I must first start off by saying that I just discovered the jos site a couple on months ago, and any and everything has been in my mind ever since. Just getting deeper and deeper into thought about the whole picture.. Iv read about enki and the others and they r in my thoughts..along with everything else.. But one night I was dreaming like any other night and I remember looking at my self from the third view and I looked up in the sky ( where "I" was, my conscious self) and said u need to wake up.. I felt a presence in my room while I was dreaming.. So I woke up quick And jumped outta bed.. Looked around.. No one was there... But I still felt it there... I neeeeeeever jump outta bed like that for anything or anyOne. I kno it was there...I think I said something like what or yes?....either way all of a sudden I
Had a huuuuuuge rush over my brain I could feel every receptor fireing in there it felt like.. The feeling got more intense and powerfull very over wellming almost to the point that I felt like I was about to go crazy or pop outta my head..I remember telling whom ever to slow down a couple of times. It did a little. I layed back down to just let it take its course and see where it goesAt that point I felt something on my back like a women lays on a mans back while he's sleeping laying on his stomach. Then the rush built up agian but this time the best way I can describe how my mind felt is like there was I ocean wave rolling from the back of my head to the front... Not dizzy like nauseated thats more like being to drunk. I would say dizzy and drunk would be like a toilet flushing from top to bottom. If any of that makes sense..and that got absolutely over wellming to
Where it was unbearable so I said the name enki and that i feel u..things slowed waaaay down and u felt waaaay better my mind cleared I felt good... This all happend between 1:21 am thru 1:26 ish then I just layed there thinkin and thinking and thinking then Next thing I kno I look up its 2:20. I said I needed to sleep... I rolled over went rite to sleep...
Just would like to hear someone elses thoughts... Iv talked to a couple of people about Wut happend and they looked at me crazy but both said I was being possessed tho I they don't kno each other nor have they met.. One laughed at me the other was my mom... She just told me be very careful with what I see that can't be unseen... Buuut I want to learn and gain more knowledge about everything like I always do.... Another thing is iv always felt like there was someone around cuz iv had a near death experience on my motorcycle shoulda wrecked reaaaal bad in traffic going 50 hitting a stoped car my bike some how turned just Anuff tours the car and from me to inch by the rear end.. When iv already accepted the fact and saw what was going to happen in my head twice before it happend... I felt then like something moved my bike Anuff to miss that car. I'm done blabbering
Had a huuuuuuge rush over my brain I could feel every receptor fireing in there it felt like.. The feeling got more intense and powerfull very over wellming almost to the point that I felt like I was about to go crazy or pop outta my head..I remember telling whom ever to slow down a couple of times. It did a little. I layed back down to just let it take its course and see where it goesAt that point I felt something on my back like a women lays on a mans back while he's sleeping laying on his stomach. Then the rush built up agian but this time the best way I can describe how my mind felt is like there was I ocean wave rolling from the back of my head to the front... Not dizzy like nauseated thats more like being to drunk. I would say dizzy and drunk would be like a toilet flushing from top to bottom. If any of that makes sense..and that got absolutely over wellming to
Where it was unbearable so I said the name enki and that i feel u..things slowed waaaay down and u felt waaaay better my mind cleared I felt good... This all happend between 1:21 am thru 1:26 ish then I just layed there thinkin and thinking and thinking then Next thing I kno I look up its 2:20. I said I needed to sleep... I rolled over went rite to sleep...
Just would like to hear someone elses thoughts... Iv talked to a couple of people about Wut happend and they looked at me crazy but both said I was being possessed tho I they don't kno each other nor have they met.. One laughed at me the other was my mom... She just told me be very careful with what I see that can't be unseen... Buuut I want to learn and gain more knowledge about everything like I always do.... Another thing is iv always felt like there was someone around cuz iv had a near death experience on my motorcycle shoulda wrecked reaaaal bad in traffic going 50 hitting a stoped car my bike some how turned just Anuff tours the car and from me to inch by the rear end.. When iv already accepted the fact and saw what was going to happen in my head twice before it happend... I felt then like something moved my bike Anuff to miss that car. I'm done blabbering
