dovakiin5574
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I normally just observe posts, i would never post unless something like this happened and I have no idea where else to turn
I've been dedicated to Satan for some time now (and have been on the jos site for most of that time) but I stopped doing meditation for about four months due to a lot of hardship, for the last week ive been doing a lot of powerful meditations and cleaning my aura. I made a few minor prayers, after seeing some of High Priestess Maxine's sermon videos, I did say to myself "I wish I could do something great for Satan" im not sure if that was the cause or not. ive been having a lot of powerful experiences and i have no idea why or what all even happens as I can only remember a few mins before I wake up.... Its like astral projection but i felt a powerful force focused at the sides of the crown of my head, all i remember is being inside a friends house then i was back in my room, saw a few moving shadows then snapped out of it. it didnt feel negative, but this only happened once before a few days ago, except then i couldn't remember anything before waking up. I don't know if Satan or his demons were a part of it or not, actually I feel like it was them. I've never really seen them but ive heard them pushing me in minor ways almost thoughts in my head that aren't my own.
So the question is, should I be concerned? What should I do?
I've been dedicated to Satan for some time now (and have been on the jos site for most of that time) but I stopped doing meditation for about four months due to a lot of hardship, for the last week ive been doing a lot of powerful meditations and cleaning my aura. I made a few minor prayers, after seeing some of High Priestess Maxine's sermon videos, I did say to myself "I wish I could do something great for Satan" im not sure if that was the cause or not. ive been having a lot of powerful experiences and i have no idea why or what all even happens as I can only remember a few mins before I wake up.... Its like astral projection but i felt a powerful force focused at the sides of the crown of my head, all i remember is being inside a friends house then i was back in my room, saw a few moving shadows then snapped out of it. it didnt feel negative, but this only happened once before a few days ago, except then i couldn't remember anything before waking up. I don't know if Satan or his demons were a part of it or not, actually I feel like it was them. I've never really seen them but ive heard them pushing me in minor ways almost thoughts in my head that aren't my own.
So the question is, should I be concerned? What should I do?