Dark Priestess Zara
New member
- Joined
- Aug 29, 2010
- Messages
- 4
New here, I have been studying JoS for about 6 months trying to ease myself into the transition of dedication. I dedicated in my astral temple about a day ago.
It just felt right and made sense.
Anyway I grew up Christian, in a church where some of the things I read on the site are carried out, like use of affirmations, they made claims of "seeing in the spirit" and I have witnessed them cast out what they believed were "Demons", witnessed them speak with each other accurately telepathically, telling the future, but all while teaching the Bible. I personally had done a couple things (not intentionally it would only happen sometimes randomly) that I mentioned myself long before I knew of Father's truth, but I never really understood the Bible until learning about SS. So admittedly, i get confused here a lot. Because I was taught to believe that these things were gifts from "God" and could be "activated".
My point is I need an experienced hand of a brother or sister to help guide me in my beginnings, I want to do as much as I can to become as powerful and help Satan as much as I can.
BTW: everywhere I go for the last few years the numbers 17, (and multiples I.e 51,34) and 119 follow me. Back before I was with JoS a voice told me these were my numbers, confirmation numbers. Due to my programming, I thought it was the voice of "God". Anytime I'm unsure or in danger I these numbers show somewhere and I'm okay. I take these numbers SERIOUSLY.
Do these numbers have any SS meaning?
Just wanted to say that hoping for an explanation as to why
It just felt right and made sense.
Anyway I grew up Christian, in a church where some of the things I read on the site are carried out, like use of affirmations, they made claims of "seeing in the spirit" and I have witnessed them cast out what they believed were "Demons", witnessed them speak with each other accurately telepathically, telling the future, but all while teaching the Bible. I personally had done a couple things (not intentionally it would only happen sometimes randomly) that I mentioned myself long before I knew of Father's truth, but I never really understood the Bible until learning about SS. So admittedly, i get confused here a lot. Because I was taught to believe that these things were gifts from "God" and could be "activated".
My point is I need an experienced hand of a brother or sister to help guide me in my beginnings, I want to do as much as I can to become as powerful and help Satan as much as I can.
BTW: everywhere I go for the last few years the numbers 17, (and multiples I.e 51,34) and 119 follow me. Back before I was with JoS a voice told me these were my numbers, confirmation numbers. Due to my programming, I thought it was the voice of "God". Anytime I'm unsure or in danger I these numbers show somewhere and I'm okay. I take these numbers SERIOUSLY.
Do these numbers have any SS meaning?
Just wanted to say that hoping for an explanation as to why