i just want to come home

[darkestofgrace]

In satans name we trust
I hear him call my name
He said he will come again
And we do not live in sin
They cower in the corner
The cobwebs of my mind
They try to hurt me often
I do not die
Hes sitting in my window
He watched me every day
He said come with me
Your mine come home again
I said no out of fear
And kept on walking past
But i knew he was working for me
To better my life
In satans name i wonder
What does that really mean
He calls me home again
I scream no and seem so strong
But his eyes they look at me
He sees i want to come
Hes sees fear of who i am
And smiles like its a great loss
Like im worth something
Like im worth following just because i can hear his voice
Like im worth his effort of being in my dreams
Like i worth the love even if i say i dont need him
But hes knows if he leaves ill cry
So hes there but i dont see him
One of his he said i am
For god has never had me
I rejected that for satans hand
Yet im so scared to take it
And he smiles anyway
Or is it all in my hand
If i take satans hand
Its not satan that i fear
Its who i really am
I say no to keep me cage
Yet he wont give up his girl
One who is so knowingly gifted
One who he has kept safe even in her own self safe hate
The blade stopped by his hand
The pain he made go away
Yet im still so confused
I am trying to come home now
Does he still even want me back?
I dont know why i left
I never went to another
But now i want to come home
Can i even come home?

 

[Anike Anike]

Beautiful...Hail Satan!

 

[magus.immortalis1]

Yes,you can come home. And you *ARE* home. Welcome! And please do stay! Lord Satan is here, your family is here. And only time, power meditations and yoga will take away the pain and make it go away.
Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darkestofgrace" <little_princess476@... wrote:

In satans name we trust
I hear him call my name
He said he will come again
And we do not live in sin
They cower in the corner
The cobwebs of my mind
They try to hurt me often
I do not die
Hes sitting in my window
He watched me every day
He said come with me
Your mine come home again
I said no out of fear
And kept on walking past
But i knew he was working for me
To better my life
In satans name i wonder
What does that really mean
He calls me home again
I scream no and seem so strong
But his eyes they look at me
He sees i want to come
Hes sees fear of who i am
And smiles like its a great loss
Like im worth something
Like im worth following just because i can hear his voice
Like im worth his effort of being in my dreams
Like i worth the love even if i say i dont need him
But hes knows if he leaves ill cry
So hes there but i dont see him
One of his he said i am
For god has never had me
I rejected that for satans hand
Yet im so scared to take it
And he smiles anyway
Or is it all in my hand
If i take satans hand
Its not satan that i fear
Its who i really am
I say no to keep me cage
Yet he wont give up his girl
One who is so knowingly gifted
One who he has kept safe even in her own self safe hate
The blade stopped by his hand
The pain he made go away
Yet im still so confused
I am trying to come home now
Does he still even want me back?
I dont know why i left
I never went to another
But now i want to come home
Can i even come home?

 

[Celina]

We are, indeed, home. This made me cry. Thank you.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darkestofgrace" <little_princess476@... wrote:

In satans name we trust
I hear him call my name
He said he will come again
And we do not live in sin
They cower in the corner
The cobwebs of my mind
They try to hurt me often
I do not die
Hes sitting in my window
He watched me every day
He said come with me
Your mine come home again
I said no out of fear
And kept on walking past
But i knew he was working for me
To better my life
In satans name i wonder
What does that really mean
He calls me home again
I scream no and seem so strong
But his eyes they look at me
He sees i want to come
Hes sees fear of who i am
And smiles like its a great loss
Like im worth something
Like im worth following just because i can hear his voice
Like im worth his effort of being in my dreams
Like i worth the love even if i say i dont need him
But hes knows if he leaves ill cry
So hes there but i dont see him
One of his he said i am
For god has never had me
I rejected that for satans hand
Yet im so scared to take it
And he smiles anyway
Or is it all in my hand
If i take satans hand
Its not satan that i fear
Its who i really am
I say no to keep me cage
Yet he wont give up his girl
One who is so knowingly gifted
One who he has kept safe even in her own self safe hate
The blade stopped by his hand
The pain he made go away
Yet im still so confused
I am trying to come home now
Does he still even want me back?
I dont know why i left
I never went to another
But now i want to come home
Can i even come home?