
I love with my mother now and step mom the control freak on pills wants me to move back cause I can express myself and she hates that she always hated me and how I acted she hated my sexuality my religion everything

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3
On Jan 8, 2013, at 10:48 PM, "ochoa_335@..." <ochoa_335@... wrote:
  ok, if you can, whenever there's no one around or paying attention, take a pic of the outside of the house, then take pics from the inside, about how you are forced to live. If you know where they keep their drugs or are seen easily around the house, take pics of them as well, if you find them (your dad and whoever is there at the time) stoned and unaware, take a pic of them too, they can be used as proof in a court of law.

HAIL SATAN!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Austin Robb wrote:

I love with my mother now and I fallen into deep depression twice, because I miss my friends in Indiana and me texting them isn't helping it seems to hurt more I made a couple of friends here in Missouri but :\ yah my sister knows drugs are bad and all just I fell into drugs living there I was on k2 and weed and I just had to stop and I found satan soon afterwards and I move out 1 month after I found satanism and all but my worries are that if my dad wins court then....I'd have to go back to there household of drugs my baby nephew is living there he is almost 1 and it makes me sad to know he will be just like them, and just my main fear is that ill have to be forced to worship their crap and they literally last time I lived there I came home nothing was in my room but a mattress on the floor and a pile of clothes and a bible I had to read that fiction novel everyday and study it...I literally threw the thing across the room and cussed out everyone near me and from now since then they call me possessed :\ I wish I was open enough to talk to demons and see if they could help me get my revenge....but yah they call cops on me when I listen to screamo with door shut thinking I'm doing a "death ritual" and just I tried to sit down with them but nope that got me bitch slapped across the face...no one deserves to be treated like I was no one that was utter bull shit and if I am ordered by court to go back I'm packing my bags and leaving to the streets

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3

On Jan 7, 2013, at 2:59 PM, "enkisson_descarte_666@..." wrote:

These kinds of situations are very tramatic and can hurt your developing psyche if you let it get to you too much. Trust me. Don't let your dads bad habits influence or make you feel like anything less than who you are. If anyone is physically abusing you you need to get whole of child protective service.

I would suggest sitting down with your sister and talk to her about drugs. Inform her of everything that drugs do to the brain. Drugs hinder spiritual progress and if you are on them you will never achieve Satan's goal for humanity. It would be very dangerous to raise the kundulani while in a altered state. Drugs are also substances that Jewish zionists aka "jewish racist criminal organization members" created to keep mankind mentally weak so the select few can keep us spiritually enslaved. We will never be able to completely win until We relieve society of the ensnaring chokehold drugs has on our society. Educate her.

Sometimes in life We have to manipulate the things around us to make our lives easier. There is Nothing wrong for using every option on the table to achieve something. In fact it is an honorable trait. People who are conditioned to lay down and take it are pacifists, Christians, and slaves. Everyone must fight as hard as they can for what they want or believe in. This is what We do here with meditation and spiritual warfare.
So if you're mom tries her hardest to get custody of you and your sister and she succeeds shouldn't you be happy? I hope so and I wish the best for you.

Hail Satan!
WWW.joyofsatan.org. WWW.exposingchristianity.com
Hail Satan!
Hail Enlil!
Hail Andromalius!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Austin Robb wrote:

Hey brothers and sister....I come to all these groups(JoS666, teens4satan, and satans love) I come to all of you I'm having severe family issues I hate my dads side and I hate my dad I like my mom aka prefer that side over any and well my family(dads side) is very hard drug users and very abusive people but the problem is that my step mom(piece of shit control freak) is trying to force me to live back with them my dad sadly has custody but he let my mom have me and well my mom(very nice clean women) struggles with jobs and money and she's gotta goto court cause she wants to get custody and take my sister out of this environment(she's 11 and knows what being pilled out is and what weed is and drugs and all that etc) but problem is my step mom she basically minuplates everyone and thing to get her way and I fear she will do this with the court my mom has done bad things in her life but she quit

Ich liebe meinen Vater Satan! <3
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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