Christina1
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Hello.
I... kind of don't know how to begin here.
I had posted my question on yahoo answers but -what a surprise- the responses I received were.... well, foolish the least to say.
I have done the commitment to Satan ritual many years ago and I'd started the meditations... stopped... Started again... Stopped again... This has been happening for more than 5 times and I blame no one but myself.
However, I started doing the meditations again... for one more time... I actually thought (I don't know what is going to happen, if anything is going to happen in December) that if Satan needed some help I should be able to help him. This may be a stupid thought.
Anyway, I don't know if Satan is mad at me (I *would* be if I were in his place) for being so weak but I actually want to empower myself enough as to be able to communicate with a Demon and if he/she could reply to me about some things I can't figure on my own about my own self and about Satanism.
-- I know maybe it wasn't necessary to write all this to you, but I feel really guilty about all the times I've stopped the meditations. Last time I had even felt something so unique... I really can not understand WHY someone would be so stupid as to stop!
Well MY QUESTION is:
I have worked on a couple of meditations, I have opened my Chakras (um, hopefully I've done everything right; when I concentrate on them I can feel this calm sensation in my head) and I have also opened my Clairaudience Points. I've also meditated on my Clairvoyance Points, but I didn't actually do that many times, just once or twice... I'll need to work more on that.
I tried on opening my shoulder chakras but I wasn't able to feel them, so I'll need to redo that as well.
However, I'd like to know if there is a way so that if I'd like to communicate with a Demon I'd be open enough to hear him/her. As of now, I am definite I can't.
Moreover, I am still unable to look through my third eye, although I've done the meditation...
This is it. I want to be open enough to communicate with a Demon (with doing the proper ritual of course) so that if he/she would show up, I'd be able to feel or even hear him/her.
Thank you for taking the time to read all this!
I... kind of don't know how to begin here.
I had posted my question on yahoo answers but -what a surprise- the responses I received were.... well, foolish the least to say.
I have done the commitment to Satan ritual many years ago and I'd started the meditations... stopped... Started again... Stopped again... This has been happening for more than 5 times and I blame no one but myself.
However, I started doing the meditations again... for one more time... I actually thought (I don't know what is going to happen, if anything is going to happen in December) that if Satan needed some help I should be able to help him. This may be a stupid thought.
Anyway, I don't know if Satan is mad at me (I *would* be if I were in his place) for being so weak but I actually want to empower myself enough as to be able to communicate with a Demon and if he/she could reply to me about some things I can't figure on my own about my own self and about Satanism.
-- I know maybe it wasn't necessary to write all this to you, but I feel really guilty about all the times I've stopped the meditations. Last time I had even felt something so unique... I really can not understand WHY someone would be so stupid as to stop!
Well MY QUESTION is:
I have worked on a couple of meditations, I have opened my Chakras (um, hopefully I've done everything right; when I concentrate on them I can feel this calm sensation in my head) and I have also opened my Clairaudience Points. I've also meditated on my Clairvoyance Points, but I didn't actually do that many times, just once or twice... I'll need to work more on that.
I tried on opening my shoulder chakras but I wasn't able to feel them, so I'll need to redo that as well.
However, I'd like to know if there is a way so that if I'd like to communicate with a Demon I'd be open enough to hear him/her. As of now, I am definite I can't.
Moreover, I am still unable to look through my third eye, although I've done the meditation...
This is it. I want to be open enough to communicate with a Demon (with doing the proper ritual of course) so that if he/she would show up, I'd be able to feel or even hear him/her.
Thank you for taking the time to read all this!