I think I dedicated?

[NoCreativeNameHere]

So I made a topic asking about how I can make it easier to dedicate which you can view here https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=13314

Well people had said that I can use a lighter to burn the paper and it would still be valid as I dont have access to candles. So I signed my name and tried my best to get blood on the paper which was really difficult since I didnt have anything sharp but a sort of sharp but blunt knife which took a while to finally get blood out. I watched Aldrick Strickland's video Introduction to Satanism, I did not have a dry pen so I wrote my name in ink and tried my best to smear it in blood. I recited the prayer in my head and then recited it a loud twice I went outside and I couldn't use the barrel drum cause it would obviously start a big fire since I mustn't have been looking properly so I went back inside and got one of our pots(Dont know what it was called) but I said the prayer again and burned it in the pot once I was finished and I said Mote it be and Hail Satan in my head then I started saying it aloud I started getting more confident in saying it. But once I was finished not sure if this was the right thing to do but I covered the ashes in dirt near my door trying to hide the ashes. Now I'm not sure if I did it right I tried my best to feel it in my heart as I was saying it but I started getting doubts once I had buried the ashes. And once I finished burying the ashes I started panicking that I didnt do it properly, and if I havent then I shall do it another time and try to complete it and get it right this time.

So I was wondering if it was acceptable to write my signature it in pen and cover it with my blood. 2nd am I suppose to feel anything I did feel better once I got into my room and I kept saying Mote it be and Hail Satan but I'm not sure if I'm suppose to feel something or not or that I did it properly.



But if I did do it properly then I should say its an honor to be apart of this family and I wish the best for all of us

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

It worked perfectly good job!

I got some more advice, I put it in your other thread but I think you were so excited about dedicating you skipped right over it so I'll copy it here.
I just thought about your name, do you really want to be a dirty cattle SLAVE sub-animal, which is what Goy means? Or would you rather be a Satanic human man, a growing god? I think you may want to rethink your username. Good thing is this account is still new, so you won't miss anything by starting a new one with a new name if you choose to do that. When we have strong souls, the labels we put on ourselves can have an energised connection and influence on us.

You may want to read Hooded Cobra's new article "The Human Animal" https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=13331

 

[Jack]

Don't worry bro. Subtle things like that don't matter. Welcome to the dedicated family of the jos Satanists. Now it's time to start meditation for you and to rage warfare against the scum of the earth ,that is the Jews. I hope with guidance from your brothers in satans and the great daemon maha siddhas, you achieve your desires and ambitions in your life and give back to your race and society.Welcome to hell...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zz72ripdNbs&list=PLy23eT2TM-PDv9ZLu0kbfm5kEWp2do6LW&index=2&t=0s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjAMGnyyaHE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FG1NrQYXjLU

 

[Reckoned666]

Don't worry bro. Subtle things like that don't matter. Welcome to the dedicated family of the jos Satanists. Now it's time to start meditation for you and to rage warfare against the scum of the earth ,that is the Jews. I hope with guidance from your brothers in satans and the great daemon maha siddhas, you achieve your desires and ambitions in your life and give back to your race and society.Welcome to hell...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zz72ripdNbs&list=PLy23eT2TM-PDv9ZLu0kbfm5kEWp2do6LW&index=2&t=0s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjAMGnyyaHE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FG1NrQYXjLU

Ahh, I see you recognize the power of Billy Idol as well.

Welcome to the Family, I'd recommend you'd change your username though, it rings a disgusting vibe in my head when i'm reading it. It's not suited for a splendid Spiritual Satanist like yourself.

 

[VortexOfCreation]

It worked perfectly good job!

I got some more advice, I put it in your other thread but I think you were so excited about dedicating you skipped right over it so I'll copy it here.
I just thought about your name, do you really want to be a dirty cattle SLAVE sub-animal, which is what Goy means? Or would you rather be a Satanic human man, a growing god? I think you may want to rethink your username. Good thing is this account is still new, so you won't miss anything by starting a new one with a new name if you choose to do that. When we have strong souls, the labels we put on ourselves can have an energised connection and influence on us.

You may want to read Hooded Cobra's new article "The Human Animal" https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=13331

Awesome I actually answered what you said but it never got through, I wasn't even notified about any of yous commenting on this topic I had to manually check myself, but I see you didnt mention Hooded Cobras new article in your other post Which I'll take a look at thank you very much nice to be apart of the family now, also just one last question should I start on the 40 day program or the 6 month program? I feel like the 40 day program you need a little bit of visualization skills which I completely lack so maybe the 6 month program would be a good start just til my visualization skills improve. But I'm looking around on the internet on guides and tips on how to improve visualization.

 

[VortexOfCreation]

Don't worry bro. Subtle things like that don't matter. Welcome to the dedicated family of the jos Satanists. Now it's time to start meditation for you and to rage warfare against the scum of the earth ,that is the Jews. I hope with guidance from your brothers in satans and the great daemon maha siddhas, you achieve your desires and ambitions in your life and give back to your race and society.Welcome to hell...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zz72ripdNbs&list=PLy23eT2TM-PDv9ZLu0kbfm5kEWp2do6LW&index=2&t=0s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjAMGnyyaHE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FG1NrQYXjLU

Ahh, I see you recognize the power of Billy Idol as well.

Welcome to the Family, I'd recommend you'd change your username though, it rings a disgusting vibe in my head when i'm reading it. It's not suited for a splendid Spiritual Satanist like yourself.

Dont worry its all changed now

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

should I start on the 40 day program or the 6 month program? I feel like the 40 day program you need a little bit of visualization skills which I completely lack so maybe the 6 month program would be a good start just til my visualization skills improve. But I'm looking around on the internet on guides and tips on how to improve visualization.

Either one, or both, or make your own program. I never did either of these programs, I just would look at the meditation page http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Satanic_Meditation.html and do whatever I felt like was a good idea for me to do. You can let your intuition and the influence of the gods guide you to do what's right. Be very careful what you look up on the internet, most of what you find on other websites is totally corrupted by the enemy, like poison for the soul. Just look at our websites like the meditation page www.joyofsatan.org has everything you need.

 

[Reckoned666]

It worked perfectly good job!

I got some more advice, I put it in your other thread but I think you were so excited about dedicating you skipped right over it so I'll copy it here.
I just thought about your name, do you really want to be a dirty cattle SLAVE sub-animal, which is what Goy means? Or would you rather be a Satanic human man, a growing god? I think you may want to rethink your username. Good thing is this account is still new, so you won't miss anything by starting a new one with a new name if you choose to do that. When we have strong souls, the labels we put on ourselves can have an energised connection and influence on us.

You may want to read Hooded Cobra's new article "The Human Animal" https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=13331

Awesome I actually answered what you said but it never got through, I wasn't even notified about any of yous commenting on this topic I had to manually check myself, but I see you didnt mention Hooded Cobras new article in your other post Which I'll take a look at thank you very much nice to be apart of the family now, also just one last question should I start on the 40 day program or the 6 month program? I feel like the 40 day program you need a little bit of visualization skills which I completely lack so maybe the 6 month program would be a good start just til my visualization skills improve. But I'm looking around on the internet on guides and tips on how to improve visualization.

Great. I hope you can figure out a creative name anytime soon. Regarding the programs, do whatever you feel like is best. Actually, you can even do both at the same time if you're up for a challenge. Personally, I did 40 day first, and didn't have any problems in visualization.

 

[VortexOfCreation]

Don't worry bro. Subtle things like that don't matter. Welcome to the dedicated family of the jos Satanists. Now it's time to start meditation for you and to rage warfare against the scum of the earth ,that is the Jews. I hope with guidance from your brothers in satans and the great daemon maha siddhas, you achieve your desires and ambitions in your life and give back to your race and society.Welcome to hell...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zz72ripdNbs&list=PLy23eT2TM-PDv9ZLu0kbfm5kEWp2do6LW&index=2&t=0s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjAMGnyyaHE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FG1NrQYXjLU

Thanks bro but love your taste in music hahaha :lol:

 

[VortexOfCreation]

Great. I hope you can figure out a creative name anytime soon. Regarding the programs, do whatever you feel like is best. Actually, you can even do both at the same time if you're up for a challenge. Personally, I did 40 day first, and didn't have any problems in visualization.

Either one, or both, or make your own program. I never did either of these programs, I just would look at the meditation page http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Satanic_Meditation.html and do whatever I felt like was a good idea for me to do. You can let your intuition and the influence of the gods guide you to do what's right. Be very careful what you look up on the internet, most of what you find on other websites is totally corrupted by the enemy, like poison for the soul. Just look at our websites like the meditation page http://www.joyofsatan.org has everything you need.

I have quoted yous both so I dont have to respond to yous individually when my questions are going to be the same for both comments.
I'd love to do both of them but I feel more inclined to do the 6 month training since it involves working on visualization skills, but I feel like something is holding me back I recently tried the Aura Cleaning meditation and not sure how I could explain but it was like I can almost feel the energy surrounding myself but then I completely stop because I can't see the energy and it becomes a hassle cause I'm centering[can't think of the appropriate word] myself around seeing the energy and it starts stressing me out because I can't see it. I've tried Aura Of Protection and I would "try" to visualize a small light in the center of my body and getting bigger on each exhale but the same thing happens as it did with the Aura Cleaning, I start stressing out because I cant see it(even though I'm not suppose to see it yet, I'm not sure) So far my program consists of deep trance meditation and doing hatha yoga, only 2 so far but hopefully I can add more to the program but deep trance meditation is the most important to me so far. Also deep trance meditation I would feel would definitely help me with my visualization skills since I will be creating an astral temple once I achieve that mindset, but just a question for yoga stretches I would do a pose for a minute then have a minute rest and I did this 3 times so 1 minute with 1 minute rest between, now I never felt light but I definitely really dizzy. Does that mean its working?

Regading what Ol argedco luciftias said
I dont have any trouble looking for visualization tutorials outside of Joy Of Satan because they are basically the same when it comes to visualization but regarding anything to do with soul and the chakras then the JOS meditation page is definitely my go to library of knowledge. I've asked the questions I wanted to ask but I gonna keep working so I dont have to come back here and keep complaining because I cant do something. but hopefully when I've achieved the things I want maybe visualization and other key components will start being a benefit to me and not something that holds me back because I cant "see" or "feel" it. Hopefully it notifies yous both as I dont have as much should I say (writing experience)

 

[Reckoned666]

Just focus on visualization more instead of seeing the energy. Seeing the energy will come with time, and it requires a developed astral sight. Maybe you have a strong Moon placement or Jupiter so your astral senses could be stronger than average and it'll come faster to you.

You said your problem yourself, that you focus on seeing the energy. What comes first is feeling. Do a lot of Foundation Meditation daily, you'll find it in JoS meditation page.

As for Hatha. You can hold for time, or you can hold for breaths. Can start with 4-5 breaths, and move further up. I'm not sure about resting times, personally I don't rest at all between poses, but if you seem it fitting - do it. Don't overexert yourself, but also don't be a slug. Find balance, as Satanism is all about finding the balance in life.

I'm glad you started to meditate immediately, keep on going, comrade.

Great. I hope you can figure out a creative name anytime soon. Regarding the programs, do whatever you feel like is best. Actually, you can even do both at the same time if you're up for a challenge. Personally, I did 40 day first, and didn't have any problems in visualization.

Either one, or both, or make your own program. I never did either of these programs, I just would look at the meditation page http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Satanic_Meditation.html and do whatever I felt like was a good idea for me to do. You can let your intuition and the influence of the gods guide you to do what's right. Be very careful what you look up on the internet, most of what you find on other websites is totally corrupted by the enemy, like poison for the soul. Just look at our websites like the meditation page http://www.joyofsatan.org has everything you need.

I have quoted yous both so I dont have to respond to yous individually when my questions are going to be the same for both comments.
I'd love to do both of them but I feel more inclined to do the 6 month training since it involves working on visualization skills, but I feel like something is holding me back I recently tried the Aura Cleaning meditation and not sure how I could explain but it was like I can almost feel the energy surrounding myself but then I completely stop because I can't see the energy and it becomes a hassle cause I'm centering[can't think of the appropriate word] myself around seeing the energy and it starts stressing me out because I can't see it. I've tried Aura Of Protection and I would "try" to visualize a small light in the center of my body and getting bigger on each exhale but the same thing happens as it did with the Aura Cleaning, I start stressing out because I cant see it(even though I'm not suppose to see it yet, I'm not sure) So far my program consists of deep trance meditation and doing hatha yoga, only 2 so far but hopefully I can add more to the program but deep trance meditation is the most important to me so far. Also deep trance meditation I would feel would definitely help me with my visualization skills since I will be creating an astral temple once I achieve that mindset, but just a question for yoga stretches I would do a pose for a minute then have a minute rest and I did this 3 times so 1 minute with 1 minute rest between, now I never felt light but I definitely really dizzy. Does that mean its working?

Regading what Ol argedco luciftias said
I dont have any trouble looking for visualization tutorials outside of Joy Of Satan because they are basically the same when it comes to visualization but regarding anything to do with soul and the chakras then the JOS meditation page is definitely my go to library of knowledge. I've asked the questions I wanted to ask but I gonna keep working so I dont have to come back here and keep complaining because I cant do something. but hopefully when I've achieved the things I want maybe visualization and other key components will start being a benefit to me and not something that holds me back because I cant "see" or "feel" it. Hopefully it notifies yous both as I dont have as much should I say (writing experience)

 

[VortexOfCreation]

Just focus on visualization more instead of seeing the energy. Seeing the energy will come with time, and it requires a developed astral sight. Maybe you have a strong Moon placement or Jupiter so your astral senses could be stronger than average and it'll come faster to you.

You said your problem yourself, that you focus on seeing the energy. What comes first is feeling. Do a lot of Foundation Meditation daily, you'll find it in JoS meditation page.

As for Hatha. You can hold for time, or you can hold for breaths. Can start with 4-5 breaths, and move further up. I'm not sure about resting times, personally I don't rest at all between poses, but if you seem it fitting - do it. Don't overexert yourself, but also don't be a slug. Find balance, as Satanism is all about finding the balance in life.

I'm glad you started to meditate immediately, keep on going, comrade.

I do feel as if doing the poses without resting would be more beneficial, so I'm instead going to incorporate that instead of having a rest between each pose, as for the visualization I feel as if I've definitely successfully visualized but confused it with seeing which lead to the stress, and it does feel good to meditate I just hope in time I can overcome this laziness that I've had for a long time. Since its been holding me back and I cant concentrate anymore then 30 seconds, but a lot of times I have come close once before but for some reason I panicked cause my head got extremely heavy and the rest is all relating to sound.

 

[Reckoned666]

Are you doing Void Meditation and Candle meditation? Those help a LOT in improving your focus.

Just focus on visualization more instead of seeing the energy. Seeing the energy will come with time, and it requires a developed astral sight. Maybe you have a strong Moon placement or Jupiter so your astral senses could be stronger than average and it'll come faster to you.

You said your problem yourself, that you focus on seeing the energy. What comes first is feeling. Do a lot of Foundation Meditation daily, you'll find it in JoS meditation page.

As for Hatha. You can hold for time, or you can hold for breaths. Can start with 4-5 breaths, and move further up. I'm not sure about resting times, personally I don't rest at all between poses, but if you seem it fitting - do it. Don't overexert yourself, but also don't be a slug. Find balance, as Satanism is all about finding the balance in life.

I'm glad you started to meditate immediately, keep on going, comrade.

I do feel as if doing the poses without resting would be more beneficial, so I'm instead going to incorporate that instead of having a rest between each pose, as for the visualization I feel as if I've definitely successfully visualized but confused it with seeing which lead to the stress, and it does feel good to meditate I just hope in time I can overcome this laziness that I've had for a long time. Since its been holding me back and I cant concentrate anymore then 30 seconds, but a lot of times I have come close once before but for some reason I panicked cause my head got extremely heavy and the rest is all relating to sound.

 

[VortexOfCreation]

Are you doing Void Meditation and Candle meditation? Those help a LOT in improving your focus.

I have been experimenting with void meditation preferably the "Eyes Opened" version, at first i was only able to concentrate on a point for not even 30 seconds but after I kept doing it I was able to do it for almost 2 minutes I'm slowly improving though, cant completely empty my mind but it does empty then get busy again but its no longer then 10 seconds. I haven't done candle meditation since I dont have a candle but was thinking of using a looped candle flame video for example on YouTube but not sure if it'd be the same the real thing.

 

[Reckoned666]

Looped video could do the trick. Experiment and tell us how it goes

Yes, it's natural that it goes empty and then busy again. Persevere, and keep going.

Also, remember to do the FINAL RTR. You'll feel great progress. It's in my Signature.
There are people who are discouraged from doing it since they think that it's dangerous if they're new etc. Do not worry. Keep doing Aura Cleaning, Aura of Protection. Also remember, that Your Guardian Demon and Father Satan always have your back. You are safe and protected at all times.

Are you doing Void Meditation and Candle meditation? Those help a LOT in improving your focus.

I have been experimenting with void meditation preferably the "Eyes Opened" version, at first i was only able to concentrate on a point for not even 30 seconds but after I kept doing it I was able to do it for almost 2 minutes I'm slowly improving though, cant completely empty my mind but it does empty then get busy again but its no longer then 10 seconds. I haven't done candle meditation since I dont have a candle but was thinking of using a looped candle flame video for example on YouTube but not sure if it'd be the same the real thing.

 

[VortexOfCreation]

Looped video could do the trick. Experiment and tell us how it goes

Yes, it's natural that it goes empty and then busy again. Persevere, and keep going.

Also, remember to do the FINAL RTR. You'll feel great progress. It's in my Signature.
There are people who are discouraged from doing it since they think that it's dangerous if they're new etc. Do not worry. Keep doing Aura Cleaning, Aura of Protection. Also remember, that Your Guardian Demon and Father Satan always have your back. You are safe and protected at all times.

I tried the looped video, didn't exactly go as planned not the same as a real candle. I've done a candle meditation when I was really young and it felt hypnotizing, the looped video just doesnt do the trick but I'll keep practicing on void meditation. I've even downloaded a program where I can monitor how long I'm able to focus on a single point. Also with the final rtr do you need to raise energies or can you do the ritual without raising energies? If it needs to be done then thats fine I'll try my best to visualize energy and the words are easy to vibrate from watching maxine guide on it, in fact a whole lot more easier then I expected.

 

[Reckoned666]

General questions answered about the Final RTR [FAQ]



1. Do I need to raise my energies before the ritual?

Yes, you can raise your energies before the ritual.

FAQ about the RTR: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=11560&hilit=final+rtr+faq

Listen, you can e-mail me if you want, [email protected]. But only e-mail with protonmail, not joogle or yajoo.

Looped video could do the trick. Experiment and tell us how it goes

Yes, it's natural that it goes empty and then busy again. Persevere, and keep going.

Also, remember to do the FINAL RTR. You'll feel great progress. It's in my Signature.
There are people who are discouraged from doing it since they think that it's dangerous if they're new etc. Do not worry. Keep doing Aura Cleaning, Aura of Protection. Also remember, that Your Guardian Demon and Father Satan always have your back. You are safe and protected at all times.

I tried the looped video, didn't exactly go as planned not the same as a real candle. I've done a candle meditation when I was really young and it felt hypnotizing, the looped video just doesnt do the trick but I'll keep practicing on void meditation. I've even downloaded a program where I can monitor how long I'm able to focus on a single point. Also with the final rtr do you need to raise energies or can you do the ritual without raising energies? If it needs to be done then thats fine I'll try my best to visualize energy and the words are easy to vibrate from watching maxine guide on it, in fact a whole lot more easier then I expected.

 

[VortexOfCreation]

General questions answered about the Final RTR [FAQ]



1. Do I need to raise my energies before the ritual?

Yes, you can raise your energies before the ritual.

FAQ about the RTR: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=11560&hilit=final+rtr+faq

Listen, you can e-mail me if you want, [email protected]. But only e-mail with protonmail, not joogle or yajoo.

Awesome I just need to create a protonmail account, but I'm not gonna message you straight away til I'm a bit more experience in some workings and have evolved far enough in the 40 day program. Also I'm getting much closer to a trance state just need to find that right moment to surrender myself and let go, concentration is also getting better with the void meditation(Eyes Opened) just cant seem to increase the time my thoughts go silent.