dantalian9
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Greeting everyone,
I have a kind of serious situation here, and for both your and mine sake, I will be as quick as possible with this post.
I am not new to Spiritual Satanism, and am experienced with both witchcraft and meditation. However, I have come to a time where I somehow can not help myself get everything sorted out.
I had a boyfriend for about 5 months and broke up the relationship with him for certain reasons. That is when he started being desperate about getting me back, he called and did everything to keep me in contact. A stupid thing I did was not cutting him out of my life. For, we continued seeing each other, having sex and anything I wanted to do. He really would agree upon anything I would want, as long as he could see me every now and then. It is idiotic from my side, I know I shouldn't have kept this going, but I did. And this post-brake up 'relationship' thingy went on for 5 months or so, while I was also going out with other men.
About a month ago we had a horrible argue, and he somehow went mad. He screamed at me for 'playing him like a poppet and making a fool out of himself' (again, he used to BEG me not to stop contacting him and he seemed happy doing whatever I would suggest. I didn't force anything upon him). And, out of nowhere, he simply said that I HAD TO agree to be in a relationship with him again, otherwise he would hurt/kill my family, or any man I would be with next. Of course I didn't accept this, but he started acting really crazy recently,bought a gun, he's hanging around my block, knowing where I am and once he almost beat me up after seeing me with a guy. He hasn't hurt me in any way, but I can not go on like this anymore. I feel imprisoned, there are 2 years of study until I leave this town (I live in Europe btw) and I can't tell the police because I don't want my family to know about this.
And finally, here is the reason why I wrote to you all. I started using black energy against him for a couple of weeks now. I found it to work nicely against my enemies, but I somehow don't see a real result. He only gets sick every other day. However, this is not satisfuing. I want him out of my life but I don't seem strong enough to destroy him and I don't know what to do. There aren't any other people experienced in doing witchcraft around here. Any suggestions?
I have a kind of serious situation here, and for both your and mine sake, I will be as quick as possible with this post.
I am not new to Spiritual Satanism, and am experienced with both witchcraft and meditation. However, I have come to a time where I somehow can not help myself get everything sorted out.
I had a boyfriend for about 5 months and broke up the relationship with him for certain reasons. That is when he started being desperate about getting me back, he called and did everything to keep me in contact. A stupid thing I did was not cutting him out of my life. For, we continued seeing each other, having sex and anything I wanted to do. He really would agree upon anything I would want, as long as he could see me every now and then. It is idiotic from my side, I know I shouldn't have kept this going, but I did. And this post-brake up 'relationship' thingy went on for 5 months or so, while I was also going out with other men.
About a month ago we had a horrible argue, and he somehow went mad. He screamed at me for 'playing him like a poppet and making a fool out of himself' (again, he used to BEG me not to stop contacting him and he seemed happy doing whatever I would suggest. I didn't force anything upon him). And, out of nowhere, he simply said that I HAD TO agree to be in a relationship with him again, otherwise he would hurt/kill my family, or any man I would be with next. Of course I didn't accept this, but he started acting really crazy recently,bought a gun, he's hanging around my block, knowing where I am and once he almost beat me up after seeing me with a guy. He hasn't hurt me in any way, but I can not go on like this anymore. I feel imprisoned, there are 2 years of study until I leave this town (I live in Europe btw) and I can't tell the police because I don't want my family to know about this.
And finally, here is the reason why I wrote to you all. I started using black energy against him for a couple of weeks now. I found it to work nicely against my enemies, but I somehow don't see a real result. He only gets sick every other day. However, this is not satisfuing. I want him out of my life but I don't seem strong enough to destroy him and I don't know what to do. There aren't any other people experienced in doing witchcraft around here. Any suggestions?