I woke up this morning...

[firebird894]

There is a lovely blue sky the suns out and steam is rising off the trees, the ground, the fences as the warmth dries up all the rain from the previous week. The winds and storm left us all unharmed. The horses are well, everyone is full of life, the peacocks are pecking around the front yard my big boy sat himself in the sun with his feathers ruffled calling to his mate who went to join him. 2 young roosters have been getting worked up fighting and chasing each other over the hens...soon the shortest day of the year will come and go and the days will grow longer and warmer again here and the fruit trees will blossom and new growth will spring up everywhere, the parrots will go to nest and have chics. Our weather patterns are changing back to drier times and I am happy about it.

I woke up this morning and was gratefull for my life and this chance I have here... for the first time in a long time I am happy.

My meditations have been a struggle lately my health has not been good, I have sunk to some pretty dark places, now I know its just my soul cleaning iteself out and my mind rearanging itself... for better things to come. Last night something happened...something different.

So a word of encoragement for those new who may still be struggling or getting frustrated. Don't worry just keep going. Satan will take care of you even when you don't realise it and no matter how rough the road gets... one morning you will wake up, the sun will be shining and something will have changed in you too.

It is not something words can do justice too... I saw a brilliant flash of light last night and something along my spine opened up it was not my kundilini yet, for that I am not ready but things are moving along. Despite anything else... you just keep meditating and if feelings and fears surface dont try to stop it, I did a lot of beating myself up a lot of guilt came up in me a lot of fear, a lot of doubt, I had spychic attack and guess what? It didn't stop me and it will pass. It might not be the end of it yet for me but I have a break in the storm right now and I intend to enjoy it.

Trust in Father Satan he will not leave you, he knows how hard this is for us, and it is not our fault. He understands us completely and now I really know it. You will come to a moment where you will see a change you will feel different one morning it might take a while to realise what it is but when you do you will understand why I am so happy about this morning.

You cannot change the past, it has led you to where you are now, the future has not happened yet... right now you are alive, you are breathing that is what matters, live for right now. My whole aura is lit up, I havnt been able to see this much light in myself before, my chakras have gold through them, I have a channel down my spine that is open and its flooded with white light, I can can feel it all through me, last night something happened in the centre of my head like a cap blew off something I cant find another way to explain it and I saw a white flash and it was so bright it flooded out and filled my head like a fountain, then I fell asleep. It was the best sleep I have had in weeks. My awareness has expanded a bit more and all sorts of things are flooding into my mind things to do with the Earth and her energy and my local area animals and plants, the sun it's amazing. The dark enemy voices in my mind are gone... I won, I beat them. negative feelings and fears are gone.

I saw a vision it was the home of Our Gods, I have seen this place many times but this time I moved forward, I was standing on a beach the water was sparkling aqua blue, there was a very large moon in the sky and light was shining from everything. I walked into the water... I couldn't feel my physical body but I could feel the water like it was flowing through me, and it was warm and I swam into it and went under, I could breathe I was shining white and there were the most amazing fish and creatures every colour and some I can't even name... I wish I could remember all of it but that was as much as I can remember I do remember I was almost glowing there and I felt like I was home.

Yesteday I met a lovely old man in town I had not seen him before. He was very tall and softly spoken with a very nice energy about him. He was lonely but he smiled a lot. He was Scottish and he had the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen in a human, they were almost not quite human. He sat down and drank coffee with me at a cafe and we chatted he was sad when I left but something about him... I can't say what it was it was his eyes. Demons do find ways of meeting with us... so who knows I think I will meet him again. I am not saying he was... or wasn't but things changed for me after that. One day a young boy stopped in the street and looked at me, he said hello, unual around here I dont know who he was it was just after I dedicated. He said to me... gee lady you are carrying a lot of stuff there and he smiled. I only had 2 bags of shopping. There was something in what he said though I was carrying a lot... I understand what he meant now. There have also been animals that have come to me and led me places... you just have to be aware.

Hail Satan.

 

[Indigo Nation]

That was so beautiful thanks for sharing true from my experience as well no matter how hard it gets Satan will always be there for you life is beautiful I experienced a phase where I had a lot of bad things happen to me and mixed up emotions extreme but that subsided I love the way you write this, one day to everyone who is listening to me if you meditate and are serious about advancing you will experience beauty beyond what words can describe, don't ever give up anyone I actually had some past negative ecperiences I look at it as learning motivation something to help me understand and feel empathy for people after two to three years of emotional turmoil I am now joyful happy youthful calm love life, some of the feelings I felt were extreme like mostly waves of fear or sadness. I realize it was my soul cleaning out stuff from the past things just don't affect me that much anymore around me I like beauty. I am happy for you the way you sound good luck if you are serious about meditation you will feel lasting joy and bliss calmness even when you do feel things like sad or anger (for me not that often anymore) you will have joy behind it satisfaction. Know yourself it may not be the same for everyone but man some of the paranoia I had for awhile was horror beyond words I say press on no matter what comes in your path be strong strength is beauty Stay strong no matter what there are better days not to mention don't freaking give up there really is a way to attain anything you need through meditation or want(Satan or one of the Demons will help you if it's serious and you can't do it yourself) so press on soldiers we will all see better days the sun is out and shining beauty is everywhere in the world so is ugliness but no need to focus on it find beauty what you find beautiful love life live it better yourself be you and good luck everyone
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "firebird894" <firebird894@... wrote:

There is a lovely blue sky the suns out and steam is rising off the trees, the ground, the fences as the warmth dries up all the rain from the previous week. The winds and storm left us all unharmed. The horses are well, everyone is full of life, the peacocks are pecking around the front yard my big boy sat himself in the sun with his feathers ruffled calling to his mate who went to join him. 2 young roosters have been getting worked up fighting and chasing each other over the hens...soon the shortest day of the year will come and go and the days will grow longer and warmer again here and the fruit trees will blossom and new growth will spring up everywhere, the parrots will go to nest and have chics. Our weather patterns are changing back to drier times and I am happy about it.

I woke up this morning and was gratefull for my life and this chance I have here... for the first time in a long time I am happy.

My meditations have been a struggle lately my health has not been good, I have sunk to some pretty dark places, now I know its just my soul cleaning iteself out and my mind rearanging itself... for better things to come. Last night something happened...something different.

So a word of encoragement for those new who may still be struggling or getting frustrated. Don't worry just keep going. Satan will take care of you even when you don't realise it and no matter how rough the road gets... one morning you will wake up, the sun will be shining and something will have changed in you too.

It is not something words can do justice too... I saw a brilliant flash of light last night and something along my spine opened up it was not my kundilini yet, for that I am not ready but things are moving along. Despite anything else... you just keep meditating and if feelings and fears surface dont try to stop it, I did a lot of beating myself up a lot of guilt came up in me a lot of fear, a lot of doubt, I had spychic attack and guess what? It didn't stop me and it will pass. It might not be the end of it yet for me but I have a break in the storm right now and I intend to enjoy it.

Trust in Father Satan he will not leave you, he knows how hard this is for us, and it is not our fault. He understands us completely and now I really know it. You will come to a moment where you will see a change you will feel different one morning it might take a while to realise what it is but when you do you will understand why I am so happy about this morning.

You cannot change the past, it has led you to where you are now, the future has not happened yet... right now you are alive, you are breathing that is what matters, live for right now. My whole aura is lit up, I havnt been able to see this much light in myself before, my chakras have gold through them, I have a channel down my spine that is open and its flooded with white light, I can can feel it all through me, last night something happened in the centre of my head like a cap blew off something I cant find another way to explain it and I saw a white flash and it was so bright it flooded out and filled my head like a fountain, then I fell asleep. It was the best sleep I have had in weeks. My awareness has expanded a bit more and all sorts of things are flooding into my mind things to do with the Earth and her energy and my local area animals and plants, the sun it's amazing. The dark enemy voices in my mind are gone... I won, I beat them. negative feelings and fears are gone.

I saw a vision it was the home of Our Gods, I have seen this place many times but this time I moved forward, I was standing on a beach the water was sparkling aqua blue, there was a very large moon in the sky and light was shining from everything. I walked into the water... I couldn't feel my physical body but I could feel the water like it was flowing through me, and it was warm and I swam into it and went under, I could breathe I was shining white and there were the most amazing fish and creatures every colour and some I can't even name... I wish I could remember all of it but that was as much as I can remember I do remember I was almost glowing there and I felt like I was home.

Yesteday I met a lovely old man in town I had not seen him before. He was very tall and softly spoken with a very nice energy about him. He was lonely but he smiled a lot. He was Scottish and he had the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen in a human, they were almost not quite human. He sat down and drank coffee with me at a cafe and we chatted he was sad when I left but something about him... I can't say what it was it was his eyes. Demons do find ways of meeting with us... so who knows I think I will meet him again. I am not saying he was... or wasn't but things changed for me after that. One day a young boy stopped in the street and looked at me, he said hello, unual around here I dont know who he was it was just after I dedicated. He said to me... gee lady you are carrying a lot of stuff there and he smiled. I only had 2 bags of shopping. There was something in what he said though I was carrying a lot... I understand what he meant now. There have also been animals that have come to me and led me places... you just have to be aware.

Hail Satan.

 

[Mike1]

Hey Firebird, a great read.
Very inspirational and touching. It's a good thing to hear that there is a light in the tunnel, for You and for all of us. Glad You're doing better, even if only for the time being. We all need a break As You wrote it: things happen gradually. Even I may wake up one day and see the world differently, feel differently. Even without me knowng, I may suddenly "unblock" and that would be it: a breakthrough.
But as of now... thing's aren't that bright. Most of my mornings look like this: the very first thing, even before I open my eyes, is the pain. Headache. Many times, a really massive one. Sometimes it lasts the whole day (especially after destruction rituals performed by the Family... coincidence?) sometimes not. Then it even gets better: I feel weak and sic; it feels as if I have eaten something really bad or been starving. It's similar to the severe food poisoning symptoms. These dissipate along the day, sometimes the weakness can be felt till I hit the bed for the night. I thought that maybe it's because I'm getting starved through the night but it happens when I have a very late dinner too. It does happen when I sleep for too long and get up too late but only a headache. I don't feel sick then. And it happens when I sleep "normally" too so it's not the case. Or not the only one.Something to think about here...
All in all, I felt a lot better just after reading this post Thank You a lot Firebird. I'm sure many of Us needed that.
 Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike
From: firebird894 <firebird894@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, June 7, 2012 2:14 AM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] I woke up this morning...

  There is a lovely blue sky the suns out and steam is rising off the trees, the ground, the fences as the warmth dries up all the rain from the previous week. The winds and storm left us all unharmed. The horses are well, everyone is full of life, the peacocks are pecking around the front yard my big boy sat himself in the sun with his feathers ruffled calling to his mate who went to join him. 2 young roosters have been getting worked up fighting and chasing each other over the hens...soon the shortest day of the year will come and go and the days will grow longer and warmer again here and the fruit trees will blossom and new growth will spring up everywhere, the parrots will go to nest and have chics. Our weather patterns are changing back to drier times and I am happy about it.

I woke up this morning and was gratefull for my life and this chance I have here... for the first time in a long time I am happy.

My meditations have been a struggle lately my health has not been good, I have sunk to some pretty dark places, now I know its just my soul cleaning iteself out and my mind rearanging itself... for better things to come. Last night something happened...something different.

So a word of encoragement for those new who may still be struggling or getting frustrated. Don't worry just keep going. Satan will take care of you even when you don't realise it and no matter how rough the road gets... one morning you will wake up, the sun will be shining and something will have changed in you too.

It is not something words can do justice too... I saw a brilliant flash of light last night and something along my spine opened up it was not my kundilini yet, for that I am not ready but things are moving along. Despite anything else... you just keep meditating and if feelings and fears surface dont try to stop it, I did a lot of beating myself up a lot of guilt came up in me a lot of fear, a lot of doubt, I had spychic attack and guess what? It didn't stop me and it will pass. It might not be the end of it yet for me but I have a break in the storm right now and I intend to enjoy it.

Trust in Father Satan he will not leave you, he knows how hard this is for us, and it is not our fault. He understands us completely and now I really know it. You will come to a moment where you will see a change you will feel different one morning it might take a while to realise what it is but when you do you will understand why I am so happy about this morning.

You cannot change the past, it has led you to where you are now, the future has not happened yet... right now you are alive, you are breathing that is what matters, live for right now. My whole aura is lit up, I havnt been able to see this much light in myself before, my chakras have gold through them, I have a channel down my spine that is open and its flooded with white light, I can can feel it all through me, last night something happened in the centre of my head like a cap blew off something I cant find another way to explain it and I saw a white flash and it was so bright it flooded out and filled my head like a fountain, then I fell asleep. It was the best sleep I have had in weeks. My awareness has expanded a bit more and all sorts of things are flooding into my mind things to do with the Earth and her energy and my local area animals and plants, the sun it's amazing. The dark enemy voices in my mind are gone... I won, I beat them. negative feelings and fears are gone.

I saw a vision it was the home of Our Gods, I have seen this place many times but this time I moved forward, I was standing on a beach the water was sparkling aqua blue, there was a very large moon in the sky and light was shining from everything. I walked into the water... I couldn't feel my physical body but I could feel the water like it was flowing through me, and it was warm and I swam into it and went under, I could breathe I was shining white and there were the most amazing fish and creatures every colour and some I can't even name... I wish I could remember all of it but that was as much as I can remember I do remember I was almost glowing there and I felt like I was home.

Yesteday I met a lovely old man in town I had not seen him before. He was very tall and softly spoken with a very nice energy about him. He was lonely but he smiled a lot. He was Scottish and he had the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen in a human, they were almost not quite human. He sat down and drank coffee with me at a cafe and we chatted he was sad when I left but something about him... I can't say what it was it was his eyes. Demons do find ways of meeting with us... so who knows I think I will meet him again. I am not saying he was... or wasn't but things changed for me after that. One day a young boy stopped in the street and looked at me, he said hello, unual around here I dont know who he was it was just after I dedicated. He said to me... gee lady you are carrying a lot of stuff there and he smiled. I only had 2 bags of shopping. There was something in what he said though I was carrying a lot... I understand what he meant now. There have also been animals that have come to me and led me places... you just have to be aware.

Hail Satan.

 

[HPS Lydia]

Oh wow. I totally needed to read this right now. I just had a major enemy attack. Didn't know what else to do so I came on these groups to read posts, and this was the first one. Thank you Sister, this lifted my spirits

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "firebird894" <firebird894@... wrote:

There is a lovely blue sky the suns out and steam is rising off the trees, the ground, the fences as the warmth dries up all the rain from the previous week. The winds and storm left us all unharmed. The horses are well, everyone is full of life, the peacocks are pecking around the front yard my big boy sat himself in the sun with his feathers ruffled calling to his mate who went to join him. 2 young roosters have been getting worked up fighting and chasing each other over the hens...soon the shortest day of the year will come and go and the days will grow longer and warmer again here and the fruit trees will blossom and new growth will spring up everywhere, the parrots will go to nest and have chics. Our weather patterns are changing back to drier times and I am happy about it.

I woke up this morning and was gratefull for my life and this chance I have here... for the first time in a long time I am happy.

My meditations have been a struggle lately my health has not been good, I have sunk to some pretty dark places, now I know its just my soul cleaning iteself out and my mind rearanging itself... for better things to come. Last night something happened...something different.

So a word of encoragement for those new who may still be struggling or getting frustrated. Don't worry just keep going. Satan will take care of you even when you don't realise it and no matter how rough the road gets... one morning you will wake up, the sun will be shining and something will have changed in you too.

It is not something words can do justice too... I saw a brilliant flash of light last night and something along my spine opened up it was not my kundilini yet, for that I am not ready but things are moving along. Despite anything else... you just keep meditating and if feelings and fears surface dont try to stop it, I did a lot of beating myself up a lot of guilt came up in me a lot of fear, a lot of doubt, I had spychic attack and guess what? It didn't stop me and it will pass. It might not be the end of it yet for me but I have a break in the storm right now and I intend to enjoy it.

Trust in Father Satan he will not leave you, he knows how hard this is for us, and it is not our fault. He understands us completely and now I really know it. You will come to a moment where you will see a change you will feel different one morning it might take a while to realise what it is but when you do you will understand why I am so happy about this morning.

You cannot change the past, it has led you to where you are now, the future has not happened yet... right now you are alive, you are breathing that is what matters, live for right now. My whole aura is lit up, I havnt been able to see this much light in myself before, my chakras have gold through them, I have a channel down my spine that is open and its flooded with white light, I can can feel it all through me, last night something happened in the centre of my head like a cap blew off something I cant find another way to explain it and I saw a white flash and it was so bright it flooded out and filled my head like a fountain, then I fell asleep. It was the best sleep I have had in weeks. My awareness has expanded a bit more and all sorts of things are flooding into my mind things to do with the Earth and her energy and my local area animals and plants, the sun it's amazing. The dark enemy voices in my mind are gone... I won, I beat them. negative feelings and fears are gone.

I saw a vision it was the home of Our Gods, I have seen this place many times but this time I moved forward, I was standing on a beach the water was sparkling aqua blue, there was a very large moon in the sky and light was shining from everything. I walked into the water... I couldn't feel my physical body but I could feel the water like it was flowing through me, and it was warm and I swam into it and went under, I could breathe I was shining white and there were the most amazing fish and creatures every colour and some I can't even name... I wish I could remember all of it but that was as much as I can remember I do remember I was almost glowing there and I felt like I was home.

Yesteday I met a lovely old man in town I had not seen him before. He was very tall and softly spoken with a very nice energy about him. He was lonely but he smiled a lot. He was Scottish and he had the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen in a human, they were almost not quite human. He sat down and drank coffee with me at a cafe and we chatted he was sad when I left but something about him... I can't say what it was it was his eyes. Demons do find ways of meeting with us... so who knows I think I will meet him again. I am not saying he was... or wasn't but things changed for me after that. One day a young boy stopped in the street and looked at me, he said hello, unual around here I dont know who he was it was just after I dedicated. He said to me... gee lady you are carrying a lot of stuff there and he smiled. I only had 2 bags of shopping. There was something in what he said though I was carrying a lot... I understand what he meant now. There have also been animals that have come to me and led me places... you just have to be aware.

Hail Satan.

 

[sorceressofenki88]

Shortest day? I thought June 21st was the longest day no matter which hemisphere! Are the holidays backwards down there too, firebird? It messes w/ my head to know the weather is backwards down there! Have u gotten any snow?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

Oh wow. I totally needed to read this right now. I just had a major enemy attack. Didn't know what else to do so I came on these groups to read posts, and this was the first one. Thank you Sister, this lifted my spirits

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "firebird894" <firebird894@ wrote:

There is a lovely blue sky the suns out and steam is rising off the trees, the ground, the fences as the warmth dries up all the rain from the previous week. The winds and storm left us all unharmed. The horses are well, everyone is full of life, the peacocks are pecking around the front yard my big boy sat himself in the sun with his feathers ruffled calling to his mate who went to join him. 2 young roosters have been getting worked up fighting and chasing each other over the hens...soon the shortest day of the year will come and go and the days will grow longer and warmer again here and the fruit trees will blossom and new growth will spring up everywhere, the parrots will go to nest and have chics. Our weather patterns are changing back to drier times and I am happy about it.

I woke up this morning and was gratefull for my life and this chance I have here... for the first time in a long time I am happy.

My meditations have been a struggle lately my health has not been good, I have sunk to some pretty dark places, now I know its just my soul cleaning iteself out and my mind rearanging itself... for better things to come. Last night something happened...something different.

So a word of encoragement for those new who may still be struggling or getting frustrated. Don't worry just keep going. Satan will take care of you even when you don't realise it and no matter how rough the road gets... one morning you will wake up, the sun will be shining and something will have changed in you too.

It is not something words can do justice too... I saw a brilliant flash of light last night and something along my spine opened up it was not my kundilini yet, for that I am not ready but things are moving along. Despite anything else... you just keep meditating and if feelings and fears surface dont try to stop it, I did a lot of beating myself up a lot of guilt came up in me a lot of fear, a lot of doubt, I had spychic attack and guess what? It didn't stop me and it will pass. It might not be the end of it yet for me but I have a break in the storm right now and I intend to enjoy it.

Trust in Father Satan he will not leave you, he knows how hard this is for us, and it is not our fault. He understands us completely and now I really know it. You will come to a moment where you will see a change you will feel different one morning it might take a while to realise what it is but when you do you will understand why I am so happy about this morning.

You cannot change the past, it has led you to where you are now, the future has not happened yet... right now you are alive, you are breathing that is what matters, live for right now. My whole aura is lit up, I havnt been able to see this much light in myself before, my chakras have gold through them, I have a channel down my spine that is open and its flooded with white light, I can can feel it all through me, last night something happened in the centre of my head like a cap blew off something I cant find another way to explain it and I saw a white flash and it was so bright it flooded out and filled my head like a fountain, then I fell asleep. It was the best sleep I have had in weeks. My awareness has expanded a bit more and all sorts of things are flooding into my mind things to do with the Earth and her energy and my local area animals and plants, the sun it's amazing. The dark enemy voices in my mind are gone... I won, I beat them. negative feelings and fears are gone.

I saw a vision it was the home of Our Gods, I have seen this place many times but this time I moved forward, I was standing on a beach the water was sparkling aqua blue, there was a very large moon in the sky and light was shining from everything. I walked into the water... I couldn't feel my physical body but I could feel the water like it was flowing through me, and it was warm and I swam into it and went under, I could breathe I was shining white and there were the most amazing fish and creatures every colour and some I can't even name... I wish I could remember all of it but that was as much as I can remember I do remember I was almost glowing there and I felt like I was home.

Yesteday I met a lovely old man in town I had not seen him before. He was very tall and softly spoken with a very nice energy about him. He was lonely but he smiled a lot. He was Scottish and he had the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen in a human, they were almost not quite human. He sat down and drank coffee with me at a cafe and we chatted he was sad when I left but something about him... I can't say what it was it was his eyes. Demons do find ways of meeting with us... so who knows I think I will meet him again. I am not saying he was... or wasn't but things changed for me after that. One day a young boy stopped in the street and looked at me, he said hello, unual around here I dont know who he was it was just after I dedicated. He said to me... gee lady you are carrying a lot of stuff there and he smiled. I only had 2 bags of shopping. There was something in what he said though I was carrying a lot... I understand what he meant now. There have also been animals that have come to me and led me places... you just have to be aware.

Hail Satan.

 

[firebird894]

Have you seen a doctor? I had very similar symptoms for ages I felt terrible he thinks it has been some kind of infection Ive had a chronic type I have felt better since the antibiotics, my liver was also showing funny readings. Just a suggestion if you see the doctor ask him about mycoplasma and lymes disease it can't hurt to just have some blood tests to eliminate possibilities. There are some bugs that can hide in your cells. Also... cut out all fluride get a filter for your taps or buy bottled water. You could even just be defficient in some vitamins.

Hail Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Mike <misza2@... wrote:

Hey Firebird, a great read.

Very inspirational and touching. It's a good thing to hear that there is a light in the tunnel, for You and for all of us. Glad You're doing better, even if only for the time being. We all need a break
As You wrote it: things happen gradually. Even I may wake up one day and see the world differently, feel differently. Even without me knowng, I may suddenly "unblock" and that would be it: a breakthrough.

But as of now... thing's aren't that bright. Most of my mornings look like this: the very first thing, even before I open my eyes, is the pain. Headache. Many times, a really massive one. Sometimes it lasts the whole day (especially after destruction rituals performed by the Family... coincidence?) sometimes not. Then it even gets better: I feel weak and sic; it feels as if I have eaten something really bad or been starving. It's similar to the severe food poisoning symptoms. These dissipate along the day, sometimes the weakness can be felt till I hit the bed for the night. I thought that maybe it's because I'm getting starved through the night but it happens when I have a very late dinner too. It does happen when I sleep for too long and get up too late but only a headache. I don't feel sick then. And it happens when I sleep "normally" too so it's not the case. Or not the only one.
Something to think about here...

All in all, I felt a lot better just after reading this post
Thank You a lot Firebird. I'm sure many of Us needed that.

 
Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike


________________________________
From: firebird894 <firebird894@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, June 7, 2012 2:14 AM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] I woke up this morning...


 
There is a lovely blue sky the suns out and steam is rising off the trees, the ground, the fences as the warmth dries up all the rain from the previous week. The winds and storm left us all unharmed. The horses are well, everyone is full of life, the peacocks are pecking around the front yard my big boy sat himself in the sun with his feathers ruffled calling to his mate who went to join him. 2 young roosters have been getting worked up fighting and chasing each other over the hens...soon the shortest day of the year will come and go and the days will grow longer and warmer again here and the fruit trees will blossom and new growth will spring up everywhere, the parrots will go to nest and have chics. Our weather patterns are changing back to drier times and I am happy about it.

I woke up this morning and was gratefull for my life and this chance I have here... for the first time in a long time I am happy.

My meditations have been a struggle lately my health has not been good, I have sunk to some pretty dark places, now I know its just my soul cleaning iteself out and my mind rearanging itself... for better things to come. Last night something happened...something different.

So a word of encoragement for those new who may still be struggling or getting frustrated. Don't worry just keep going. Satan will take care of you even when you don't realise it and no matter how rough the road gets... one morning you will wake up, the sun will be shining and something will have changed in you too.

It is not something words can do justice too... I saw a brilliant flash of light last night and something along my spine opened up it was not my kundilini yet, for that I am not ready but things are moving along. Despite anything else... you just keep meditating and if feelings and fears surface dont try to stop it, I did a lot of beating myself up a lot of guilt came up in me a lot of fear, a lot of doubt, I had spychic attack and guess what? It didn't stop me and it will pass. It might not be the end of it yet for me but I have a break in the storm right now and I intend to enjoy it.

Trust in Father Satan he will not leave you, he knows how hard this is for us, and it is not our fault. He understands us completely and now I really know it. You will come to a moment where you will see a change you will feel different one morning it might take a while to realise what it is but when you do you will understand why I am so happy about this morning.

You cannot change the past, it has led you to where you are now, the future has not happened yet... right now you are alive, you are breathing that is what matters, live for right now. My whole aura is lit up, I havnt been able to see this much light in myself before, my chakras have gold through them, I have a channel down my spine that is open and its flooded with white light, I can can feel it all through me, last night something happened in the centre of my head like a cap blew off something I cant find another way to explain it and I saw a white flash and it was so bright it flooded out and filled my head like a fountain, then I fell asleep. It was the best sleep I have had in weeks. My awareness has expanded a bit more and all sorts of things are flooding into my mind things to do with the Earth and her energy and my local area animals and plants, the sun it's amazing. The dark enemy voices in my mind are gone... I won, I beat them. negative
feelings and fears are gone.

I saw a vision it was the home of Our Gods, I have seen this place many times but this time I moved forward, I was standing on a beach the water was sparkling aqua blue, there was a very large moon in the sky and light was shining from everything. I walked into the water... I couldn't feel my physical body but I could feel the water like it was flowing through me, and it was warm and I swam into it and went under, I could breathe I was shining white and there were the most amazing fish and creatures every colour and some I can't even name... I wish I could remember all of it but that was as much as I can remember I do remember I was almost glowing there and I felt like I was home.

Yesteday I met a lovely old man in town I had not seen him before. He was very tall and softly spoken with a very nice energy about him. He was lonely but he smiled a lot. He was Scottish and he had the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen in a human, they were almost not quite human. He sat down and drank coffee with me at a cafe and we chatted he was sad when I left but something about him... I can't say what it was it was his eyes. Demons do find ways of meeting with us... so who knows I think I will meet him again. I am not saying he was... or wasn't but things changed for me after that. One day a young boy stopped in the street and looked at me, he said hello, unual around here I dont know who he was it was just after I dedicated. He said to me... gee lady you are carrying a lot of stuff there and he smiled. I only had 2 bags of shopping. There was something in what he said though I was carrying a lot... I understand what he meant now. There have
also been animals that have come to me and led me places... you just have to be aware.

Hail Satan.

 

[firebird894]

I got something today that I didn't expect but really needed. Ive been riding my horse in boots that are just not safe really, I knew I needed to get some proper riding boots but I hadn't got round to really going out and looking I didnt really know where to look I just wanted some second hand ones. They had to be the type with a pointy toe so I could get my foot in the stirrups easy and that would slip off if I fell so I wouldnt get caught and dragged. Id been riding in big gumboots and risking it. I dont like op shops because they are usually xian run but Im not rich and their cheap and not many other second hand shops around here. I was looking in the local one today and looked over the shoes... and there they were a nice pair of what would have been very expensive Thomas Cook riding boots in my size, completely perfect, $5. I sure did have to pick my jaw up off the floor.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@... wrote:

That was so beautiful thanks for sharing true from my experience as well no matter how hard it gets Satan will always be there for you life is beautiful I experienced a phase where I had a lot of bad things happen to me and mixed up emotions extreme but that subsided I love the way you write this, one day to everyone who is listening to me if you meditate and are serious about advancing you will experience beauty beyond what words can describe, don't ever give up anyone I actually had some past negative ecperiences I look at it as learning motivation something to help me understand and feel empathy for people after two to three years of emotional turmoil I am now joyful happy youthful calm love life, some of the feelings I felt were extreme like mostly waves of fear or sadness. I realize it was my soul cleaning out stuff from the past things just don't affect me that much anymore around me I like beauty. I am happy for you the way you sound good luck if you are serious about meditation you will feel lasting joy and bliss calmness even when you do feel things like sad or anger (for me not that often anymore) you will have joy behind it satisfaction. Know yourself it may not be the same for everyone but man some of the paranoia I had for awhile was horror beyond words I say press on no matter what comes in your path be strong strength is beauty Stay strong no matter what there are better days not to mention don't freaking give up there really is a way to attain anything you need through meditation or want(Satan or one of the Demons will help you if it's serious and you can't do it yourself) so press on soldiers we will all see better days the sun is out and shining beauty is everywhere in the world so is ugliness but no need to focus on it find beauty what you find beautiful love life live it better yourself be you and good luck everyone
Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "firebird894" <firebird894@ wrote:

There is a lovely blue sky the suns out and steam is rising off the trees, the ground, the fences as the warmth dries up all the rain from the previous week. The winds and storm left us all unharmed. The horses are well, everyone is full of life, the peacocks are pecking around the front yard my big boy sat himself in the sun with his feathers ruffled calling to his mate who went to join him. 2 young roosters have been getting worked up fighting and chasing each other over the hens...soon the shortest day of the year will come and go and the days will grow longer and warmer again here and the fruit trees will blossom and new growth will spring up everywhere, the parrots will go to nest and have chics. Our weather patterns are changing back to drier times and I am happy about it.

I woke up this morning and was gratefull for my life and this chance I have here... for the first time in a long time I am happy.

My meditations have been a struggle lately my health has not been good, I have sunk to some pretty dark places, now I know its just my soul cleaning iteself out and my mind rearanging itself... for better things to come. Last night something happened...something different.

So a word of encoragement for those new who may still be struggling or getting frustrated. Don't worry just keep going. Satan will take care of you even when you don't realise it and no matter how rough the road gets... one morning you will wake up, the sun will be shining and something will have changed in you too.

It is not something words can do justice too... I saw a brilliant flash of light last night and something along my spine opened up it was not my kundilini yet, for that I am not ready but things are moving along. Despite anything else... you just keep meditating and if feelings and fears surface dont try to stop it, I did a lot of beating myself up a lot of guilt came up in me a lot of fear, a lot of doubt, I had spychic attack and guess what? It didn't stop me and it will pass. It might not be the end of it yet for me but I have a break in the storm right now and I intend to enjoy it.

Trust in Father Satan he will not leave you, he knows how hard this is for us, and it is not our fault. He understands us completely and now I really know it. You will come to a moment where you will see a change you will feel different one morning it might take a while to realise what it is but when you do you will understand why I am so happy about this morning.

You cannot change the past, it has led you to where you are now, the future has not happened yet... right now you are alive, you are breathing that is what matters, live for right now. My whole aura is lit up, I havnt been able to see this much light in myself before, my chakras have gold through them, I have a channel down my spine that is open and its flooded with white light, I can can feel it all through me, last night something happened in the centre of my head like a cap blew off something I cant find another way to explain it and I saw a white flash and it was so bright it flooded out and filled my head like a fountain, then I fell asleep. It was the best sleep I have had in weeks. My awareness has expanded a bit more and all sorts of things are flooding into my mind things to do with the Earth and her energy and my local area animals and plants, the sun it's amazing. The dark enemy voices in my mind are gone... I won, I beat them. negative feelings and fears are gone.

I saw a vision it was the home of Our Gods, I have seen this place many times but this time I moved forward, I was standing on a beach the water was sparkling aqua blue, there was a very large moon in the sky and light was shining from everything. I walked into the water... I couldn't feel my physical body but I could feel the water like it was flowing through me, and it was warm and I swam into it and went under, I could breathe I was shining white and there were the most amazing fish and creatures every colour and some I can't even name... I wish I could remember all of it but that was as much as I can remember I do remember I was almost glowing there and I felt like I was home.

Yesteday I met a lovely old man in town I had not seen him before. He was very tall and softly spoken with a very nice energy about him. He was lonely but he smiled a lot. He was Scottish and he had the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen in a human, they were almost not quite human. He sat down and drank coffee with me at a cafe and we chatted he was sad when I left but something about him... I can't say what it was it was his eyes. Demons do find ways of meeting with us... so who knows I think I will meet him again. I am not saying he was... or wasn't but things changed for me after that. One day a young boy stopped in the street and looked at me, he said hello, unual around here I dont know who he was it was just after I dedicated. He said to me... gee lady you are carrying a lot of stuff there and he smiled. I only had 2 bags of shopping. There was something in what he said though I was carrying a lot... I understand what he meant now. There have also been animals that have come to me and led me places... you just have to be aware.

Hail Satan.

 

[ilda ramirez]

wow that is so inpiraring for me since im new and still have thoughts of fear come up. I hope to one day experince something beautiful like u have.
i do have a question about meditation hope u can answer? The other day after doing some medittions for the first time i felt something it was a weird tingly feeling very strong in both my arms,hands and tongue? Was that normal? Does that mean anything and what should i do if it happens again?
Hail Father Satan!

<hr>To: [email protected]
From: firebird894@...
Date: Thu, 7 Jun 2012 01:14:09 +0000
Subject: [HellsArmy666] I woke up this morning...

  There is a lovely blue sky the suns out and steam is rising off the trees, the ground, the fences as the warmth dries up all the rain from the previous week. The winds and storm left us all unharmed. The horses are well, everyone is full of life, the peacocks are pecking around the front yard my big boy sat himself in the sun with his feathers ruffled calling to his mate who went to join him. 2 young roosters have been getting worked up fighting and chasing each other over the hens...soon the shortest day of the year will come and go and the days will grow longer and warmer again here and the fruit trees will blossom and new growth will spring up everywhere, the parrots will go to nest and have chics. Our weather patterns are changing back to drier times and I am happy about it.

I woke up this morning and was gratefull for my life and this chance I have here... for the first time in a long time I am happy.

My meditations have been a struggle lately my health has not been good, I have sunk to some pretty dark places, now I know its just my soul cleaning iteself out and my mind rearanging itself... for better things to come. Last night something happened...something different.

So a word of encoragement for those new who may still be struggling or getting frustrated. Don't worry just keep going. Satan will take care of you even when you don't realise it and no matter how rough the road gets... one morning you will wake up, the sun will be shining and something will have changed in you too.

It is not something words can do justice too... I saw a brilliant flash of light last night and something along my spine opened up it was not my kundilini yet, for that I am not ready but things are moving along. Despite anything else... you just keep meditating and if feelings and fears surface dont try to stop it, I did a lot of beating myself up a lot of guilt came up in me a lot of fear, a lot of doubt, I had spychic attack and guess what? It didn't stop me and it will pass. It might not be the end of it yet for me but I have a break in the storm right now and I intend to enjoy it.

Trust in Father Satan he will not leave you, he knows how hard this is for us, and it is not our fault. He understands us completely and now I really know it. You will come to a moment where you will see a change you will feel different one morning it might take a while to realise what it is but when you do you will understand why I am so happy about this morning.

You cannot change the past, it has led you to where you are now, the future has not happened yet... right now you are alive, you are breathing that is what matters, live for right now. My whole aura is lit up, I havnt been able to see this much light in myself before, my chakras have gold through them, I have a channel down my spine that is open and its flooded with white light, I can can feel it all through me, last night something happened in the centre of my head like a cap blew off something I cant find another way to explain it and I saw a white flash and it was so bright it flooded out and filled my head like a fountain, then I fell asleep. It was the best sleep I have had in weeks. My awareness has expanded a bit more and all sorts of things are flooding into my mind things to do with the Earth and her energy and my local area animals and plants, the sun it's amazing. The dark enemy voices in my mind are gone... I won, I beat them. negative feelings and fears are gone.

I saw a vision it was the home of Our Gods, I have seen this place many times but this time I moved forward, I was standing on a beach the water was sparkling aqua blue, there was a very large moon in the sky and light was shining from everything. I walked into the water... I couldn't feel my physical body but I could feel the water like it was flowing through me, and it was warm and I swam into it and went under, I could breathe I was shining white and there were the most amazing fish and creatures every colour and some I can't even name... I wish I could remember all of it but that was as much as I can remember I do remember I was almost glowing there and I felt like I was home.

Yesteday I met a lovely old man in town I had not seen him before. He was very tall and softly spoken with a very nice energy about him. He was lonely but he smiled a lot. He was Scottish and he had the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen in a human, they were almost not quite human. He sat down and drank coffee with me at a cafe and we chatted he was sad when I left but something about him... I can't say what it was it was his eyes. Demons do find ways of meeting with us... so who knows I think I will meet him again. I am not saying he was... or wasn't but things changed for me after that. One day a young boy stopped in the street and looked at me, he said hello, unual around here I dont know who he was it was just after I dedicated. He said to me... gee lady you are carrying a lot of stuff there and he smiled. I only had 2 bags of shopping. There was something in what he said though I was carrying a lot... I understand what he meant now. There have also been animals that have come to me and led me places... you just have to be aware.

Hail Satan.

 

[ilda ramirez]

wow that is so inpiraring for me since im new and still have thoughts of fear come up. I hope to one day experince something beautiful like u have.
i do have a question about meditation hope u can answer? The other day after doing some medittions for the first time i felt something it was a weird tingly feeling very strong in both my arms,hands and tongue? Was that normal? Does that mean anything and what should i do if it happens again?
Hail Father Satan!

<hr>To: [email protected]
From: firebird894@...
Date: Thu, 7 Jun 2012 01:14:09 +0000
Subject: [HellsArmy666] I woke up this morning...

  There is a lovely blue sky the suns out and steam is rising off the trees, the ground, the fences as the warmth dries up all the rain from the previous week. The winds and storm left us all unharmed. The horses are well, everyone is full of life, the peacocks are pecking around the front yard my big boy sat himself in the sun with his feathers ruffled calling to his mate who went to join him. 2 young roosters have been getting worked up fighting and chasing each other over the hens...soon the shortest day of the year will come and go and the days will grow longer and warmer again here and the fruit trees will blossom and new growth will spring up everywhere, the parrots will go to nest and have chics. Our weather patterns are changing back to drier times and I am happy about it.

I woke up this morning and was gratefull for my life and this chance I have here... for the first time in a long time I am happy.

My meditations have been a struggle lately my health has not been good, I have sunk to some pretty dark places, now I know its just my soul cleaning iteself out and my mind rearanging itself... for better things to come. Last night something happened...something different.

So a word of encoragement for those new who may still be struggling or getting frustrated. Don't worry just keep going. Satan will take care of you even when you don't realise it and no matter how rough the road gets... one morning you will wake up, the sun will be shining and something will have changed in you too.

It is not something words can do justice too... I saw a brilliant flash of light last night and something along my spine opened up it was not my kundilini yet, for that I am not ready but things are moving along. Despite anything else... you just keep meditating and if feelings and fears surface dont try to stop it, I did a lot of beating myself up a lot of guilt came up in me a lot of fear, a lot of doubt, I had spychic attack and guess what? It didn't stop me and it will pass. It might not be the end of it yet for me but I have a break in the storm right now and I intend to enjoy it.

Trust in Father Satan he will not leave you, he knows how hard this is for us, and it is not our fault. He understands us completely and now I really know it. You will come to a moment where you will see a change you will feel different one morning it might take a while to realise what it is but when you do you will understand why I am so happy about this morning.

You cannot change the past, it has led you to where you are now, the future has not happened yet... right now you are alive, you are breathing that is what matters, live for right now. My whole aura is lit up, I havnt been able to see this much light in myself before, my chakras have gold through them, I have a channel down my spine that is open and its flooded with white light, I can can feel it all through me, last night something happened in the centre of my head like a cap blew off something I cant find another way to explain it and I saw a white flash and it was so bright it flooded out and filled my head like a fountain, then I fell asleep. It was the best sleep I have had in weeks. My awareness has expanded a bit more and all sorts of things are flooding into my mind things to do with the Earth and her energy and my local area animals and plants, the sun it's amazing. The dark enemy voices in my mind are gone... I won, I beat them. negative feelings and fears are gone.

I saw a vision it was the home of Our Gods, I have seen this place many times but this time I moved forward, I was standing on a beach the water was sparkling aqua blue, there was a very large moon in the sky and light was shining from everything. I walked into the water... I couldn't feel my physical body but I could feel the water like it was flowing through me, and it was warm and I swam into it and went under, I could breathe I was shining white and there were the most amazing fish and creatures every colour and some I can't even name... I wish I could remember all of it but that was as much as I can remember I do remember I was almost glowing there and I felt like I was home.

Yesteday I met a lovely old man in town I had not seen him before. He was very tall and softly spoken with a very nice energy about him. He was lonely but he smiled a lot. He was Scottish and he had the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen in a human, they were almost not quite human. He sat down and drank coffee with me at a cafe and we chatted he was sad when I left but something about him... I can't say what it was it was his eyes. Demons do find ways of meeting with us... so who knows I think I will meet him again. I am not saying he was... or wasn't but things changed for me after that. One day a young boy stopped in the street and looked at me, he said hello, unual around here I dont know who he was it was just after I dedicated. He said to me... gee lady you are carrying a lot of stuff there and he smiled. I only had 2 bags of shopping. There was something in what he said though I was carrying a lot... I understand what he meant now. There have also been animals that have come to me and led me places... you just have to be aware.

Hail Satan.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Cool isn't it great how Enki does little things like that for us.


Sent from Yahoo! Mail on Android [/TD]

From: firebird894 <firebird894@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: I woke up this morning...
Sent: Thu, Jun 7, 2012 5:21:01 PM

<td val[/IMG]   I got something today that I didn't expect but really needed. Ive been riding my horse in boots that are just not safe really, I knew I needed to get some proper riding boots but I hadn't got round to really going out and looking I didnt really know where to look I just wanted some second hand ones. They had to be the type with a pointy toe so I could get my foot in the stirrups easy and that would slip off if I fell so I wouldnt get caught and dragged. Id been riding in big gumboots and risking it. I dont like op shops because they are usually xian run but Im not rich and their cheap and not many other second hand shops around here. I was looking in the local one today and looked over the shoes... and there they were a nice pair of what would have been very expensive Thomas Cook riding boots in my size, completely perfect, $5. I sure did have to pick my jaw up off the floor.

Hail Satan!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Indigo Nation" <gutterrainbow@... wrote:

That was so beautiful thanks for sharing true from my experience as well no matter how hard it gets Satan will always be there for you life is beautiful I experienced a phase where I had a lot of bad things happen to me and mixed up emotions extreme but that subsided I love the way you write this, one day to everyone who is listening to me if you meditate and are serious about advancing you will experience beauty beyond what words can describe, don't ever give up anyone I actually had some past negative ecperiences I look at it as learning motivation something to help me understand and feel empathy for people after two to three years of emotional turmoil I am now joyful happy youthful calm love life, some of the feelings I felt were extreme like mostly waves of fear or sadness. I realize it was my soul cleaning out stuff from the past things just don't affect me that much anymore around me I like beauty. I am happy for you the way you sound good luck if you are serious about meditation you will feel lasting joy and bliss calmness even when you do feel things like sad or anger (for me not that often anymore) you will have joy behind it satisfaction. Know yourself it may not be the same for everyone but man some of the paranoia I had for awhile was horror beyond words I say press on no matter what comes in your path be strong strength is beauty Stay strong no matter what there are better days not to mention don't freaking give up there really is a way to attain anything you need through meditation or want(Satan or one of the Demons will help you if it's serious and you can't do it yourself) so press on soldiers we will all see better days the sun is out and shining beauty is everywhere in the world so is ugliness but no need to focus on it find beauty what you find beautiful love life live it better yourself be you and good luck everyone
Hail Satan

--- [/IMG][email protected], "firebird894" <firebird894@ wrote:

There is a lovely blue sky the suns out and steam is rising off the trees, the ground, the fences as the warmth dries up all the rain from the previous week. The winds and storm left us all unharmed. The horses are well, everyone is full of life, the peacocks are pecking around the front yard my big boy sat himself in the sun with his feathers ruffled calling to his mate who went to join him. 2 young roosters have been getting worked up fighting and chasing each other over the hens...soon the shortest day of the year will come and go and the days will grow longer and warmer again here and the fruit trees will blossom and new growth will spring up everywhere, the parrots will go to nest and have chics. Our weather patterns are changing back to drier times and I am happy about it.

I woke up this morning and was gratefull for my life and this chance I have here... for the first time in a long time I am happy.

My meditations have been a struggle lately my health has not been good, I have sunk to some pretty dark places, now I know its just my soul cleaning iteself out and my mind rearanging itself... for better things to come. Last night something happened...something different.

So a word of encoragement for those new who may still be struggling or getting frustrated. Don't worry just keep going. Satan will take care of you even when you don't realise it and no matter how rough the road gets... one morning you will wake up, the sun will be shining and something will have changed in you too.

It is not something words can do justice too... I saw a brilliant flash of light last night and something along my spine opened up it was not my kundilini yet, for that I am not ready but things are moving along. Despite anything else... you just keep meditating and if feelings and fears surface dont try to stop it, I did a lot of beating myself up a lot of guilt came up in me a lot of fear, a lot of doubt, I had spychic attack and guess what? It didn't stop me and it will pass. It might not be the end of it yet for me but I have a break in the storm right now and I intend to enjoy it.

Trust in Father Satan he will not leave you, he knows how hard this is for us, and it is not our fault. He understands us completely and now I really know it. You will come to a moment where you will see a change you will feel different one morning it might take a while to realise what it is but when you do you will understand why I am so happy about this morning.

You cannot change the past, it has led you to where you are now, the future has not happened yet... right now you are alive, you are breathing that is what matters, live for right now. My whole aura is lit up, I havnt been able to see this much light in myself before, my chakras have gold through them, I have a channel down my spine that is open and its flooded with white light, I can can feel it all through me, last night something happened in the centre of my head like a cap blew off something I cant find another way to explain it and I saw a white flash and it was so bright it flooded out and filled my head like a fountain, then I fell asleep. It was the best sleep I have had in weeks. My awareness has expanded a bit more and all sorts of things are flooding into my mind things to do with the Earth and her energy and my local area animals and plants, the sun it's amazing. The dark enemy voices in my mind are gone... I won, I beat them. negative feelings and fears are gone.

I saw a vision it was the home of Our Gods, I have seen this place many times but this time I moved forward, I was standing on a beach the water was sparkling aqua blue, there was a very large moon in the sky and light was shining from everything. I walked into the water... I couldn't feel my physical body but I could feel the water like it was flowing through me, and it was warm and I swam into it and went under, I could breathe I was shining white and there were the most amazing fish and creatures every colour and some I can't even name... I wish I could remember all of it but that was as much as I can remember I do remember I was almost glowing there and I felt like I was home.

Yesteday I met a lovely old man in town I had not seen him before. He was very tall and softly spoken with a very nice energy about him. He was lonely but he smiled a lot. He was Scottish and he had the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen in a human, they were almost not quite human. He sat down and drank coffee with me at a cafe and we chatted he was sad when I left but something about him... I can't say what it was it was his eyes. Demons do find ways of meeting with us... so who knows I think I will meet him again. I am not saying he was... or wasn't but things changed for me after that. One day a young boy stopped in the street and looked at me, he said hello, unual around here I dont know who he was it was just after I dedicated. He said to me... gee lady you are carrying a lot of stuff there and he smiled. I only had 2 bags of shopping. There was something in what he said though I was carrying a lot... I understand what he meant now. There have also been animals that have come to me and led me places... you just have to be aware.

Hail Satan.

[/TD]

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Everything is more beautiful when you know Enki.


Sent from Yahoo! Mail on Android [/TD]

From: firebird894 <firebird894@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [HellsArmy666] I woke up this morning...
Sent: Thu, Jun 7, 2012 1:14:09 AM

<td val[/IMG]   There is a lovely blue sky the suns out and steam is rising off the trees, the ground, the fences as the warmth dries up all the rain from the previous week. The winds and storm left us all unharmed. The horses are well, everyone is full of life, the peacocks are pecking around the front yard my big boy sat himself in the sun with his feathers ruffled calling to his mate who went to join him. 2 young roosters have been getting worked up fighting and chasing each other over the hens...soon the shortest day of the year will come and go and the days will grow longer and warmer again here and the fruit trees will blossom and new growth will spring up everywhere, the parrots will go to nest and have chics. Our weather patterns are changing back to drier times and I am happy about it.

I woke up this morning and was gratefull for my life and this chance I have here... for the first time in a long time I am happy.

My meditations have been a struggle lately my health has not been good, I have sunk to some pretty dark places, now I know its just my soul cleaning iteself out and my mind rearanging itself... for better things to come. Last night something happened...something different.

So a word of encoragement for those new who may still be struggling or getting frustrated. Don't worry just keep going. Satan will take care of you even when you don't realise it and no matter how rough the road gets... one morning you will wake up, the sun will be shining and something will have changed in you too.

It is not something words can do justice too... I saw a brilliant flash of light last night and something along my spine opened up it was not my kundilini yet, for that I am not ready but things are moving along. Despite anything else... you just keep meditating and if feelings and fears surface dont try to stop it, I did a lot of beating myself up a lot of guilt came up in me a lot of fear, a lot of doubt, I had spychic attack and guess what? It didn't stop me and it will pass. It might not be the end of it yet for me but I have a break in the storm right now and I intend to enjoy it.

Trust in Father Satan he will not leave you, he knows how hard this is for us, and it is not our fault. He understands us completely and now I really know it. You will come to a moment where you will see a change you will feel different one morning it might take a while to realise what it is but when you do you will understand why I am so happy about this morning.

You cannot change the past, it has led you to where you are now, the future has not happened yet... right now you are alive, you are breathing that is what matters, live for right now. My whole aura is lit up, I havnt been able to see this much light in myself before, my chakras have gold through them, I have a channel down my spine that is open and its flooded with white light, I can can feel it all through me, last night something happened in the centre of my head like a cap blew off something I cant find another way to explain it and I saw a white flash and it was so bright it flooded out and filled my head like a fountain, then I fell asleep. It was the best sleep I have had in weeks. My awareness has expanded a bit more and all sorts of things are flooding into my mind things to do with the Earth and her energy and my local area animals and plants, the sun it's amazing. The dark enemy voices in my mind are gone... I won, I beat them. negative feelings and fears are gone.

I saw a vision it was the home of Our Gods, I have seen this place many times but this time I moved forward, I was standing on a beach the water was sparkling aqua blue, there was a very large moon in the sky and light was shining from everything. I walked into the water... I couldn't feel my physical body but I could feel the water like it was flowing through me, and it was warm and I swam into it and went under, I could breathe I was shining white and there were the most amazing fish and creatures every colour and some I can't even name... I wish I could remember all of it but that was as much as I can remember I do remember I was almost glowing there and I felt like I was home.

Yesteday I met a lovely old man in town I had not seen him before. He was very tall and softly spoken with a very nice energy about him. He was lonely but he smiled a lot. He was Scottish and he had the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen in a human, they were almost not quite human. He sat down and drank coffee with me at a cafe and we chatted he was sad when I left but something about him... I can't say what it was it was his eyes. Demons do find ways of meeting with us... so who knows I think I will meet him again. I am not saying he was... or wasn't but things changed for me after that. One day a young boy stopped in the street and looked at me, he said hello, unual around here I dont know who he was it was just after I dedicated. He said to me... gee lady you are carrying a lot of stuff there and he smiled. I only had 2 bags of shopping. There was something in what he said though I was carrying a lot... I understand what he meant now. There have also been animals that have come to me and led me places... you just have to be aware.

Hail Satan.

[/TD]

 

[firebird894]

Might seem small but really now I think about it could mean the difference between me having some bruises and winging about a sore ass for a week or ending up in the hospital or worse, something so simple as a pair of boots... he probably knew I would have never bothered to really go out and look for them something I would overlook. And the fact they are such good quality ones I would have been happy with something much less, now I dont want to get them dirty!

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Cool isn't it great how Enki does little things like that for us.


Sent from Yahoo! Mail on Android

 

[firebird894]

I think it's normal I have had similar sensations too my understanding is your vibration increases and you are pulling in energy so if you can feel it thats a good sign, I would think so anyway. I felt like someone was sitting behind me early on with hands on the sides of my face near my temples and I started to tingle then I got all giddy and couldn't sit still afterwards then I learned about the temple chakras.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], ilda ramirez <moon_glow666@... wrote:

wow that is so inpiraring for me since im new and still have thoughts of fear come up. I hope to one day experince something beautiful like u have.
i do have a question about meditation hope u can answer? The other day after doing some medittions for the first time i felt something it was a weird tingly feeling very strong in both my arms,hands and tongue? Was that normal? Does that mean anything and what should i do if it happens again?
Hail Father Satan!

To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: firebird894@...
Date: Thu, 7 Jun 2012 01:14:09 +0000
Subject: [HellsArmy666] I woke up this morning...


























There is a lovely blue sky the suns out and steam is rising off the trees, the ground, the fences as the warmth dries up all the rain from the previous week. The winds and storm left us all unharmed. The horses are well, everyone is full of life, the peacocks are pecking around the front yard my big boy sat himself in the sun with his feathers ruffled calling to his mate who went to join him. 2 young roosters have been getting worked up fighting and chasing each other over the hens...soon the shortest day of the year will come and go and the days will grow longer and warmer again here and the fruit trees will blossom and new growth will spring up everywhere, the parrots will go to nest and have chics. Our weather patterns are changing back to drier times and I am happy about it.



I woke up this morning and was gratefull for my life and this chance I have here... for the first time in a long time I am happy.



My meditations have been a struggle lately my health has not been good, I have sunk to some pretty dark places, now I know its just my soul cleaning iteself out and my mind rearanging itself... for better things to come. Last night something happened...something different.



So a word of encoragement for those new who may still be struggling or getting frustrated. Don't worry just keep going. Satan will take care of you even when you don't realise it and no matter how rough the road gets... one morning you will wake up, the sun will be shining and something will have changed in you too.



It is not something words can do justice too... I saw a brilliant flash of light last night and something along my spine opened up it was not my kundilini yet, for that I am not ready but things are moving along. Despite anything else... you just keep meditating and if feelings and fears surface dont try to stop it, I did a lot of beating myself up a lot of guilt came up in me a lot of fear, a lot of doubt, I had spychic attack and guess what? It didn't stop me and it will pass. It might not be the end of it yet for me but I have a break in the storm right now and I intend to enjoy it.



Trust in Father Satan he will not leave you, he knows how hard this is for us, and it is not our fault. He understands us completely and now I really know it. You will come to a moment where you will see a change you will feel different one morning it might take a while to realise what it is but when you do you will understand why I am so happy about this morning.



You cannot change the past, it has led you to where you are now, the future has not happened yet... right now you are alive, you are breathing that is what matters, live for right now. My whole aura is lit up, I havnt been able to see this much light in myself before, my chakras have gold through them, I have a channel down my spine that is open and its flooded with white light, I can can feel it all through me, last night something happened in the centre of my head like a cap blew off something I cant find another way to explain it and I saw a white flash and it was so bright it flooded out and filled my head like a fountain, then I fell asleep. It was the best sleep I have had in weeks. My awareness has expanded a bit more and all sorts of things are flooding into my mind things to do with the Earth and her energy and my local area animals and plants, the sun it's amazing. The dark enemy voices in my mind are gone... I won, I beat them. negative feelings and fears are gone.



I saw a vision it was the home of Our Gods, I have seen this place many times but this time I moved forward, I was standing on a beach the water was sparkling aqua blue, there was a very large moon in the sky and light was shining from everything. I walked into the water... I couldn't feel my physical body but I could feel the water like it was flowing through me, and it was warm and I swam into it and went under, I could breathe I was shining white and there were the most amazing fish and creatures every colour and some I can't even name... I wish I could remember all of it but that was as much as I can remember I do remember I was almost glowing there and I felt like I was home.



Yesteday I met a lovely old man in town I had not seen him before. He was very tall and softly spoken with a very nice energy about him. He was lonely but he smiled a lot. He was Scottish and he had the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen in a human, they were almost not quite human. He sat down and drank coffee with me at a cafe and we chatted he was sad when I left but something about him... I can't say what it was it was his eyes. Demons do find ways of meeting with us... so who knows I think I will meet him again. I am not saying he was... or wasn't but things changed for me after that. One day a young boy stopped in the street and looked at me, he said hello, unual around here I dont know who he was it was just after I dedicated. He said to me... gee lady you are carrying a lot of stuff there and he smiled. I only had 2 bags of shopping. There was something in what he said though I was carrying a lot... I understand what he meant now. There have also been animals that have come to me and led me places... you just have to be aware.



Hail Satan.

 

[Mike1]

Thanks for suggestions Firebird.I generally stay away from doctors unless I've no other option. These symptoms started not so long ago, seems weird to me. Anyway, I'm pretty sick at the moment so it seems I'll have to go to see a doc after all. Seems it's going to be antibiotics again, blech. I've had enough as a kid. I was away for a few days (Download Festival) so must have caught something there.I buy bottled water as tap water tastes like... well, not very good. As a kid I used to drink tap as my parents have a deep water well in their home but here in London... No way. Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike
From: firebird894 <firebird894@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, June 8, 2012 1:48 AM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: I woke up this morning...

  Have you seen a doctor? I had very similar symptoms for ages I felt terrible he thinks it has been some kind of infection Ive had a chronic type I have felt better since the antibiotics, my liver was also showing funny readings. Just a suggestion if you see the doctor ask him about mycoplasma and lymes disease it can't hurt to just have some blood tests to eliminate possibilities. There are some bugs that can hide in your cells. Also... cut out all fluride get a filter for your taps or buy bottled water. You could even just be defficient in some vitamins.

Hail Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Mike <misza2@... wrote:

Hey Firebird, a great read.

Very inspirational and touching. It's a good thing to hear that there is a light in the tunnel, for You and for all of us. Glad You're doing better, even if only for the time being. We all need a break
As You wrote it: things happen gradually. Even I may wake up one day and see the world differently, feel differently. Even without me knowng, I may suddenly "unblock" and that would be it: a breakthrough.

But as of now... thing's aren't that bright. Most of my mornings look like this: the very first thing, even before I open my eyes, is the pain. Headache. Many times, a really massive one. Sometimes it lasts the whole day (especially after destruction rituals performed by the Family... coincidence?) sometimes not. Then it even gets better: I feel weak and sic; it feels as if I have eaten something really bad or been starving. It's similar to the severe food poisoning symptoms. These dissipate along the day, sometimes the weakness can be felt till I hit the bed for the night. I thought that maybe it's because I'm getting starved through the night but it happens when I have a very late dinner too. It does happen when I sleep for too long and get up too late but only a headache. I don't feel sick then. And it happens when I sleep "normally" too so it's not the case. Or not the only one.
Something to think about here...

All in all, I felt a lot better just after reading this post
Thank You a lot Firebird. I'm sure many of Us needed that.

 
Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike


________________________________
From: firebird894 <firebird894@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, June 7, 2012 2:14 AM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] I woke up this morning...


 
There is a lovely blue sky the suns out and steam is rising off the trees, the ground, the fences as the warmth dries up all the rain from the previous week. The winds and storm left us all unharmed. The horses are well, everyone is full of life, the peacocks are pecking around the front yard my big boy sat himself in the sun with his feathers ruffled calling to his mate who went to join him. 2 young roosters have been getting worked up fighting and chasing each other over the hens...soon the shortest day of the year will come and go and the days will grow longer and warmer again here and the fruit trees will blossom and new growth will spring up everywhere, the parrots will go to nest and have chics. Our weather patterns are changing back to drier times and I am happy about it.

I woke up this morning and was gratefull for my life and this chance I have here... for the first time in a long time I am happy.

My meditations have been a struggle lately my health has not been good, I have sunk to some pretty dark places, now I know its just my soul cleaning iteself out and my mind rearanging itself... for better things to come. Last night something happened...something different.

So a word of encoragement for those new who may still be struggling or getting frustrated. Don't worry just keep going. Satan will take care of you even when you don't realise it and no matter how rough the road gets... one morning you will wake up, the sun will be shining and something will have changed in you too.

It is not something words can do justice too... I saw a brilliant flash of light last night and something along my spine opened up it was not my kundilini yet, for that I am not ready but things are moving along. Despite anything else... you just keep meditating and if feelings and fears surface dont try to stop it, I did a lot of beating myself up a lot of guilt came up in me a lot of fear, a lot of doubt, I had spychic attack and guess what? It didn't stop me and it will pass. It might not be the end of it yet for me but I have a break in the storm right now and I intend to enjoy it.

Trust in Father Satan he will not leave you, he knows how hard this is for us, and it is not our fault. He understands us completely and now I really know it. You will come to a moment where you will see a change you will feel different one morning it might take a while to realise what it is but when you do you will understand why I am so happy about this morning.

You cannot change the past, it has led you to where you are now, the future has not happened yet... right now you are alive, you are breathing that is what matters, live for right now. My whole aura is lit up, I havnt been able to see this much light in myself before, my chakras have gold through them, I have a channel down my spine that is open and its flooded with white light, I can can feel it all through me, last night something happened in the centre of my head like a cap blew off something I cant find another way to explain it and I saw a white flash and it was so bright it flooded out and filled my head like a fountain, then I fell asleep. It was the best sleep I have had in weeks. My awareness has expanded a bit more and all sorts of things are flooding into my mind things to do with the Earth and her energy and my local area animals and plants, the sun it's amazing. The dark enemy voices in my mind are gone... I won, I beat them. negative
feelings and fears are gone.

I saw a vision it was the home of Our Gods, I have seen this place many times but this time I moved forward, I was standing on a beach the water was sparkling aqua blue, there was a very large moon in the sky and light was shining from everything. I walked into the water... I couldn't feel my physical body but I could feel the water like it was flowing through me, and it was warm and I swam into it and went under, I could breathe I was shining white and there were the most amazing fish and creatures every colour and some I can't even name... I wish I could remember all of it but that was as much as I can remember I do remember I was almost glowing there and I felt like I was home.

Yesteday I met a lovely old man in town I had not seen him before. He was very tall and softly spoken with a very nice energy about him. He was lonely but he smiled a lot. He was Scottish and he had the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen in a human, they were almost not quite human. He sat down and drank coffee with me at a cafe and we chatted he was sad when I left but something about him... I can't say what it was it was his eyes. Demons do find ways of meeting with us... so who knows I think I will meet him again. I am not saying he was... or wasn't but things changed for me after that. One day a young boy stopped in the street and looked at me, he said hello, unual around here I dont know who he was it was just after I dedicated. He said to me... gee lady you are carrying a lot of stuff there and he smiled. I only had 2 bags of shopping. There was something in what he said though I was carrying a lot... I understand what he meant now. There have
also been animals that have come to me and led me places... you just have to be aware.

Hail Satan.

 

[[email protected]]

Sounds like a demon. They overcharrge your aura giving you tingles and energy.

 

[firebird894]

Spirit and science working together, its ok to see a doctor if you are sick, you can still work on it spiritually aswell, if there were no doctors and medicine I would be dead. But educate yourself, ask questions and research any medicines and treatments and make your own mind up, it's your body and your life.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Mike <misza2@... wrote:

Thanks for suggestions Firebird.
I generally stay away from doctors unless I've no other option. These symptoms started not so long ago, seems weird to me. Anyway, I'm pretty sick at the moment so it seems I'll have to go to see a doc after all. Seems it's going to be antibiotics again, blech. I've had enough as a kid. I was away for a few days (Download Festival) so must have caught something there.
I buy bottled water as tap water tastes like... well, not very good. As a kid I used to drink tap as my parents have a deep water well in their home but here in London... No way.

 
Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike


________________________________
From: firebird894 <firebird894@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, June 8, 2012 1:48 AM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: I woke up this morning...


 
Have you seen a doctor? I had very similar symptoms for ages I felt terrible he thinks it has been some kind of infection Ive had a chronic type I have felt better since the antibiotics, my liver was also showing funny readings. Just a suggestion if you see the doctor ask him about mycoplasma and lymes disease it can't hurt to just have some blood tests to eliminate possibilities. There are some bugs that can hide in your cells. Also... cut out all fluride get a filter for your taps or buy bottled water. You could even just be defficient in some vitamins.

Hail Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Mike <misza2@ wrote:

Hey Firebird, a great read.

Very inspirational and touching. It's a good thing to hear that there is a light in the tunnel, for You and for all of us. Glad You're doing better, even if only for the time being. We all need a break
As You wrote it: things happen gradually. Even I may wake up one day and see the world differently, feel differently. Even without me knowng, I may suddenly "unblock" and that would be it: a breakthrough.

But as of now... thing's aren't that bright. Most of my mornings look like this: the very first thing, even before I open my eyes, is the pain. Headache. Many times, a really massive one. Sometimes it lasts the whole day (especially after destruction rituals performed by the Family... coincidence?) sometimes not. Then it even gets better: I feel weak and sic; it feels as if I have eaten something really bad or been starving. It's similar to the severe food poisoning symptoms. These dissipate along the day, sometimes the weakness can be felt till I hit the bed for the night. I thought that maybe it's because I'm getting starved through the night but it happens when I have a very late dinner too. It does happen when I sleep for too long and get up too late but only a headache. I don't feel sick then. And it happens when I sleep "normally" too so it's not the case. Or not the only one.
Something to think about here...

All in all, I felt a lot better just after reading this post
Thank You a lot Firebird. I'm sure many of Us needed that.

 
Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike


________________________________
From: firebird894 <firebird894@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, June 7, 2012 2:14 AM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] I woke up this morning...


 
There is a lovely blue sky the suns out and steam is rising off the trees, the ground, the fences as the warmth dries up all the rain from the previous week. The winds and storm left us all unharmed. The horses are well, everyone is full of life, the peacocks are pecking around the front yard my big boy sat himself in the sun with his feathers ruffled calling to his mate who went to join him. 2 young roosters have been getting worked up fighting and chasing each other over the hens...soon the shortest day of the year will come and go and the days will grow longer and warmer again here and the fruit trees will blossom and new growth will spring up everywhere, the parrots will go to nest and have chics. Our weather patterns are changing back to drier times and I am happy about it.

I woke up this morning and was gratefull for my life and this chance I have here... for the first time in a long time I am happy.

My meditations have been a struggle lately my health has not been good, I have sunk to some pretty dark places, now I know its just my soul cleaning iteself out and my mind rearanging itself... for better things to come. Last night something happened...something different.

So a word of encoragement for those new who may still be struggling or getting frustrated. Don't worry just keep going. Satan will take care of you even when you don't realise it and no matter how rough the road gets... one morning you will wake up, the sun will be shining and something will have changed in you too.

It is not something words can do justice too... I saw a brilliant flash of light last night and something along my spine opened up it was not my kundilini yet, for that I am not ready but things are moving along. Despite anything else... you just keep meditating and if feelings and fears surface dont try to stop it, I did a lot of beating myself up a lot of guilt came up in me a lot of fear, a lot of doubt, I had spychic attack and guess what? It didn't stop me and it will pass. It might not be the end of it yet for me but I have a break in the storm right now and I intend to enjoy it.

Trust in Father Satan he will not leave you, he knows how hard this is for us, and it is not our fault. He understands us completely and now I really know it. You will come to a moment where you will see a change you will feel different one morning it might take a while to realise what it is but when you do you will understand why I am so happy about this morning.

You cannot change the past, it has led you to where you are now, the future has not happened yet... right now you are alive, you are breathing that is what matters, live for right now. My whole aura is lit up, I havnt been able to see this much light in myself before, my chakras have gold through them, I have a channel down my spine that is open and its flooded with white light, I can can feel it all through me, last night something happened in the centre of my head like a cap blew off something I cant find another way to explain it and I saw a white flash and it was so bright it flooded out and filled my head like a fountain, then I fell asleep. It was the best sleep I have had in weeks. My awareness has expanded a bit more and all sorts of things are flooding into my mind things to do with the Earth and her energy and my local area animals and plants, the sun it's amazing. The dark enemy voices in my mind are gone... I won, I beat them. negative
feelings and fears are gone.

I saw a vision it was the home of Our Gods, I have seen this place many times but this time I moved forward, I was standing on a beach the water was sparkling aqua blue, there was a very large moon in the sky and light was shining from everything. I walked into the water... I couldn't feel my physical body but I could feel the water like it was flowing through me, and it was warm and I swam into it and went under, I could breathe I was shining white and there were the most amazing fish and creatures every colour and some I can't even name... I wish I could remember all of it but that was as much as I can remember I do remember I was almost glowing there and I felt like I was home.

Yesteday I met a lovely old man in town I had not seen him before. He was very tall and softly spoken with a very nice energy about him. He was lonely but he smiled a lot. He was Scottish and he had the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen in a human, they were almost not quite human. He sat down and drank coffee with me at a cafe and we chatted he was sad when I left but something about him... I can't say what it was it was his eyes. Demons do find ways of meeting with us... so who knows I think I will meet him again. I am not saying he was... or wasn't but things changed for me after that. One day a young boy stopped in the street and looked at me, he said hello, unual around here I dont know who he was it was just after I dedicated. He said to me... gee lady you are carrying a lot of stuff there and he smiled. I only had 2 bags of shopping. There was something in what he said though I was carrying a lot... I understand what he meant now. There have
also been animals that have come to me and led me places... you just have to be aware.

Hail Satan.

 

[firebird894]

Spirit and science working together, its ok to see a doctor if you are sick, you can still work on it spiritually aswell, if there were no doctors and medicine I would be dead. But educate yourself, ask questions and research any medicines and treatments and make your own mind up, it's your body and your life.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Mike <misza2@... wrote:

Thanks for suggestions Firebird.
I generally stay away from doctors unless I've no other option. These symptoms started not so long ago, seems weird to me. Anyway, I'm pretty sick at the moment so it seems I'll have to go to see a doc after all. Seems it's going to be antibiotics again, blech. I've had enough as a kid. I was away for a few days (Download Festival) so must have caught something there.
I buy bottled water as tap water tastes like... well, not very good. As a kid I used to drink tap as my parents have a deep water well in their home but here in London... No way.

 
Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike


________________________________
From: firebird894 <firebird894@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, June 8, 2012 1:48 AM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: I woke up this morning...


 
Have you seen a doctor? I had very similar symptoms for ages I felt terrible he thinks it has been some kind of infection Ive had a chronic type I have felt better since the antibiotics, my liver was also showing funny readings. Just a suggestion if you see the doctor ask him about mycoplasma and lymes disease it can't hurt to just have some blood tests to eliminate possibilities. There are some bugs that can hide in your cells. Also... cut out all fluride get a filter for your taps or buy bottled water. You could even just be defficient in some vitamins.

Hail Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Mike <misza2@ wrote:

Hey Firebird, a great read.

Very inspirational and touching. It's a good thing to hear that there is a light in the tunnel, for You and for all of us. Glad You're doing better, even if only for the time being. We all need a break
As You wrote it: things happen gradually. Even I may wake up one day and see the world differently, feel differently. Even without me knowng, I may suddenly "unblock" and that would be it: a breakthrough.

But as of now... thing's aren't that bright. Most of my mornings look like this: the very first thing, even before I open my eyes, is the pain. Headache. Many times, a really massive one. Sometimes it lasts the whole day (especially after destruction rituals performed by the Family... coincidence?) sometimes not. Then it even gets better: I feel weak and sic; it feels as if I have eaten something really bad or been starving. It's similar to the severe food poisoning symptoms. These dissipate along the day, sometimes the weakness can be felt till I hit the bed for the night. I thought that maybe it's because I'm getting starved through the night but it happens when I have a very late dinner too. It does happen when I sleep for too long and get up too late but only a headache. I don't feel sick then. And it happens when I sleep "normally" too so it's not the case. Or not the only one.
Something to think about here...

All in all, I felt a lot better just after reading this post
Thank You a lot Firebird. I'm sure many of Us needed that.

 
Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike


________________________________
From: firebird894 <firebird894@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, June 7, 2012 2:14 AM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] I woke up this morning...


 
There is a lovely blue sky the suns out and steam is rising off the trees, the ground, the fences as the warmth dries up all the rain from the previous week. The winds and storm left us all unharmed. The horses are well, everyone is full of life, the peacocks are pecking around the front yard my big boy sat himself in the sun with his feathers ruffled calling to his mate who went to join him. 2 young roosters have been getting worked up fighting and chasing each other over the hens...soon the shortest day of the year will come and go and the days will grow longer and warmer again here and the fruit trees will blossom and new growth will spring up everywhere, the parrots will go to nest and have chics. Our weather patterns are changing back to drier times and I am happy about it.

I woke up this morning and was gratefull for my life and this chance I have here... for the first time in a long time I am happy.

My meditations have been a struggle lately my health has not been good, I have sunk to some pretty dark places, now I know its just my soul cleaning iteself out and my mind rearanging itself... for better things to come. Last night something happened...something different.

So a word of encoragement for those new who may still be struggling or getting frustrated. Don't worry just keep going. Satan will take care of you even when you don't realise it and no matter how rough the road gets... one morning you will wake up, the sun will be shining and something will have changed in you too.

It is not something words can do justice too... I saw a brilliant flash of light last night and something along my spine opened up it was not my kundilini yet, for that I am not ready but things are moving along. Despite anything else... you just keep meditating and if feelings and fears surface dont try to stop it, I did a lot of beating myself up a lot of guilt came up in me a lot of fear, a lot of doubt, I had spychic attack and guess what? It didn't stop me and it will pass. It might not be the end of it yet for me but I have a break in the storm right now and I intend to enjoy it.

Trust in Father Satan he will not leave you, he knows how hard this is for us, and it is not our fault. He understands us completely and now I really know it. You will come to a moment where you will see a change you will feel different one morning it might take a while to realise what it is but when you do you will understand why I am so happy about this morning.

You cannot change the past, it has led you to where you are now, the future has not happened yet... right now you are alive, you are breathing that is what matters, live for right now. My whole aura is lit up, I havnt been able to see this much light in myself before, my chakras have gold through them, I have a channel down my spine that is open and its flooded with white light, I can can feel it all through me, last night something happened in the centre of my head like a cap blew off something I cant find another way to explain it and I saw a white flash and it was so bright it flooded out and filled my head like a fountain, then I fell asleep. It was the best sleep I have had in weeks. My awareness has expanded a bit more and all sorts of things are flooding into my mind things to do with the Earth and her energy and my local area animals and plants, the sun it's amazing. The dark enemy voices in my mind are gone... I won, I beat them. negative
feelings and fears are gone.

I saw a vision it was the home of Our Gods, I have seen this place many times but this time I moved forward, I was standing on a beach the water was sparkling aqua blue, there was a very large moon in the sky and light was shining from everything. I walked into the water... I couldn't feel my physical body but I could feel the water like it was flowing through me, and it was warm and I swam into it and went under, I could breathe I was shining white and there were the most amazing fish and creatures every colour and some I can't even name... I wish I could remember all of it but that was as much as I can remember I do remember I was almost glowing there and I felt like I was home.

Yesteday I met a lovely old man in town I had not seen him before. He was very tall and softly spoken with a very nice energy about him. He was lonely but he smiled a lot. He was Scottish and he had the brightest blue eyes I had ever seen in a human, they were almost not quite human. He sat down and drank coffee with me at a cafe and we chatted he was sad when I left but something about him... I can't say what it was it was his eyes. Demons do find ways of meeting with us... so who knows I think I will meet him again. I am not saying he was... or wasn't but things changed for me after that. One day a young boy stopped in the street and looked at me, he said hello, unual around here I dont know who he was it was just after I dedicated. He said to me... gee lady you are carrying a lot of stuff there and he smiled. I only had 2 bags of shopping. There was something in what he said though I was carrying a lot... I understand what he meant now. There have
also been animals that have come to me and led me places... you just have to be aware.

Hail Satan.